TITLE: Crazy Little
Things
SERIES: Harry Potter
AUTHOR: Dreiser
EMAIL: dreiser7@yahoo.com
YAHOO ID: dreiser7
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http://www.dreiser.org/
CONTENT: F/F romance.
Hermione/Luna.
SUMMARY: Little by
little, in her own unusual way, Luna Lovegood begins to romance Hermione
Granger.
DISCLAIMER: I own
nothing but my love for cancelled television shows.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This
occurs after Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows. Suspend your disbelief,
ignore the canon Ron/Hermione destined ending, and hopefully have a good read.
It's been a long time since I've written HP slash so I've most likely lost my
touch. I don't have a lot of time to write lately so I'm going to post this in
small blurbs at a time. Let me know what you think.
The title of this fic
comes from the song lyrics of Fly Me Away by Goldfrapp. Specifically the lyric,
"The crazy little things that you do are magical." Something that I
think perfectly suits Luna. The band itself has a very ethereal and mysterious
quality that reminds me of Luna and I think if she was a real person she'd be a
fan of the band. If you want to have a listen to the song just click on the
link below to download it.
Crazy Little Things
By: Dreiser
Hermione loved
school. So it was hardly any surprise that after the defeat of Voldemort, as
the wizarding world slowly but surely returned to a semblance of normality, she
began attending it once again. Before his death she had spoken once with
Dumbledore about her graduation from Hogwarts and what she would do after and
Hermione found herself truly baffled by the question. She had no idea what was
after, her mind was always concentrated on the here and now, her love of
learning and of the school. And Dumbledore smiled kindly and suggested that
perhaps that was the answer, that she continue with her studies and one day
teach others.
Entrance into the
University of Magical Studies and Theory in London was normally quite the
difficult task as it was only able to take on so many students each year.
Hermione herself had applied late because of the problems resulting from the
battle with Voldemort but it seemed as if as soon as she owled in her
application with the five galleon fee she received an owl promptly back
informing her that she was accepted.
Ron thought her quite
mad for wanting to attend school further but Hermione was ecstatic at the idea
of being able to study at a higher level, to be able to research, read, and
most importantly learn, about so many things that interested her in the
wizarding world. To perhaps help find her place in that world through her
studies.
And so, Hermione
happily settled into the life of a student at University, making friends more
easily and quickly there than she had anywhere else in her life. Perhaps
because for the first time she was surrounded by people like her, those who
loved the process of learning, the questioning and the final pursuit of
answers. Or as Ron would say, she had finally found people more barmy than her
for school.
It was her sophomore
year at University and Hermione had been in the library studying Ancient Runes
when Luna Lovegood first approached her. One moment she was reading page 1,007
of her textbook with the utmost interest and the next she heard a soft sigh and
felt the warm exhale of breath on her neck and her name murmured softly.
Whirling around, she was met with the sight of Luna wearing a dreamy
expression, her eyes half closed, as she pulled her face away from Hermione's
curly head of hair.
"Luna!"
Hermione exclaimed, instinctively grabbing her hair and pulling it over one
shoulder, far from the blonde and her nose. She heard a sharp shushing noise
from a fellow student and noticed several interested stares and she blushed
heavily, lowering her voice significantly as she said, "What are you doing
here?"
"The nose
knows," replied Luna, her voice airy. Her hand floated forward and her
fingertips were able to lightly caress Hermione's hair before the older girl
hurriedly scooted backwards and away from her touch.
"The nose knows
what?" questioned Hermione irritably. Honestly, it was things like this
that made her dislike dealing with Luna. Those odd moments of utter and frank
honesty the blonde had never applied to Hermione. Instead she got nothing but
mysterious phrasings and ridiculous theories. And now, apparently, hair
sniffing.
"IÕm here to
study, of course," said Luna, deciding for whatever reason to answer
HermioneÕs first question.
For the first time
since their odd conversation began, Hermione focused on the pile of books in
front of Luna. They were various magical medical texts and Hermione frowned
ever so slightly, looking at the girl with a bit of disbelief. "YouÕre a
Student Healer?" Hermione did her best to keep the surprise out of her
voice but it was difficult. Simply put, the Student Healer program was perhaps
the most difficult to enter in the University, it had the smallest number of
openings, and the heads of the program were a bit pompous in their need to keep
it considered the best in the wizarding world. For some time they had tried to
recruit Hermione but she refused, finding far more interest in the subject of
Ancient Runes. Though, now that she thought about it, Luna had been in
Ravenclaw at Hogwarts. And one didnÕt exactly get into that house for having a
pretty face. Intelligence mattered most there. "I never knew you wanted to
be a healer."
"You never
asked," said Luna simply. Before Hermione had the chance to frown at this
statement, Luna continued kindly, "No one asked, now that I think of it.
Not even Father." Her eyes drifted back to Hermione and she formed a
gentle smile. "I think we could all do with a bit of healing after what
weÕve gone through, donÕt you?"
"Yes,"
Hermione found an unbidden smile tugging at her lips, unable to help the
reaction on hearing LunaÕs words. Just because the blonde was so very right in
what she said. "I do think youÕre correct in that."
"IÕm correct in
many things," murmured Luna, a playful tone in her voice. "At
times." She moved her gaze from Hermione to her textbook and she
questioned, "Are you studying Ancient Runes, then?"
Following LunaÕs
gaze, Hermione released a combination chuckle and exasperated sigh.
"Ancient Runes, Arithmancy, Spells, Transfiguration, I could go on and on,
IÕm afraid," said Hermione rather wryly. "IÕm not quite sure what I
want to study and so I seem to be studying a bit of everything in the
meanwhile. IÕm not sure how productive it is, however. I really ought to just
pick something and be done with it."
"Well,"
said Luna thoughtfully, tilting her head to one side. "What do you want to
do when youÕre done with University?" When Hermione flushed at these
words, Luna continued, "Or do you want to be done with it?"
"I want to
teach," said Hermione, muttering the words a bit, afraid to really speak
them because she had gotten so used to all of the teasing she received from Ron
whenever she mentioned her ultimate goal from all of this education. He thought
her dream was a silly one and couldnÕt understand why, with all of her
intelligence, she would want to do something he considered relatively simple.
"At
Hogwarts?" Luna offered with a knowing smile. Hermione looked to the other
girl, her eyes wide as the blonde wore a dreamy expression and said softly,
"I think that would be lovely. IÕd like to go back there someday as well.
I think Madam Pomfrey could do with an assistant." She looked to Hermione
and continued, "DonÕt you?"
"You donÕt think
itÕs silly then?" Hermione found herself saying the words before she could
really help herself. Perhaps because it was the first time someone she had
known as a child, who had been at Hogwarts with her, didnÕt think what she
wanted was somehow beneath her. That they didnÕt consider her simply lost in
her direction for the future and saw her goal as moving backwards. "Me
wanting to teach at Hogwarts?"
"Not at
all," said Luna, shaking her head, a wisp of a smile on her features. She
reached up to push a stray lock of white gold hair from her eyes and murmured,
"Although I do think youÕll first have to pick a subject of study here
before you can teach there. IÕm not sure they would let you teach a bit of
everything. But then again," Luna paused, a teasing light in her eyes.
"Professor McGonagall did favor you. Perhaps you could be their all
purpose substitute Professor when someone is ill?"
Scowling playfully at
this, Hermione accused, "YouÕre having fun with me."
"A bit,"
admitted Luna, tilting her head to one side. "I do think itÕs a fine goal
though. Not silly in the least."
Once again, Hermione
found herself speaking before she could think over her words and murmured,
"Ron doesnÕt agree."
"Ron?" Luna
questioned, her voice lost and sounding faraway despite the fact she was
sitting right next to Hermione. "He smells of the outdoors, dirt and green
things, rough and rash," she quietly mused, her blue eyes fixed away from
Hermione. When they settled back on the brunette, she studied the older girl
intently. Very much like she was an interesting puzzle one needed to solve.
"You smell of the indoors, parchment and quill, slow and steady,
but," a tiny grin quirked on LunaÕs lips, "also rash at times."
"What are
you--?" Hermione began, utterly perplexed.
"I should be
going," interrupted Luna gently, rising to her feet and gathering up her
books. "Ron doesnÕt agree because he doesnÕt understand and perhaps he
never will if he doesnÕt try." Turning on her heel, she murmured,
"But the nose knows."
"The nose knows
what? ThatÕs the second time youÕve said that," said Hermione, sounding
utterly frustrated as she rose to her feet and prepared to walk after Luna
simply to get the answer to that altogether annoying statement.
"Your smells are
different," said Luna simply, looking over her shoulder at the brunette
before walking away.
Staring after Luna
for several moments, Hermione eventually let out a sigh and sunk back into her
seat, staring at her book rather than return to reading it. Just because she
couldnÕt possibly concentrate after hearing such an odd and vague statement as
that. Of course she and Ron smelled different, they were different people, a
man and a woman, it was natural they had different smells! That was something
anyone would know, even Luna Lovegood, so what in the world was the purpose of
her saying that?
A half an hour passed
in the library with her mulling over what Luna had said until Hermione decided
there was no point in it. She would never be able to figure out what Luna meant
on her own and if it really bothered her that much sheÕd simply ask her what
she meant the next time she saw her, that was all.
Because Hermione,
unlike Ron, very much wanted to try and understand.
---
Three days later
Hermione saw Luna lying underneath a large oak tree on campus, a textbook on
magical healing herbs of India covering her face, and her pale green Student
Healer robes folded underneath her head like a pillow. Hermione stood next to
where Luna rested, simply staring down at her, maybe waiting for her to wake
up. When nothing immediately happened she found herself sitting down next to
her, leaning back against the oak tree and reaching into her satchel to
retrieve her Arithmancy textbook.
She had settled into
the seventieth chapter when she heard a sleepy yawn and LunaÕs hands moved from
where they had been neatly folded over her stomach. Her right arm bumped into
HermioneÕs side as she stretched and remained still for a moment before her
fingers gingerly pressed down onto the brunetteÕs thigh, testing if she was
really there. Then LunaÕs hand moved up to push her textbook from her eyes and
her blue eyes peered sleepily up at Hermione though they had a shine of happy
recognition.
"Hermione,"
said Luna, her voice muffled from the book still covering her mouth. Hermione
wanted to be annoyed by the fact she could barely hear the other girl but
instead she couldnÕt help but find it oddly charming. Perhaps it was because of
the way LunaÕs blue eyes were sparkling at her.
"Luna,"
Hermione greeted, placing her book back in her satchel. When she turned back to
the blonde, she questioned, "Do you always sleep in the outdoors? You
realize it isnÕt the safest thing."
"I lay down to
do some reading," Luna explained, pushing the book down to rest on her
chest, smiling up at Hermione. "But the sun was warm and nice that I began
to feel tired and so I decided to take a nap. ItÕs all right," she said,
speaking as if she was confiding something terribly important. "The
nargles wouldnÕt dare take anything from me on this campus. They rather hate
advanced studies."
"Nargles,"
repeated Hermione, she debated a for a moment on whether or not to argue with
the other girl about the validity of the existence of the creatures but in the
end settled for heaving a sigh. She looked off in the distance, absently waving
back to one of her friends as she passed by and trying her best to sound
casual, she asked, "What did you mean when you said Ron and I smelled different?"
"Just
that," said Luna matter of factly, peering up at Hermione.
"But what did
you really mean?" Hermione persisted, refusing to believe it was that
simple. "I mean, of course Ron and I smell different, anyone could tell
that. HeÕs a man, IÕm a woman, and weÕre not the same person, of course we
smell different. So you must have meant something other than just that when you
said it."
"Some smells
donÕt always go well together," said Luna distantly. Before Hermione could
question her further, she pushed herself into a sitting position and leaned
closer to the brunette, putting their faces just centimeters apart. Her gaze so
solemn that Hermione couldn't help the reflexive and rather nervous swallow she
gave at this attention. Just because she couldn't recall the last time someone
had looked at her that way. Focused and fierce and completely fixated on her.
Looking at her like she was the most amazing spell ever cast. It made her feel
special just as much as nervous. But as soon as she acknowledged these feelings,
Hermione buried them under a mountain of irritation. She was about to scowl and
request Luna put some distance between them when the blonde pulled away, rising
to her feet and smiling softly as she offered her hand and said, "IÕm
hungry. Would you like to have lunch with me? IÕve heard the pudding is quite
good."
Gazing up into warm
blue eyes and losing herself the more she looked into them, HermioneÕs hand
seemed to move all on its own as it slipped into LunaÕs and remained there as
they walked into the University dining hall.
---
The one thing that
Hermione truly loved about attending University is the fact that she rarely had
the feeling her fellow students looked down on her for the knowledge she
possessed and the amount she studied. That wasnÕt to say she had a perfect
University experience. There was a great deal of jealousy and even a good
measure of back stabbing when one studied at the professional level. One always
wants to out perform the other and to achieve that some students went to rather
extreme measures. Hermione, however, simply studied. She studied long and hard
and with devotion but nevertheless, she only studied. And yet, with only
studying she placed top in her class time and time again, leading her to be the
figure of both admiration and envy.
Those who envied her
and her scores that had a spiteful side took great pleasure in pointing out the
fact her University robes were black with green piping around the collar and
sleeves. Green being the signifying color for someone who had an undecided
major. This was entirely different than the light green robes Luna wore as a
Student Healer. As the Student Healer program was so prestigious, coupled with
the fact that Student Healers spent a good deal of their time on internships
practicing their art, they had the distinct honor of having robes completely
unique to their major in order to identify them easily. The rest of the
University students separated themselves by the piping around the collars and
sleeves of their black robes.
Being an undecided
major at University was considered, in polite conversation mind you, to be
quite sad with a good deal of the population on campus. Which is why those who
felt rather spiteful at HermioneÕs persistent good marks and favor with the
Professors took pleasure in reminding her that was where she currently resided.
It never bothered Hermione but after hearing a snide remark at the end of her
Creative Spellcasting lecture from one of the other students about the amount
of her participation, she found herself thinking back to Hogwarts. She had
received far worse as a child than at University in terms of people resenting
her academic performance but it never bothered her then either. Most certainly
because she had Ron and Harry there with her and they deflected so much of that
resentment that it never quite seemed to touch her. But it wasnÕt the same for
Luna, was it?
Of course, it wasnÕt
LunaÕs intelligence that caused her torment as a child but instead her odd
behavior. She recalled the story Harry told her about the students in Ravenclaw
hiding all of LunaÕs possessions and her calm search for them at the end of the
year. It had shocked her at the time because somehow she had always thought
Ravenclaw to be above that sort of bullying and she had wanted to go
straightaway to yell at the first Ravenclaw who wasnÕt Luna she could find to
proclaim how wrong it was. Harry had stopped her though, a sad look on his
face, saying he thought it was wrong too but what she planned on doing wasnÕt
what Luna would want.
Then he turned to
look at the blonde across the Great Hall who was happily eating pudding and
chatting with perhaps the very same students in her house that had helped to
hide her things. Looking at her wide smile and the content air she had about
her, Hermione knew he was right but at the same time, she still wanted to yell
at someone for being so cruel to such a girl. Luna was definitely strange, and
that was truly saying something, to be considered strange in the wizarding
world, but that was hardly any reason to treat her poorly.
Sitting in the
University dining hall, absently sipping at her pumpkin juice, Hermione
wondered if Luna suffered the same troubles in her Student Healer program. They
had a fine reputation as a major, known for having the best minds the magical
medical profession could offer, but as cutthroat as other students could be to
her, a mere undecided major, it surely had to be worse as a member of the most
high pressure program in the school. The only thing Hermione could think worse
would be studying to become a barrister.
For a time she had
pursued the idea of attempting to study the law but she found it so perplexing
to try and put away the knowledge she had of the Muggle legal system and
replace it with Wizarding brand of logic. Something that Hermione often found
faulty at times. Sighing quietly, she took another drink of her pumpkin juice,
her eyes resting on the green piping around her sleeve as she set it back onto
the table. She told herself it didnÕt matter that she was undecided, that their
insults were petty and foolish, but it did bother some small part of her that
she simply couldnÕt make up her mind. It shouldnÕt be this hard to decide what
you wanted, it really shouldnÕt. She should have some sort of instinct about
it, that she would be learning about it and it would leap out at her and she
would know, finally, this is what she wanted to devote her life of learning, of
studying, of teaching to. But after almost two years of study, nothing had
leapt out.
"Bloody frustrating,
thatÕs what it is," Hermione muttered, gazing out the long window of the
dining hall, resting her chin in the palm of her hand and doing her best to not
look as petulant as she felt.
"Nothing is as
bad as it seems, looking on the outside," a light voice remarked, laced
with humor and warmth, and Hermione drew her gaze away from the window to look
at Luna who stood before her, holding a small tray topped with what appeared to
be a large variety of desserts. Tilting her head to one side, her white blonde
hair falling in graceful waves, Luna asked, "May I sit?"
"Of
course," said Hermione immediately, blushing ever so slightly as she
realized her rudeness. She gestured widely to the chair across from her.
"Please do." When Luna took her place and began unwrapping her
silverware from the napkin rolled around it, Hermione asked, "Are you done
with classes for the day?"
"For now,"
Luna replied vaguely, releasing a triumphant cry as she freed the fork from its
napkin casing. "I admit, IÕm rather worn from my Pediatric Potions
lecture. Though I do find the study quite fun."
"Really?"
asked Hermione, unable to help the surprised tone. A person would be hard
pressed to find a subject which Hermione wasnÕt interested in studying one way
or another but somehow she suspected Pediatric Potions might be one of them.
Luna gave a noise of
humming agreement as she cut her fork into a piece of strawberry shortcake
that, to Hermione, appeared to consist of nothing but piles of icing and an
army of freakishly large strawberries. Licking a bit of icing from the side of
her mouth, Luna said, "I find it fascinating, trying to alter potions
meant for adults safely into something a child could consume. Also," Luna
speared one of the large strawberries, chewing on it with a thoughtful look on
her features. "ItÕs rather fun to add the flavors."
"Flavors?"
Hermione echoed dimly.
"Professor Ipson
made a game of it," Luna continued, moving her attention onto a towering
piece of chocolate cake and bringing a piece of it to her mouth with a
satisfied smile. "Whichever student could make the tastiest potion to the
children won the highest marks. It makes terrible sense, donÕt you think?
Children do hate taking potions but they can hardly argue if it tastes good to
them." It did make sense and Hermione couldnÕt help but wonder why exactly
Madam Pomfrey didnÕt follow along with Professor IpsonÕs logic. She could
recall more than a few potions she took under her care at Hogwarts and they
werenÕt the least bit tasty. Before she could remark on this, Luna was chewing
on a piece of multicolored licorice and commenting, "Of course, not all
Healers agree with him. There is some proof that the addition of flavoring
often takes away the strength and consistency of the potion, lessening the
positive effects of its medicinal quality. The trick," Luna declared,
waving the licorice wand at Hermione, "is to find the perfect
balance."
"How did you
do?" asked Hermione, genuinely curious about the blondeÕs mark.
"I sat
third," said Luna absently, poking her fork first into a bit of chocolate
cake then strawberry shortcake and finally a bit of carrot cake. She studied
the combination for a moment then stuck it into her mouth, murmuring, "I
found that not all children are fond of fizzling potions that tickle their nose
as they take them. Most of them had a good giggle though and did enjoy the
cotton candy texture." Luna leaned in, speaking as if it was a great
secret, "I was trying to make the potion version of a Fizzling Whizbee. DidnÕt
quite get it right though."
"But third is
marvelous all the same," complimented Hermione with a smile, truly feeling
that way. "How many students are in your class?" Releasing a
thoughtful murmur, LunaÕs eyes drifted away from Hermione to look across the
dining hall and the brunette followed her gaze to a large table filled with a
sea of students wearing light green robes. Her gaze immediately snapping back
to Luna she noticed the way her mouth silently counted their numbers and she
said, sounding startled, "That isnÕt your entire class, surely?"
"Except for
Yancy and Clarence in line," Luna remarked, still busy with her soundless
counting. She beamed and looked to Hermione as she said rather proudly,
"There are seventy nine of us. We sit all of our classes together as the
University doesnÕt require we take anything out of the Student Healer program.
It can become dull though. Seeing the same people day after day." Luna cut
into a piece of cake that was colored orange, purple, and an odd form of pink. "I
do like meeting new people and it seems we spend all our time together. Even
during meals," she nodded at the group eating together.
"Perhaps it will
change as the term goes on," suggested Hermione and Luna shrugged, sighing
softly as she took another bite of the strangely colored cake. The brunette
paused a moment before gathering her courage and she asked, "If youÕre
always together then why are you here eating with me?" Luna didnÕt reply
immediately, she simply stared at Hermione with those large lidded blue eyes,
seeming to see and understand far more than Hermione could ever begin to
comprehend. Hermione swallowed nervously at this attention, at that kindness
she saw in LunaÕs gaze which was making her entirely nervous for some unknown
reason, and she said, almost stammering, "Not that I donÕt want you eating
with me! ItÕs quite nice to have company. I was just wonderingÉ I mean, I
recall how things were when we were children and I just donÕt want you to feelÉ
wellÉ"
"They think me
strange," said Luna softly, her gaze drifting over to her fellow Student
Healers, her expression unreadable. "It isnÕt the same as at Hogwarts. The
nargles arenÕt here to hide my things and the red urfengobbler doesnÕt release
its chuckle cloud to make them laugh at everything I say but they still think
me strange."
"Luna,"
Hermione whispered her name, wanting desperately to say something to comfort
the other girl but failing spectacularly. Instead she reached out, lacing her
fingers with the blondeÕs and smiled encouragingly at her.
"I quite like it
though," Luna pronounced happily after a moment of silence, looking to
Hermione and giving a beatific smile, an air of utter peacefulness surrounding
her. Hermione opened her mouth to question her on this, to inquire what she
meant, and sensing what the brunette was about to ask, Luna continued,
"Being strange. I think it far better than being normal because after all,
donÕt you think normal can be exhaustingly dreary?"
Feeling something
akin to wonder at how Luna could turn what many would consider an awful
situation into something terribly good, Hermione shook her head, smiling as she
said, "Yes, it can."
"Besides,"
Luna remarked, looking entirely pleased with herself. "Even if I did sit
third the children said I was the most fun of the Healers and I think that
means no matter what my potion tasted like, I sat the best after all."
"I do think
youÕre correct," said Hermione, her smile growing wider. She looked at the
tray of desserts in front of Luna, a sudden comprehension coming to her as she
said, "Is that why youÕve bought this? Are you trying to find a way to fix
the flavoring?"
Nodding her head,
Luna speared a piece of cherry tart and said, "Next time IÕll make sure my
potion is the tastiest to all of the children instead of just forty one of
them."
"Just be careful
you donÕt get as large as a house in the meanwhile," cautioned Hermione
playfully.
"IÕm
experimenting with a fat burning hex," Luna said casually, taking a large
bite of a pumpkin pasty. "ItÕs going to be simply splendid once I work out
the little bother about melting off peoples skin. Father didnÕt take quite well
to that, IÕm afraid. Howled about it for hours on end."
Bursting into
laughter, Hermione said, "You did not do that to your poor father."
"What?"
Luna tilted her head to one side, a smile tugging at her lips. "I did need
someone to experiment on." Hermione chuckled at this and Luna studied the
brunette for a moment before she asked, "And how are your studies? Progressing
well, I should expect."
"I had Creative
Spellcasting today," said Hermione, giving into temptation and reaching
for a pumpkin pasty with a nod of approval from Luna. Taking a bite and sighing
happily at the sweet taste, she said, "I do enjoy the challenge of coming
up with spells that are truly innovative rather than simply reworking the known
staple. IÕve been thinking that perhaps that could be my focus of study."
"YouÕre in such
a rush to choose?" questioned Luna.
"ItÕs my second
year, hardly a rush," said Hermione dryly. "IÕm far past the point
where I should have decided. Particularly in the viewpoint of several of our
fellow students."
"Is what they
think really so important?" Luna pursued gently. Her gaze focused intently
on the brunette, her blue eyes warm and comforting as she continued, "How
could anyone consider it a poor thing to learn as much as you have? After all,
the more you learn the more you know and knowledge is something you can keep
with you forever. Unless, of course, youÕre trapped by the shining emerald
stare of the Green Grackenpuff." She lifted her hand, pointing seriously
at the other girl. "You must be careful when walking through foggy
corridors, Hermione. The Green Grackenpuff would love to steal your knowledge
for itself and then your brain will be dry and empty, leaving it to go bump
bump against itself. Just like some members of the Ministry."
Laughing despite
herself, Hermione said, "Honestly, Luna, you really ought to write your
stories down one day. IÕm sure the children who are your patients would love
them."
"I dislike
writing," said Luna distinctly, forming a frown. "Scritch scratch of
the quill on the parchment, itÕs an unpleasant sound. And," a smile curved
on her lips as she looked at Hermione knowingly, "youÕre the one who
smells of such things. Perhaps you should write them for me. I always thought
you favored writing reports. When we were at Hogwarts you always were splendid
at researching them and making the topics sound far more interesting than what
they actually were."
"The lifespan of
a flobberworm can be a fascinating thing!" Hermione protested, knowing
exactly which paper the blonde meant. "I was entirely correct when I spoke
of how they dueled to the death in order to win a mate."
"I have to
disagree, Hermione," said Luna with a great deal of amusement. "ItÕs
only how you wrote about them that made those creatures the slightest bit
bearable. You do know that Professor Grubbly-Plank kept your essay as an
example to show to other students? ThatÕs how I came to read it." When the
brunette blushed shyly on hearing this, Luna smiled and said, "You enjoy
writing, donÕt you?"
"YouÕre having
fun with me again, arenÕt you?" asked Hermione, almost cross at being
asked such an obvious question. To her reading and writing went hand in hand.
So of course if she enjoyed reading she enjoyed writing and everyone knew how
she felt about reading. "I canÕt be a writer anyway. Working for the Daily
Prophet or such, bothering people and poking my nose into their lives, asking
stupid questions. Like that horrid Rita Skeeter," Hermione shuddered.
"It is true that
Rita Skeeter is a horrid woman but more appropriately, she is a horrid example
of a writer," Luna remarked, looking out the window of the dining hall at
several passing students. "Father doesnÕt have the best reputation at the
Quibbler but IÕve seen a good deal of writers because of his work there and I
like to think I know when I read a good one." She turned her attention to
Hermione, smiling soft and sweet as she murmured, "You smell of parchment
and quill, Hermione. Just as a writer should and you realize, you could
research and study whatever it is you wanted in order to write a book on it.
And isnÕt it something like being a teacher, to write a book which helps people
learn?" Hermione sat in stunned silence for several moments and Luna rose
to her feet, picking up her tray of mostly eaten sweets, saying as she left,
"Perhaps you should think about it."
Hermione remained
there, her mind racing a mile a minute, the idea of being a writer and doing
what Luna suggested, researching whatever topic suited her interest and writing
on it to help others learn, began to appeal to her more and more. She opened
her mouth to reply, to thank the blonde for what she said and it was then she
noticed that she was all alone. LunaÕs words and her thoughts about them had
gotten her so caught up she never noticed the other girl completely leave the
dining hall.
Releasing a sigh of
irritation as she stood up and gathered her things, Hermione muttered,
"ThatÕs the second time sheÕs done that to me now. I hope it doesnÕt
become a habit."
---
She wasnÕt sure what
reaction she would receive from Ron when she told him of the new purpose she
had for her education. But Hermione certainly didnÕt think it would be one of
subtle mockery and almost nonexistent interest. A dark look formed on her
features that Ron didnÕt take note of as his back was to her while he searched
her cupboard for anything edible. "You arenÕt taking me the slightest bit
seriously, are you?" questioned Hermione, her voice a combination of anger
and bitterness. "I tell you I think IÕve finally found a focus for my
studies, a plan for my future, and you arenÕt paying it any attention at all.
YouÕre acting as if IÕve given you the latest score on a Chudley Cannons match.
No," Hermione spoke with definite bitterness now, "that probably
would have received more attention than what IÕve been given."
"Hermione,"
Ron spoke her name wearily, his expression reflecting a quiet type of
exasperation. "WeÕve had this conversation so many times. I visit you and
you talk of nothing but your studies and ideas of what you could do with them
and in the end nothing comes of it." Giving up on his search for food, he
looked at her plaintively. "What do you want me to say?" he asked
almost desperately. "ItÕs a grand idea if you go through with it but if
you donÕtÉ weÕll be right back where we started and youÕll be yelling at me
again."
"IÕm not
yelling," said Hermione, her eyes narrowing. "IÕm speaking quite
calmly. Especially considering how youÕve been ignoring me."
Sighing heavily, Ron
pushed back a lock of red hair from his eyes, avoiding her gaze as he spoke.
"IÕm not ignoring you. I told you, IÕm just not sure what you would like
me to say."
"Congratulations?
Spot of good luck? Tell me more? Huzzah?" Hermione suggested one after
another quickly, annoyance appearing more and more clearly on her face.
"Something that shows you care the slightest bit about me would be nice,
Ron!"
"YouÕre yelling
now," Ron muttered under his breath, lifting his eyes up to watch as
Hermione huffed and walked away from him. She sat at her desk and began
scribbling a letter furiously and for some reason the action filled him with a
strange sort of dread. "Who are you writing?"
"Luna,"
said Hermione primly, her writing slowing from scribbles to the naturally
elegant action it usually was.
"Luna
Lovegood?" repeated Ron, frowning. "Why are you writing her? Last
time we saw her she was still as barmy as—"
"She suggested
the idea of pursuing research and writing at the University to me,"
Hermione interrupted in supremely cool tones that told Ron not to even attempt
to finish his earlier statement. "I thought I might thank her for it since
it is such a very good one. Although you donÕt seem to agree." She
finished the letter with a few easy strokes of her quill then looked to Ron
with lidded eyes. "Can I borrow Pigwidgeon to
send it?"
"Of
course," said Ron with some surprise, his voice tinged with hurt.
"You neednÕt even ask. Hermione," he said her name rather pleading,
his hands opened out to her as he took a step forward. "IÕm sorry. I
didnÕt mean to be discouraging, I just wasnÕt sure of what to say, is all. IÕm
glad youÕve found something to be this excited over."
Tying the letter
around PigwidgeonÕs tiny leg, HermioneÕs voice was hushed as she said,
"Really?"
"Really and
truly," Ron murmured gently, placing his hands on her shoulder, leaning
down to kiss her tenderly on the top of her curly head of hair.
Instead of replying,
Hermione smiled and released Pigwidgeon who flew out the window with a series
of eager hoots. She turned to look up at Ron who was curling his fingers around
her neck and she reached her lips up to his for a kiss but as they did, her
lips meeting his again and again, she found her mind drifting away. Thoughts of
white blonde hair and warm blue eyes that sparkled playfully invaded her and
Hermione broke away from Ron with a gasp, turning away from him as she blushed
darkly. Ron didnÕt appear to notice her odd reaction and walked back towards
the kitchen, listing off various things they might have for dinner, while
Hermione remained where she was, blushing and trembling as she lifted her
fingers up to her lips, touching them softly, knowing it was Ron who had kissed
her but for whatever reason feeling as if had been someone entirely else.
They had just
finished eating dinner when Pigwidgeon returned, full of bluster, wearing the
same look of satisfaction he would get whenever anyone offered him a
particularly tasty snack. Hermione hurried over to him, leaving Ron to complain
about having to clean the dishes while she read LunaÕs reply.
Hermione,
Silly! There isnÕt
anything to thank me for. All I did was say what I was thinking. Usually thatÕs
something which tends to make people cross with me so itÕs a rather nice
surprise it hasnÕt done the same with you.
I hope you donÕt
mind but IÕve fed RonÕs owl some leftover mincemeat pie. He seemed to enjoy it
and IÕm afraid he had a most upset face when I was eating it while writing and
not offering him any. About writingÉ your letter, the shape of your words was
angry at the start but then it became happier. Is it because you were happy to
be writing me? I wonder how red your cheeks are from blushing now.
Ha! I can imagine
you scowling quite clearly because IÕve written that. It is adorable.
IÕm afraid I must return
to my studies and stop teasing you. Although I would far prefer to spend my
time doing the latter. Oh yes, I hope youÕve not encountered the Green
Grackenpuff because youÕll need your knowledge for an interview IÕve arranged
this coming Monday. Oh donÕt scowl again, it has to do with the research and
writing IÕve suggested to you.
Professor Ipson, I
believe IÕve mentioned him to you, is doing just such a study and I thought
perhaps you would like the experience of working with him on his book before
you begin a project of your own. He mentioned the idea that if your work with
him was satisfactory, and IÕm sure it will be all that and more, he would
recommend you a place at the University in the Magical Research department.
WouldnÕt that be lovely? You would have a place all your own.
Monday
at 10 oÕclock, Evernbach Hall, donÕt be late! ThatÕs the morning, not night in
case you were wondering.
Yours,
Luna
Lovegood
Smiling despite
herself, Hermione traced her fingers over the signature and wondered exactly
how the blonde had known when she was blushing and scowling. A place of her
own, could she finally have such a thing? After so much confusion and feeling
so very lost? Would it really be this easy to find it? Gently rolling up the
parchment and tucking it safely into the pockets of her robe, Hermione wished
it was true.
---
Monday at 10Õclock,
morning not night, Hermione was waiting outside Evernbach Hall for Professor
IpsonÕs lecture to end. She had just sighed and taken another look at her watch
when she heard her name called out from a distance. Lifting her gaze, Hermione
caught sight of Luna skipping her way, light green robes billowing behind her,
a wide smile lighting her features.
It was odd, really it
was, skipping would look utterly ridiculous if she did it but somehow it seemed
completely natural for Luna. Terribly charming in a way. Shaking her head as if
to rid herself of such thoughts, Hermione greeted the other girl on her
arrival. "Luna," she said with a nod.
"Hermione,"
Luna returned, tilting her head and gazing thoughtfully at the brunette.
"You arenÕt still embarrassed at me knowing when you would blush and
scowl, are you?"
Predictably doing a
combination of both, Hermione averted her gaze, gritting her teeth as she
exclaimed, "Of course not! Why would I be embarrassed over a trivial thing
like that?"
"Oh?" Luna
hummed and she held her hands behind her back as she skipped to the other side
of Hermione, ducking her head down so their eyes could meet. Hermione scowled
deeper on seeing twinkling blue eyes and Luna chuckled, reaching up to tap her
nose lightly. "DonÕt make that face," she murmured, a tender look in
her eyes, her finger replaced with her hand as she cupped HermioneÕs cheek
gently, her thumb rubbing slowly and softly, making Hermione want to sigh.
"I meant it when I said I thought it was adorable."
Before Hermione could
formulate a reply, the doors to Evernbach Hall opened with a loud bang, the old
oak wood striking the large stone walls with enough power to reverberate as a
sea of students emptied the lecture hall. Luna pulled away from Hermione,
standing on the tips of her toes to peer over the crowd and into the hall
itself.
"Ah!" Luna
gave a triumphant cry, shading her eyes with right hand and beaming brightly.
"I can see the Professor and he doesnÕt look to be busy with
students." Turning to Hermione, her smile never wavering, she took the
brunetteÕs hand and led her into the lecture hall. "Lets begin our
interview, shall we?"
"Our
interview?" echoed Hermione, frowning as she followed Luna who easily
wound them through the throng of students. "What do you mean by saying our
interview, Luna?"
"Just
that," said Luna easily, continuing to walk forward as she spoke.
"IÕll be interviewing with you today to become a research assistant."
Luna paused before she said, more to herself than Hermione, "I did mention
there were two positions open, didnÕt I?"
Sighing deeply,
Hermione was debating on whether or not to answer LunaÕs not so silent question
to herself when Professor Ipson cheerfully greeted them. The Professor was a
short man and the best way to describe him would be to say he was very round.
Everything about him, from his face, to his stomach, and even his glasses were
round and while it might not be the most attractive way to look there was
something about him that was altogether pleasant and comforting. He shook
HermioneÕs hand excitedly and began gathering up his satchel and tweed hat, leading
them out of the lecture hall, through the University corridors and into his
office.
"Forgive the
mess," Ipson said, placing his tweed hat on a pile of books that was
stacked precariously high, and setting his satchel at the side of his desk as
he sank into a large and rather worn leather chair. "IÕm afraid my office
is something of a disaster area. My wife would have fits over it if she saw how
bad its become but itÕs to my luck that she hasnÕt visited me in here in quite
some time." Hermione and Luna remained standing, inspecting the tiny
office which consisted of mostly books, a few pictures on the walls, a
cluttered desk, chair, and small sofa. "Please," he smiled warmly and
gestured to the equally worn leather sofa, "sit."
Moving in
synchronization, Hermione and Luna sat down on the sofa, their legs brushing
against one another as they did. Hermione felt her cheeks redden at the contact
and tightening her jaw, she told herself not to pay it any attention. It only
happened because it was such a tiny sofa and it wasnÕt like Luna had noticed,
now was it? But when she lifted her gaze she found luminous blue eyes fixed on
her and Luna wore a soft reassuring look on her features. One that made
Hermione wonder if perhaps the blonde had felt it too. When Professor Ipson
ducked his head, muttering absently to himself as he searched for their
application parchments, Luna suddenly darted forward, her hands grasping
HermioneÕs, squeezing them as her body pressed close enough that Hermione could
detect the faint scent of raspberries and chocolate that clung to the other
girl.
"This is my
first interview," confessed Luna, whispering in HermioneÕs ear, her breath
hot and sweet against the brunetteÕs skin. "IÕm rather nervous. ItÕs as if
the nargles had stolen all my wits."
Choosing not to
comment on the nargles, Hermione looked at Luna in something akin to disbelief
and said, "But you donÕt look the least bit nervous."
"Because
Hermione is with me," Luna explained, displaying her talent for being
exceedingly matter of fact.
It wasnÕt until
Hermione heard this that she realized just how nervous she herself had been and
how that feeling had all but disappeared because of Luna. Part of her wondered
if the blonde had really ever been nervous at all. If it had all been kindness
on her part, saying that to make Hermione relax and feel not quite so alone.
"Ah! IÕve
finally found it," Ipson declared proudly, waving several scrolls of
parchment in the air. "I was afraid IÕd thrown it out with the
rubbish." He smoothed out the parchments and rested them on his desk next
to a cup of cold tea and several family photographs. "I suppose the best
way to begin is to tell you precisely what you would be helping me research.
After all," his eyes crinkled around the edges as he smiled, "thereÕs
no point in pursuing anything further if you find you donÕt favor the research
topic, is there?" When both girls nodded their heads in agreement, he
chuckled and continued, "For the past twenty years my focus has been on Pediatric
Potions which has also been my main point for lecturing at the University. IÕm
sorry to say that few have followed in my footsteps to make pediatrics a focus
of their healing studies." Professor Ipson paused to adjust his round wire
rim glasses. "We have always treated children with lower doses of the same
spells and potions we use for adults. The difference in the anatomy of an adult
versus a child should be reason enough to explore a new methodology for magical
medical treatment in pediatrics. ItÕs my belief that the effectiveness of any
healing session would increase at least by half if they consisted of treatments
created with children in mind. That will be the lofty goal of my book, to
create a simple but detailed text filled with new spells and potions meant to
treat children specifically."
"How do you plan
on testing out these new spells and potions?" asked Hermione. "Surely
you donÕt mean to experiment on animals?"
"Goodness,
no!" exclaimed Ipson, appalled at the idea. "We have spells for
that."
"Resumo Effingo,
isnÕt it?" Luna questioned, tilting her head to one side, wearing a
thoughtful expression. "My mother was always using that spell in her
studies. Terribly useful, it was. Allowed her to use a store dummy that could
copy all the human reactions to disease but never feel any of the pain that
came from it."
"Exactly!"
Ipson beamed widely at Luna, clapping his hands together. "We use Resumo
Effingo to mimic the effects of illness on an inanimate object then study the
effect our treatment has on it. That way research can be done safely without
harming any living creatures."
"Fascinating,"
Hermione breathed, her eyes shining. "It allows for limitless research
with no after effects."
"We do need
actual patients for the final taste tests," said Ipson with a happy
chuckle. "Right, Luna?"
"Right!"
agreed Luna brightly. "The best potion is a tasty potion that can still do
its job."
"It seems both
of you are still interested even after hearing my dull explanation of the
project?" said Ipson playfully, smiling widely as both girls eagerly
voiced their continued interest. "I must confess I consider myself
entirely hopeless when it comes to interviews so I thought it far easier to
simply give you a small test of your skills. A mini research project if you
will." Leaning forward with a slight groan, he offered them each a piece
of parchment which had a detailed ingredient list for the potion remedy for
Vanishing Disease and an explanation why everything on the list was needed to
treat the disease. "I would like you both to work together and see if you
might come upon a more successful, pediatric oriented, version of this potion
and then return it to me in the following format. Would one week from today be
enough time?" When Luna and Hermione looked at him with wide and nervous
eyes, Ipson laughed and waved his hands dismissively. "DonÕt worry! IÕm
not expecting you to have a final potion at that time. Merely the research
elements and suggestions for us to begin working on one. After all," he leaned
back in his chair, the leather squeaking and his eyes twinkling. "That is
what you will be doing for me."
They remained in the
ProfessorÕs office for several minutes longer, discussing the latest in campus
politics and what appeared to be the endless construction on the north lawn
before taking note of the time, all of them realizing they had three different
places to be and in very little time at that. Normally it wouldnÕt be a problem
but apparating was frowned upon at the University. Not that it was made impossible
by enchantments as at Hogwarts but it simply wasnÕt the approved mode of
transportation if you had to go somewhere on the campus grounds. It was
encouraged by the University that people use their feet and they had to get
theirs moving very quickly if they were to make it to their separate lectures
on time.
Hermione and Luna
said their goodbyes to Professor Ipson and hurried down the corridor, headed in
the same general direction for their lectures. As they walked they turned to
each other several times and each time they did their mouths also opened and it
seemed as if one girl was going to speak and then, just as suddenly, their
mouths would snap shut and they would look away.
Finally, their
irrational shyness began to drive Hermione slightly mad and she released a
noise of frustration, vowing to simply get over this feeling, whatever it was.
Adjusting her satchel over her shoulder, she kept her eyes fixed ahead as she
said, "Would you like to come over to my flat this evening to begin work
on the project?"
When Hermione forced
herself to look at Luna it almost felt as if her heart stopped beating. The
blonde was wearing such a sincere expression of gratitude that it made her feel
sick in a way. That a small gesture like that could effect Luna so greatly
didnÕt speak well of how the other girl had been treated in her dealings with
people in the past. At least, not in HermioneÕs opinion. And in that moment,
that was something she vowed to change.
"IÕd like that
very much," Luna beamed. "What time should I arrive?"
"IÕm not
sure," murmured Hermione, considering it for a moment. "IÕm in
lectures until six. And you?"
"Healers
Herbology is self study from four onwards. I have quite a bit to do, if you
want I could stay on campus and finish my studies for the day, perhaps get an
early start on our research as I wait for you," offered Luna.
"Shall I meet
you in the library then?" asked Hermione, adjusting her satchel again as
they paused at corridor intersection where they had to part ways in order to
continue towards their lecture halls. "We can disapparate to my flat from
there."
"IÕll be at the
skinny rust colored table in the purple upholstered chair thatÕs perpendicular
to the Magical Creatures section," Luna replied. Hermione assumed she
formed a curious expression on hearing this very detailed location description
because Luna smiled winsomely before informing her in sage tones, "ItÕs
where the silencing charm is strongest. You can hardly hear a thing if you
study there."
"Right,"
said Hermione with a chuckle, shaking her head. "IÕll see you there."
"Yes!" Luna
answered cheerfully and unable to stop herself, Hermione looked back to the
blonde, smiling and chuckling again as she watched her skip down the corridor.
Then she recalled she had five minutes to get to her lecture and promptly
turned on her heel and took off in a run.
Because, as she
thought earlier, not everyone was naturally made to skip along like Luna.
---
Towards the end of
the lecture, Hermione felt her attention drifting and she found herself
wondering how Luna was doing with her research in the library. Working on this
project wouldnÕt be the easiest thing while attending University and while
Ipson hadnÕt mentioned the length of it Hermione was fairly certain it would
take more than a year at the very least. Although she was terribly excited
about the idea of being involved with such an important study it was a bit
daunting to think she would be devoting so much of her life to one thing for so
long.
It was like getting
married in a way.
Or at least that was
how Hermione imagined it. There was a commitment needed and a resolution of
feeling. You had to be sure you wouldnÕt tire of the subject after a few weeks
and want to move onto something else much like you had to be sure of such a
thing if you were to get married to another person. Honestly, it worried
Hermione a bit. She always felt that part of the reason she couldnÕt pick a
major was the fact that she couldnÕt quite decide what was her favorite
subject. There were so many things she loved learning about and the idea of
choosing one that was the very best, the most interesting, the most important,
was almost unfathomable to her. Still, worries or not, working on this project
really was the best way to find out if research and writing was something that
suited her and not just another educational whimsy as Ron liked to say.
Ron had taken to
making jokes that she had a phobia of commitment when they spent time with
Harry and Ginny. For months he had been first hinting then suggesting and
finally outright asking if she would move in with him and every time she
avoided the subject or put it off and it was becoming something of a sore point
for them. One that often came up around Harry and Ginny, Harry and Ginny who
had just gotten engaged and had been living together ever since Ginny graduated
from Hogwarts, Harry and Ginny whom Ron held up as an ideal couple, feeling
that he and Hermione should follow in their footsteps.
The idea of living
with Ron was too daunting, it felt strangely suffocating and nerve wracking at
the same time and Hermione felt that surely that wasnÕt the normal reaction.
When she asked Ginny how she felt when Harry asked her to move into his flat
GinnyÕs eyes had sparkled and shone and she had looked more like a girl in love
than Hermione had ever seen her. She was irrationally jealous of the redhead
when she had seen her reaction just because Hermione knew she had never looked
that way.
Sometimes she thought
she simply couldnÕt look that way, that it wasnÕt in her ability. That she was
too logical, too precise, and controlled to be in love like Ginny was and that
was the reason she couldnÕt act with Ron the way Ginny did with Harry. The
jokes Ron made about commitment, they stung her because of this, and she always
snapped at him when he made them and she knew Ron thought it was just her being
upset that he had said something stupid but it was more than that. It was the
fact he was speaking the truth without realizing it.
Perhaps things would
change with this project though. Hermione had secretly held onto the
superstition that she wouldnÕt be able to truly move on in her relationship
with Ron while her plans for the future and her education were so uncertain. If
her work with Professor Ipson finally led her on a clear path for her work
perhaps her personal life would follow suit and she could broach the topic of
moving in with Ron without a feeling of dread seizing her.
She was pulled from her
ruminations by her classmate, Su Li, who gave her shoulder a small shake while
saying her name. Hermione blinked and stared up at the other girl as she said,
"IÕm sorry. Did you say something?"
"Honestly,
Hermione," said Su in wry tones, giving a hearty laugh. "I wouldnÕt
have believed it if I hadnÕt seen it with my own eyes. I didnÕt think you were
even capable of daydreaming and here you do it in the middle of Professor
MeedlemeierÕs lecture on wizarding warlords." Hermione just stared blankly
up at the other girl and Su shook her head. "I was just telling you class
was over. WerenÕt you saying you had to meet someone in the library? Or was
that nothing more than a flimsy excuse to get out of spending time with your
mates at the pub yet again?"
"You sound like
Ron," Hermione accused in a playful huff, standing up and putting her
satchel over her shoulder. "I really am meeting someone in the library.
Another graduate of Hogwarts, in fact."
"Oh?"
inquired Su with interest. "Anyone I know?"
"IÕd hope
so," replied Hermione, trying to hold back her impatience at the slow pace
of the students in front of them. "She was in your house, after all."
She turned to look at the pretty Asian who wore a look of definite impatience
and chuckling, Hermione said, "ItÕs Luna Lovegood."
"Loony Lovegood
got into the world renowned University of Magical Studies and Theory?" Su
said in clear disbelief. Shaking her head, she drawled humorously, "WhatÕs
her major? Imaginary things and fabricated fairy tales?"
The other girl then
began relating some story about LunaÕs pursuit of the Blibbering Humdinger in
the Ravenclaw dormitory which went on for most of SuÕs fifth year at Hogwarts.
As she spoke, the frown that first formed on HermioneÕs face when Su referred
to Luna as Loony grew until it became a quite powerful scowl. She thought of
the discussion she had with Harry so long ago about how the blondeÕs
possessions were hidden from her and before she knew it, Hermione found herself
saying, her voice soft and dangerous, "Did you ever help hide her
things?"
"What?" Su
paused in her story, her eyes going wide at the scowl on HermioneÕs face.
"You look so scary. Is anything the matter?"
"Did you ever
help hide her things?" Hermione repeated stiffly. The two girls were now
outside the lecture hall, standing in the emptying corridor as their classmates
went their separate ways for the day. "I heard that it often happened to
Luna in the Ravenclaw house. People stealing her things and hiding them from
her as some sort of lark, thinking it was funny instead of plainly cruel. Were
you one of the people who did that?"
Appearing afraid to
answer but perhaps compelled by the grim expression on HermioneÕs features, Su
offered lamely, "It wasnÕt just me. Everyone in the house did it. Hermione,"
Su gave a nervous laugh as she tried to explain. "We were only children
and you know how children tease and Loony, well, she made an easy target. It
was all in good fun, she must have known that, she never complained."
In that moment,
Hermione wished that she was in her fifth year again because if she was she
knew she would be able to slap Su and not feel the slightest bit guilty or
immature about it. But now she was in her second year at University and almost
twenty one years of age and she just couldnÕt do it. So instead she said, her
voice hushed but powerful in its solemnity, "Her name is Luna, not Loony,
and the reason she never complained is she, for whatever reason, always thinks
the best of people. Even the ones who hurt her for no apparent reason at
all." Hearing this, Su looked remorseful and opened her mouth to speak,
maybe to apologize, but Hermione didnÕt want to hear it. Especially since she
was not the one Su needed to apologize to and she interrupted quietly,
"And just so you know, Luna is in the Student Healer program. One of their
highest ranked pupils, as I understand it. SheÕs going to be working with me on
a research project for Professor Ipson and I couldnÕt be more pleased."
Before Su could
reply, Hermione turned on her heel and started an angry walk towards the
library, leaving her friend behind and hoping that the cool night air and the
speed of her pace would help to calm her down. It had been some time since she
had been this upset and the feeling was disconcerting. She wasnÕt sure why, but
it bothered her tremendously to hear that Su, someone that she liked quite a
bit, had been one of the people in Ravenclaw who bullied Luna.
Was it because it
spoke ill of her decisions in choosing friends? That she was able to feel close
to someone who could be so heartless? Then again, Su was right in a way, they
had been children and children, despite all the claims they were pureness and
light, could also be cruel at times. Unrelenting and harsh in their teasing of
things they found to be different and Luna was definitely different. Maybe she
was upset at herself because what she had done today had been too little, too
late, and it made no real difference in how LunaÕs life at Hogwarts had been.
It wasnÕt like she was that much better than Su. She never teased Luna and
stole her things but she hadnÕt been terribly kind to her in their years
together. Hermione couldnÕt even count the amount of times she casually
dismissed whatever the blonde said with a sneer and disdain in her voice. Certainly
the things that had been said were ridiculous but stillÉ that didnÕt mean she
had to be so mean about discounting LunaÕs beliefs.
Though she did think
that it was too little, too late, Hermione promised herself she would change on
this. That how she acted towards Luna simply wasnÕt right and she would use
their time together working on this project to fix her behavior. To try and
make it up to the younger girl whether she realized this or not.
But fulfilling this promise
was rather difficult if she couldnÕt manage to locate the other girl, thought
Hermione as she stepped into the impressive University library. She estimated
on her first visit it had to be at least fifteen times larger than the one at
Hogwarts. While she had considered LunaÕs earlier description of her location
to be unnecessary and humorous in its extreme detail she now found herself
grateful for the information as she walked through the enormous stacks, ducking
under a whizzing line of books, some of which were dancing a jig, as they flew
towards the check out desk. Because even as familiar as Hermione was with the
library it was intimidating in its size and quite easy to get lost inside. To
be honest, that was one of her favorite pastimes, to simply dawdle and explore
the library to find new sections and the brunette had spent hours on end
wandering through the shelves and Hermione still thought she hadnÕt gone
through even half of the stacks yet. And besides that, she was in something of
a hurry. They only had so much time to work on the project and it was after six
so they would presumably have to stop to eat dinner as well. Unless she could
convince Luna to eat and work at the same time. Something that Ron rather hated
and had been banned when he visited her flat for meals.
Making a sharp right
at Muggle Studies, Hermione grinned as she caught sight of Luna sitting at what
was indeed a very skinny rust colored table in the most atrocious looking
purple upholstered chair. Studying the stacks of the Magical Creatures section
as she walked over to the blonde, Hermione said in way of a greeting, "The
table is perfectly perpendicular, isnÕt it? I never noticed."
"The stacks form
congruent adjacent angles," Luna smiled, shutting the large text on exotic
herbs she had been reading. She rose to her feet and began organizing the pile
of books on the table. "Those are the very best angles, you know. TheyÕre
the angles preferred by Wrackspurts."
"Really?"
questioned Hermione warmly, fully aware as she said this of her promise to not
immediately discount LunaÕs beliefs just because they were a bit strange. She
couldnÕt, however, keep the fondness from her voice when she spoke. Maybe it
was age having mellowed her or the conversation she just had with Su but
Hermione was starting to find LunaÕs oddities more charming than irritating.
Although she was sure at some point she would get irritated with her again.
Becoming annoyed with others because she was unable to understand their actions
or point of view was a regrettable part of her personality she was
uncomfortably aware of. One that she had tried to rid herself of in the past
but had failed rather miserably in the attempt. "Why is that?"
Studying Hermione
blankly for a moment, as if wondering why the other girl was bothering to ask
her such a thing, Luna finally replied, "Their favorite Muggle subject is
geometry."
"I always liked
science over mathematics when I was in primary school," Hermione informed,
picking up a stack of books and wincing under the weight before she gave up and
simply decided to cast a floating spell and have them follow behind her. Luna,
for whatever reason, felt it proper to place her books on the top of her head
in a tremendously tall and wavering stack that made Hermione entirely nervous.
"ThatÕs
right," said Luna thoughtfully, her tower of books leaning to the left as
she looked to Hermione while they walked through the Foreign Magic section.
"Your parents are Muggles, arenÕt they? Your first studies were at a
Muggle school as a child." Hermione immediately tensed, whenever her
bloodline was brought up it was usually anything but pleasant and though she
didnÕt expect the other girl to say anything derogatory she still lay in wait
of it. But instead, Luna smiled gently and asked, "Which do you find more
fun? Muggle or Wizarding education?"
Blinking at this,
Hermione stopped to truly consider it then said, "For me, it would have to
be Wizarding simply because I grew up as Muggle. I think anyone who has the
experience of suddenly discovering magic is real when youÕve spent your entire
life believing it to be merely a fanciful thing cannot help find the learning
of it terribly fun. Also," Hermione paused, considering if she really
wanted to continue, then she looked to Luna and saw the genuine interest and
soft acceptance in her blue eyes and knew it was safe to do so. "I never
managed to fit in when I was at the Muggle primary school. It was only after I
began attending Hogwarts that I was able to make friends."
"It was the same
for me," remarked Luna serenely, a wisp of a smile on her pale features.
They exited the Transfiguration section and she noticed the brunette was headed
towards the check out desk. "No, itÕs all right," Luna murmured,
reaching out for HermioneÕs hand. When the other girl looked to her, she tilted
her head, making the books stacked on top of it to shake and lean forward,
causing several people nearby to stare and Hermione to feel quite nervous for
fear of them falling onto her. "IÕve already checked out all of the books.
We just need to disapparate to your flat with them and then we can start
straight away on our research."
"Why didnÕt you
say this earlier?" asked Hermione, slightly annoyed at Luna but mostly
irritated with herself for already feeling that way. But honestly, they had
just wasted how much time strolling through the library when they could have
just disapparated at the very beginning.
Luna stared at
Hermione with wide luminous eyes that slowly moved away from the brunette as
she said vaguely, "I found it relaxing. The walking and talkingÉ"
"Is that
all?" asked Hermione who was definitely fighting annoyance.
"It rather felt
as if we were friends, I suppose I wanted it to continue," Luna revealed,
her gaze focused off into the distance, looking at nothing in particular. Her
eyes returned to Hermione once again, a sad smile tugging at her lips as she
said, "You always seem so tense. It isnÕt at all good for you. There have
been cases where wizards have tied themselves up into actual knots because their
magic has caused their stress to emerge physically. I would hate to see you
become a pretzel, Hermione. I do not believe even you could make that a pretty
look."
The annoyance, the irritation
with herself, perhaps even the stress left Hermione on hearing LunaÕs words and
a guilty flush covering her features, Hermione reached out for the other girl,
surprised when the blonde allowed her to take her hand. "IÕm sorry,"
said Hermione, her voice low and filled with regret, thinking herself to be far
worse than Su or anyone who had ever teased Luna at Hogwarts. "But please
donÕt say it felt like we were friends, Luna, because thatÕs a lie. We are
friends, truly. Or at least, we are if you want us to be." Hermione formed
a sardonic smile and gave a barking sort of laugh before she continued, "I
can understand if you want to decline. IÕve been awful to you, I realize. A
horribly awful person since IÕve only now just figured it out."
Silence except for
the bustling of the other library patrons and Hermione felt a gentle tug of her
hand as Luna slipped out of her hold. Then a feather light touch emerged at her
chin, making her lift her gaze to look into lidded blue eyes which held a look
of indefinable quiet knowing and a small smile played on LunaÕs lips.
"Yes," she breathed, tilting her head to one side and leaning the
books forward on the stack although they had yet to succumb to the dangers of
gravity. "You can be awful at times, Hermione. But I can be just as awful,
I do suppose that everyone can. In any case," LunaÕs small smile grew into
one much larger and far more beautiful. "I still think us to be friends.
Especially since youÕre beginning to feel the same."
"The same?"
Hermione echoed with confusion.
"Shall we
disapparate now?" inquired Luna, ignoring the brunetteÕs question as she
reluctantly pulled her hand from HermioneÕs chin which she had been cupping
gently and raised it up to help balance the stack of books on her head that was
teetering dangerously to the right. "We seem to be gathering an audience,
although for what reason, IÕm not entirely sure."
Noticing the stares
of several nearby students who were all fixated on the tower of books on top of
LunaÕs head, Hermione didnÕt reply and instead took the blondeÕs free hand.
"WeÕll side along disapparate," Hermione said. "Since youÕve
never been to my flat before."
"DonÕt forget
your books," reminded Luna cheerfully. "IÕm quite excited to see your
flat, you know. I just hope you donÕt have any Vesper Boggits hiding in your
underpants drawer. That is their chosen breeding ground."
Blushing as she
suddenly had the image of Luna searching through her underpants drawer for
Vesper Boggits, whatever they might be, Hermione squeezed the blondeÕs hand
then with a flick of her wand and a small audible pop, they were standing in
the tiny living room of her flat. As she observed Luna taking in her
surroundings with that lidded and all knowing gaze Hermione suddenly became
very aware that her flat wasnÕt at its neatest. Stacking the pile of floating
books down on her coffee table she tried to hide her wand behind her back as
she cast some silent cleaning spells that would hopefully put things in better
order without Luna noticing.
"ItÕs lovely,
not messy in the least," said Luna her tones dreamy as she reached for the
precarious pile of books on her head and placed them next to HermioneÕs on the
coffee table. Hermione sighed as she realized her attempts at covert cleaning
had failed miserably and Luna walked over to the built in bookcase that took up
the far right wall, her fingertips dancing across the spines of the books.
"Not at all like my fatherÕs. He becomes so caught up with his work that
he canÕt seem to keep the house tidy."
"I donÕt
know," offered Hermione kindly, "it wasnÕt that bad when I
visited."
"ThatÕs
right," Luna said, her attention still fixed on HermioneÕs very crowded
bookcase. "You were there during the war." She turned to Hermione, a
veiled but sad look in her eyes as she murmured, "I donÕt think I ever did
apologize to you, Harry, and Ron for what my father did that day. It wasnÕt
very kind nor brave of him, was it?"
"You donÕt have
to apologize for that," said Hermione quickly, walking over to the blonde.
"Things were bad for everyone at that time and your fatherÉ he was so
frightened for you, Luna. We all were."
"You were
frightened for me," said Luna slowly, mulling this over as her gaze
drifted away from Hermione. If she was going to say anything more, her response
was interrupted by the rumblings of her stomach. Luna touched her midsection
and as she did so, the motion of her hand tugged up the material of her plaid
t-shirt to reveal creamy white skin and a toned abdomen. The sight of which
caused Hermione to blush and avert her eyes. "IÕve just been told IÕm
quite hungry. Would you mind terribly if we ate while we worked?"
"Not at
all," Hermione replied, keeping her gaze well aware from LunaÕs stomach
and feeling very pleased the other girl didnÕt share RonÕs opposition to eating
and working at the same time. She started to head into the kitchen but paused
as she recalled RonÕs food scavenging from the previous day and how it had not
produced good results. Turning around and doing her best not to feel embarrassed,
Hermione said, "I donÕt have much by the way of food though. Is it all
right if we ordered out?"
A mischievous twinkle
emerged in LunaÕs blue eyes and she drawled, "If IÕm allowed to pick the
meal."
"All
right," said Hermione slowly, already wondering if this was a wise
decision. "What are we having?"
"ItÕs a
surprise," Luna informed playfully, hopping towards the brunette, her
hands laced behind her back. "Though I do need to know what flavors you
prefer. Spicy, sweet, sour, salty?"
"Sweet, I
suppose," murmured Hermione, beginning to truly worry about what she had
gotten herself into. "Although not too sweet. Does sweet but also sour
make any sense at all?" she asked rather pathetically.
"Perfect
sense," said Luna with a warm smile. She looked to Pigwidgeon who was
eyeing Crookshanks cautiously from his perch above the window. Shortly after
they began dating the tiny owl had taken a liking to Hermione and often
preferred spending time with her over Ron. The brunette believed this wasnÕt
anything against Ron but more a testament to the fact she had a ready supply of
owl snacks that she gave to the bird quite freely while Ron could be a bit
stingy with handing out rewards to his pet. That didnÕt mean the owl was
entirely comfortable with the constant presence of one very large and predatory
orange tabby cat in HermioneÕs flat. "Can I ask you to send a message for
me?" Luna questioned and it took Hermione a moment to realize that the
blonde was speaking directly to Pigwidgeon whose wide yellow eyes regarded her
speculatively. "I promise to share some of the food with you if you do and
I especially promise the food will be tasty." The tiny owl twisted its
neck for a moment then fluttered his wings as he hooted eagerly. Luna smiled
widely at this, clapping her hands as she said, "Splendid!" Luna
quickly scribbled a letter with what Hermione presumed was their food order on
it but paused in her writing to look at Hermione with a sudden look of concern.
"It should cost two galleons and nine sickles. ThatÕs not too much, is
it?"
"Not at
all," Hermione assured, shaking her head. "WeÕll simply split it
even. You do need my address for the delivery, donÕt you? ItÕs 13 Savile Row,
Flat 4, Westminster, London."
Pigwidgeon hopped
about on his perch, ready to eat the promised food, and the moment Luna tied
the letter to his tiny leg he was waiting at the window for her to open it.
Watching as he flew hurriedly out in the night sky, Luna said, a smile in her
voice, "He is an impatient little thing, isnÕt he? ItÕs quite adorable.
Almost as much as your blush IÕd wager." When she turned around, Hermione
was demonstrating said adorable blush and Luna chuckled. "Ah, there it is.
I was wondering how long I would have to wait before I could see it."
"We should get
to work!" Hermione said briskly, doing her best to get rid of the blush
and the confusing feelings that were stirring in her. She never acted this way
around Ron, getting embarrassed when he said the smallest little thing about
her looks, so why did she around Luna? It didnÕt make any sense in the
slightest.
A half an hour later,
they were in the process of reviewing the benefits of using hopping root and
cinder weed when a loud knock sounded along with several excited hoots.
Hermione went to answer the door with Luna following close behind her and when
she pulled it open, she was greeted by an enthusiastic Pigwidgeon who went
whizzing past her head. Releasing a yelp, Hermione ducked down and scowled a
bit, soon freezing in this position when she felt the warmth of LunaÕs hand
resting at the small of her back.
Still stuck in this
pose, Hermione peered up and was met with the sight of a handsome Indian wizard
dressed in a beautifully embroidered and sequined all black Sherwani holding
four wooden boxes filled with food. The man raised an amused eyebrow at
Hermione before looking to Luna and remarking, "We hadnÕt heard from you
in so long we were fearing you had forgotten us, Miss Lovegood. Travel cannot
be the issue, for we are wizards, are we not?"
"IÕve been busy
with my studies but I do want to visit you and the others in Bangalore
again," Luna said, her hand easily sliding down HermioneÕs back and her
arm soon wrapped around her waist as she tenderly raised the brunette up to her
height, causing Hermione to lean against her. Luna wore a dreamy smile as she
took the food from the Indian wizard and said, "I nearly discovered the
Krodha Swinging Lizard there." Balancing the boxes of food with her free
hand, she looked to Hermione, her eyes going wide as she said, "IÕve been
rude, havenÕt I? Hermione this is my good friend, Bheru Jaspal, heÕs a
wonderful chef from Bangalore, India. He was also my guide in the search for
the rare Krodha Swinging Lizard when I visited the region."
"Sadly it was
never discovered," Bheru murmured, looking regretful as he said this. A
buzzing sound filled the air and he frowned as he pulled out a silver pocket
watch and flipped it open. Giving a soft sigh, he looked to Luna with dark eyes
and said, "I must take my leave. IÕve another order and I must change
before I return to the kitchen."
"Formal wear is
best for deliveries but not for adding spices," agreed Luna wisely.
"Two galleons and nine sickles is it?" When Bheru dipped his head as
a sign of agreement, Luna smiled and handed him the payment.
Bowing low as he
accepted the money, Bheru looked up with smiling dark eyes and said, "You
must agree to visit us soon. The next time we shall find the Krodha Swinging
Lizard. I swear it upon my ancestors." Rising up to his full height, he
tilted his head at Hermione, observing her for a moment before he said,
"It was a pleasure to have met you, Miss Hermione. I hope that I will also
see you again soon." Hermione returned the sentiment a bit shyly and he
smiled again then took his leave with another low bow and an audible pop from
the disapparation.
Out of habit more
than a sense of awareness, Hermione shut the front door, watching Luna hum and
skip into the kitchen with their food. "Luna," said Hermione slowly
as she tried to wrap her mind around the conversation that had just gone on and
what it implied. "You ordered our food from a restaurant in Bangalore,
India?"
"Yes," said
Luna cheerfully, her expression faltering when she saw HermioneÕs disbelieving
expression. "I promise you that itÕs quite tasty. IÕm sure that youÕll
enjoy it."
"Pigwidgeon
surely didnÕt fly all that way in such a short amount of time," Hermione
appeared to be saying this aloud for her own benefit. As if hearing it come
from her own lips would reassure her that the reasoning was sound.
"Of course
not!" Luna exclaimed with a laugh, removing the lid from the first box and
filling the flat with a sweet scent that suddenly made Hermione very hungry.
"I sent him to the international wizarding delivery post. They have a
little man there, Williwog or Ogdoddler or something or other who is in charge
of food deliveries. He apparates to whichever restaurant you want around the
world and gets the food for you. Though it seems Bheru wanted to deliver our
order in person when he noticed it was from me. I havenÕt seen him in several
months."
"When were you
in Bangalore?" asked Hermione, drawn to LunaÕs side, eyeing the sizable
amount of food the blonde ordered. She blinked when Luna opened the last box
which had a large bowl filled with what looked to be freshly sliced papayas and
several other ingredients. "Is that really papayas in the salad?"
"Papayas,
peanuts, long beans, tart tomatoes," Luna ignored HermioneÕs first question
in favor of the second and immediately reached into the bowl and retrieved a
slice of papaya and tomato, offering them up to Hermione with a sweet smile.
"They call it Som Tam. Have a taste?"
For some strange
reason Hermione had the nagging feeling that Luna was trying to feed her by
hand and the idea didnÕt disturb her as much as she thought it should. Which is
perhaps why she took the papaya and tomato from the blonde and put them into
her own mouth, soon forming a smile at the delicious taste of the food.
"ItÕs wonderful," she said.
"Bheru is a
marvelous chef," said Luna, stacking up the now empty food boxes and with
a flick of her wand they disappeared, most likely returned to their home
restaurant. She picked up one of the perfectly round balls that was grilled a
handsome brown and looked over her shoulder at Pigwidgeon who was back on his
perch, his gaze torn between watching Crookshanks and eyeing the feast they had
before them. "Little friend," she called out, beaming when his focus
turned to her and he hooted eagerly. "HereÕs your treat," Luna
announced happily as she threw the ball in the air, causing Crookshanks to try
and intercept the treat, but failing as Pigwidgeon risked certain danger to
intercept the food. "Oh my," her eyes went wide. "Competitive,
arenÕt they?"
"Sometimes I
wonder if Ron feeds him at all," said Hermione sardonically, retrieving
the plates and silverware. She took a seat and looked expectantly at Luna.
"Well? What did you order for me?"
"Tomato Perugu Pachadi," answered Luna serenely,
picking up a bowl filled with something that, to Hermione, looked similar to
soup but with a thicker consistency. It was cooked a lovely golden brown and
was topped with red seasoning and smelled absolutely delectable. "Bheru served
it to me the first time I had dinner with his family. ItÕs a classic chutney
where red tomatoes are sautˇed in seasonings and combined with beaten curd. I
thought you might enjoy it since it has a bit of a sweet and sour taste to
it."
Hermione was very much
aware of LunaÕs gaze being focused on her as she lowered her spoon into the
bowl and took her first sip. A few moments passed as she let the texture wash
over her tongue then a smile spread across her features, causing Luna to bounce
happily in her seat and clap her hands on seeing it. Chuckling at this
reaction, Hermione said, "YouÕre right, Bheru is a marvelous chef, and
youÕre equally marvelous for being able to get me to immediately like a new
dish. ThatÕs a rarity, I can promise you. I usually tend to be rather dull in
what I eat. Ron complains of it sometimes, says I should try different
things."
"Different is
similar to those who have already experienced it," Luna murmured as her
gaze drifted away from Hermione and towards Pigwidgeon as she threw another
treat to him but only after handing one to the disgruntled Crookshanks who was
now sitting by HermioneÕs feet at the table. "ItÕs entirely relied on
perspective."
"True,"
said Hermione thoughtfully, taking another sip of the pachadi before she spoke
again. Shaking her head as Crookshanks purred and rubbed up to Luna in hopes of
getting more food, she said, "What are you feeding them?"
"Chicken Masala
Balls," said Luna, scrunching her nose up in a charming manner.
"Horrid name but a yummy treat, nevertheless. I ordered vegetarian for our
meals but I rather thought they would prefer meat."
"I think you
chose well," replied Hermione humorously, watching as her cat gobbled up
more of the food in record speed. "Honestly, Crookshanks," she
sighed. "YouÕre going to be big as a house someday. IÕll have to invent a
spell for you to lose weight at this rate."
"Perhaps that
can be your first research study. There must be some wizards and witches who
would find good use for a method of magical feline weight reduction," Luna
said, sounding quite serious. "Fat cats are horribly common."
Shaking her head at
the idea of such a study, Hermione said dryly, "I should just send him
over to RonÕs. The poor thing would be sure to lose weight if he stayed there
if the way Pigwidgeon begs for food is anything to judge."
"IÕm sure Ron
feeds him," said Luna gently as she threw another treat to the small owl.
"But boys canÕt really spoil as well as girls and that leaves our little
friend wanting." Hermione opened her mouth to reply but Luna reached for a
nearby textbook on exotic mushrooms of the magical marshlands and said,
"Shall we continue our work? I do think your idea of using cinder weed was
a fine one but perhaps it would work better with the incendiary reaction caused
by galloping black mushrooms. Though they are a rare find so maybe we should
discount that option."
Just like that their
wandering conversation on food and overweight felines was over and they were
once again at work on the project given to them by Professor Ipson. It was what
they were there for, after all, so it was hardly surprising to Hermione but the
feeling of disappointment she had was. She was sad to see their fun little chat
come to an end and for once in her life she found herself wanting to do
something other than study.
And it was all
because of Luna Lovegood.
---
The next day Hermione
wasnÕt surprised to see Su Li sitting in the back of the lecture hall, far from
her usual seat next to the brunette. It didnÕt surprise her but it did enforce
the fact that she would have to talk to her friend and apologize, somewhat, for
her behavior the day before. She didnÕt particularly want to apologize because
she felt what she had done was perfectly reasonable but nevertheless, she felt
compelled to make some sort of gesture. Mostly because of Luna herself.
After the blonde left
her flat yesterday night she began thinking yet again about that conversation
she had with Harry and how he said Luna wasnÕt the type to want retaliation on
her behalf, no matter how justified it might be. ThatÕs why Hermione found her
mind once again drifting in class as she considered the various ways to
apologize to Su without making it sound like she approved even the littlest bit
of how the other girl had treated Luna in the past. She was still puzzling over
this fairly complicated task when Professor Meedlemeier ended the lecture and
the hall began to empty of students.
Gathering up her
satchel quickly, Hermione hurried to meet her friend at the end of the aisle
and gave a hesitant smile. "Su," she greeted, shifting her gaze
momentarily to several of their mutual friends who were lurking about wearing
curious and gossipy expressions. "Could I have a word with you? Just us
two?"
Su studied Hermione
for a long moment then dipped her head in agreement before giving their mutual
friends a silent look which clearly told them to exit the premises. A few
moments later, they were left alone in the empty lecture hall and Hermione was
busy trying to work out the right wording when Su offered quietly, "I
apologized to her today. Saw her in the commons with all the other Student
Healers, laughing in that pretty way she always had and I felt awful when I
thought about everything I didÉ we all did, to someone with such a pretty
laugh. So I went right up to her and apologized."
"You did?"
asked Hermione, dumbfounded.
"I did," Su
nodded and a tiny smile crept onto her lips. "And do you know what she
said to me?" Hermione shook her head, unable to imagine, and Su looked off
to one side before turning back to the brunette, doing a near perfect imitation
of LunaÕs dreamy tones as she said, "You can take something but that
doesnÕt mean it will ever really belong to you so there isnÕt anything to
apologize for. Besides, it all came back in the end."
"That sounds
like her," said Hermione with a chuckle.
"You like her,
donÕt you?" asked Su softly, a solemn look on her features.
"Of course I
like her! LunaÕs quite the likable girl once you get past her
eccentricities," Hermione replied quickly, purposefully avoiding the
deeper underlining question that was hidden in SuÕs statement, not really
wanting to think on what Su was trying to say.
"Hermione,"
Su began slowly and she looked more solemn if possible, her jaw setting her
lips into a very fine line. "I mean that youÉ" The pretty Asian
trailed off as her eyes fixed on something beyond the brunette and she formed
an anxious smile that caused Hermione to turn and follow her gaze. Luna was
standing at the entrance to the lecture hall, her eyes lidded and thoughtful as
she observed them. After a moment of silence, Su exclaimed nervously,
"Luna! What are you doing on this side of the campus? I thought Student
Healers had all their lectures on the west end."
"The Professors
sometimes like to release us from our cages and let us roam free,"
answered Luna serenely, walking towards the other girls. "I do think they
discourage the other students from feeding us though. Yancy has a nasty bite,
IÕve heard." Su kept eyeing Luna nervously on hearing this while Hermione
released a most unladylike snort of laughter that caused the blonde to smile
fondly at her. "IÕve made you laugh," murmured Luna, a soft happy
look on her face. "I believe thatÕs the very first time IÕve done that when
it was what I wanted."
"You just
havenÕt been telling nearly good enough jokes, Luna," informed Hermione,
smiling at the other girl.
"Oh?" Luna
inquired, tilting her head to one side, her blue eyes smiling. "I will
work harder at improving then because I enjoy hearing you laugh. It is a lovely
sound."
Suddenly thinking of
what Su had said earlier, a mischievous light appeared in HermioneÕs eyes as
she drawled, "Su just told me she thinks you have a pretty laugh, Luna.
Far prettier than mine."
"Really?"
asked Luna, her eyes going wide as she looked to Su who blushed before averting
her eyes and giving Hermione a dirty look. "IÕm not sure youÕre right,
Hermione, she seems to be rather upset and people donÕt tend to become upset by
things they find pretty."
"ThatÕs just
because IÕm here," Hermione explained with a grin, feeling an inexplicable
desire to embarrass her friend. Perhaps it was some warped effort to warn her
off from bringing up whatever it was she had with Luna because it simply wasnÕt
something Hermione wanted to think about. "Right, Su?"
"Right," Su
replied, her eyes narrowing at Hermione. "I should be going, IÕve got an
essay due for Famous Witches & Wizards of the Dark Ages." She started
to walk away but paused and turned to Luna, offering a hesitant smile.
"Hermione is telling the truth, you know. I do think you have a pretty
laugh. Although," SuÕs attention turned to Hermione and her eyes flashed
with amusement, "I think Hermione likes it more than I do." Then with
an impish grin, she disapparated with a pop and a cry of outrage from her
friend.
"Honestly,"
huffed Hermione, putting her hands on her hips and doing her best to cover her
embarrassment with bluster so Luna wouldnÕt notice her blush and call it
adorable yet again. She looked at the blonde out of the corner of her eyes and
saw she was gazing off in the distance, her usual dreamy expression on her
features. Sighing in relief, Hermione said, "Should we head to my flat? Or
would you prefer--"
"I've asked our
food to be delivered to my cottage," interrupted Luna, her voice pleasant,
wearing a peaceful smile as she laced her hands behind her back. "Since
you enjoyed what we had yesterday I thought I might surprise you again by
finding another new food for you to like." She stepped forward, intently
studying the look of surprise on Hermione's features. "Is it all
right?" she questioned, a worried light emerging in her eyes as she looked
at the other girl. "I didn't ask permission, after all."
On hearing this,
Hermione snapped out of her state of slight shock and moved closer to Luna
without realizing she was doing so. Reaching for the blonde's hands and
squeezing them gently as she said, soft but strong in her resolution,
"Friends needn't ask permission, Luna. And we're friends, remember?"
"I
remember," murmured Luna, her fingers stretching out in Hermione's hold,
the tips lightly caressing the brunette's palm in a soothing manner.
"Shall we side along disapparate? The food should be arriving
shortly." Hermione nodded, the soft touch of Luna's fingertips on her palm
putting her into something of a daze, when it suddenly occurred to her they
left half their study materials at her flat. She opened her mouth to say this
when Luna looked at her and said with a gentle smile, "Don't fret over the
books. I think my library at home should suffice. If not, we can always
retrieve them from your flat."
Hermione nodded again
and Luna gave another smile before they side along disapparated.
They were greeted by
the smell of the sea and the rustle of the wind blowing through thick flowery
vines when they apparated at Luna's cottage. Hermione assumed they would be
apparating inside the home but that obviously wasn't the case. She started to
ask the blonde about this but saw she was distracted, busy reading a small
piece of parchment that was tacked to the door. This left Hermione with time to
examine her surroundings. The cottage was brick and its roof and some of its
walls were covered with winding vines that had beautiful pink flowers blooming
on them. Leaning against one such wall was a bicycle that looked worse for wear
with two flat tires and a large thatch basket that held yet more flowers inside
it. There were pots of assorted sizes randomly placed about the yard and a
rather tacky outdoor tableset with mismatched blue and white chairs. The doors
were painted a light eggshell blue and on one of them hung a small wooden sign
that was hand painted and simply read: Lovegood.
"I'm
sorry," Luna's voice drifted on the air, immediately catching Hermione's
attention and she turned to the blonde who wore a genuinely apologetic
expression. "It's a bit chilly out here, isn't it? Lets go inside."
With a flick of her wand a few hushed words, one of the blue doors swung open
and they walked inside the warmly lit cottage. "Father likes to tack
little notes to the front door every now and again," Luna explained as she
removed her Student Healer robes and hung them on a nearby coat rack that had
some sort of animal horns for its arms. She held out her hands and looked at
Hermione expectantly who flushed and hurriedly removed her robes to give to the
other girl. "That's why I apparate outside the cottage even though it gets
cold during this time of year."
"But where are
we? This can't be Ottery St. Catchpole," said
Hermione, thinking of the seaside smell that she noticed when they apparated.
"We're in
Ballyvaughan, Ireland," Luna explained with a soft smile, hanging
Hermione's robe next to her own. "This was my mother's cottage some years
ago. She was muggleborn and my grandfather was a fisherman in this area. We
often came here for family vacations when I was small. But don't worry,"
the blonde walked through the living room and exited into a hallway that lit
itself as she entered. This left Hermione to study the living room which had a
large and absurdly comfortable looking yellow sofa, a round plaid rug, large
oak coffee table, and several other nameless bibs and bobs about that made it
look very homey. On the far wall there was an assortment of magical photographs
and several of the people in them waved at Hermione to get her attention. She
was walking over to the wall as Luna's voice floated out to her, "There's
quite a powerful spell on the cottage to hide it from Muggles. They haven't the
slightest clue we're here."
Hermione's gaze
wandered over the wall that consisted of various photographs, some big and some
terribly small, but each filled with happily smiling people who looked eager
for Hermione's attention. However, it was one photograph in particular which
held her interest. It was of two women, a brunette and a blonde, both wearing
the patented happy smiles of all the pictures, but somehow their smiles seemed
the happiest yet. Their heads were ducked close together, as if they were
sharing a wonderful secret, and their hair obscured most of their features
except for the glittering smiles which had first caught Hermione's eye. Then,
quite suddenly, the brunette pulled back from the blonde, clearly ending a
kiss, a playful grin dancing on her lips as she focused on Hermione, revealing
her identity and her partner's in the process as she prodded at the blonde to
also look Hermione's way.
"Katie
Bell," Hermione whispered the name in clear disbelief, blinking her eyes
and restraining herself from rubbing at them to make sure they weren't playing
tricks on her. But they weren't because after a bout of blinking it was still
the former Gryffindor chaser smiling prettily at her, an arm wrapped around
Luna's waist who was occupied with waving at Hermione. "Luna's dating
Katie Bell?"
"Dated,
actually," came Luna's tranquil reply in Hermione's ear, causing the
brunette to visibly jump. "You're so nervous," Luna noted with some
concern. "It isn't at all good for you. First stress and now nerves.
Perhaps I should make you a potion for it? I know of several and I could easily
add a tasty flavoring for you. Which would you prefer, grape or merrywig?"
"No thank you, I
don't need any potion," said Hermione, shaking her head and waving her hands.
Unable to help it, her eyes drifted back to the photograph and she was greeted
with the sight of Luna plaiting Katie's hair who put up with this wearing a
look of good humored exasperation. "Luna," she found herself asking
before she could help it, "when did you date Katie? At Hogwarts?"
"When I was
there, yes," Luna offered, smiling as she watched her photographic self
try and convince Katie to wear a bright orange bow in her hair. "But she
had long since graduated. It was in my seventh year and I went with Ginny to a
Holyhead Harpies match. They had been trying to recruit her quite strongly at
the time. Kept sending her owls and free ticketsÉ"
"I
remember," said Hermione with a nod, thinking back to how Ron had been a
bit jealous of his sibling's opportunity despite how much he enjoyed working
with George at Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes. He soon got over it, as he always did,
out of sheer happiness and pride for his little sister on getting a chance to
play with such a respected Quidditch team. Thinking back to that time, she
recalled what Ginny had said about the Holyhead Harpies players and how she was
relieved there would be at least one familiar face for her on the team.
"Katie plays for them as well, doesn't she?"
"She has the
highest scoring average out of all their chasers," said Luna and
Hermione's eyes were once again drawn to the photograph where Katie smirked and
gave her a wink on hearing this. Scowling and purposefully averting her eyes
from the picture, she focused back on Luna who smiled sweetly and continued,
"But Ginny has been catching up as of late."
"So you met her
at the match and began dating?" asked Hermione, hoping for a summary and
not a detailed report of their relationship. She was curious, although she wasn't
sure why since gossip about such things normally never interested her, but
there was only so much she wanted to hear. For some reason, perhaps it was the
image of the photographic Katie smirking and gloating, the idea of the other
brunette being with Luna irritated her. "When did you break up?"
"That is what
happened, more or less," said Luna who tilted her head and studied
Hermione with lidded eyes. "It's been two monthsÉ" Luna trailed off,
focusing on the picture that Hermione was avoiding and the photographic Katie
held up three fingers, causing the blonde hum under her breath. "Three
months, Katie says, since we stopped dating." She turned her attention
back to Hermione, curiosity swimming in her blue eyes as she asked, "Why
do you ask?"
"I don't
know," Hermione almost stammered, her cheeks turning red as she looked
away from the blonde to stare at a strangely lumpy statue of a creature that
looked a cross between an elephant and a giraffe. "I suppose I was
surprised to find you're a lesbian, that's all."
"Oh, I'm not a
lesbian," said Luna, demonstrating the pretty laugh that Su had mentioned
earlier. "I'm not in the least fond of drama and neither is Katie. She
said that made us exempt. But her friends who are lesbians did get rather upset
when she said that." Against her will, Hermione looked at photographic
Katie who was grinning largely, seeming quite pleased on hearing this.
Apparently even the photographic version of the chaser found humor in Luna
unknowingly repeating her jokes to others. Not pleased with this attitude in
the slightest, Hermione scowled at the photographic Katie who pouted at this
reaction. Unaware of Hermione's silent interaction with her ex-girlfriend in
picture form, Luna continued, "Katie supposed it was simply part of having
women together romantically, there sometimes being drama. I told her it was
more likely an invasion of Wrinkly Crinkypuffs who like to hide in ladies
handbags and cause adverse personality reactions in the people they're around
but for some reason she didn't seem to agree. She felt it was hormones but I
told her it really didn't matter to me as women are far softer than men and the
sex is ever so enjoyable..."
A strangled protest
on hearing this much information was readying to leave Hermione's lips when a
knock sounded on Luna's door and the blonde clapped her hands eagerly while
announcing their food must have arrived. The door opened and Luna began
conversing with a short wizard with bushy white hair and a funny hat that said
'IWDP' in sparkling letters. She began to walk over to the blonde but an
excited coo and the feel of feet settling on her forearm stopped her. Looking
down, Hermione was met with the sight of a medium sized bird that resembled a
dove except it was taller and its feathers were a lovely combination of dark
blue and turquoise. The bird fluffed up at Hermione's attention and she
cautiously lifted her other hand to stroke the feathers on its neck. It cooed
at her touch and she smiled softly before looking up at Luna who was approaching
with their food in hand.
"That is my
little friend, Bishamon," informed Luna happily and the bird cooed in
response to her introduction. "He's a Japanese Wood Pigeon that father and
I found on a trip to Honshu. We believe the vicious One Toothed Divit attacked
his family as he was the only egg not broken in the nest."
"Do you use him
to deliver messages instead of an owl?" asked Hermione, following Luna
into the kitchen but looking over her shoulder as Bishamon flew off his
temporary perch on her arm to settle on a handsome brass perch that held two
large bowls filled with seed and water.
"I ask him to,
from time to time," said Luna, opening up the first box of food and
filling the air with a delicious aroma. "I was a bit worried at first,
wondering how he would get on with the owls at the owlery but he doesn't seem
the least bit scared of them, no matter how puffed up they can become. That's
why I named him Bishamon. He's a fighting pigeon."
Looking back at the
bird who fluffed his feathers and cooed, Hermione regarded the name choice and
his fighting status with a good deal of skepticism. All the same, it was a cute
and harmless pet. Hermione had half feared the blonde would imitate Hagrid's
habit of adopting wayward dragons as she clearly shared his love for all types
of magical creatures, particularly those yet to be discovered.
The food was ordered
from a restaurant in Lisbon, Portugal said a smiling Luna, and Hermione found
the Arroz de Marisco, a seafood rice, to be
particularly delectable. As they ate, they discussed various ingredients to add
to their developing idea for the potion to cure Vanishing Disease. When the
meal ended and the dishes were cleared with magical efficiency, Hermione
followed Luna through a small hallway into a room that was so large she felt
certain magic had to be involved in order for it to be inside such a relatively
tiny cottage. The ceiling was at least ten feet high and the height was made
all that more noticeable by a ladder that resided on two small wheels. A ladder
used to reach the books on the higher shelves as that was almost entirely what
this room consisted of. Books upon books upon books and Hermione walked inside
in something of a trance, her fingertips running over their spines as she read
their titles. One after another they were dedicated or related in some form to
medicinal magic. No wonder Luna hadn't been concerned about needing the books
at her flat, they had more than enough options here to keep them busy for
months on end.
"My
mother was a quite extraordinary witch when she was alive," Luna said
quietly, moving to stand at Hermione's side. "This was her personal
library. She was a Healer, you see." Hermione looked to the blonde, not
sure what she should say but Luna smiled softly, her voice distant as she said,
"I suppose I wanted to become a Healer because of her, perhaps to feel
closer to her. Among other things."
"What other
things?" asked Hermione, not at all liking that distant tone Luna had and
wanting to take it away by having the blonde concentrate on her and not
whatever far off thing she was imagining.
For a long moment,
Luna studied her, with blue eyes lidded and clouded, and it seemed to Hermione
that the other girl might not answer her question and she began to protest
this, to encourage her to speak, when Luna murmured, "I do love traveling
and seeing new things. Marvelous new countries filled with marvelous new people
and even better, I love to look for the creatures they have in them. The ones I
know exist but I cannot seem to convince anyone else of it. But as much as I
love doing those things it can become rather dangerous and I've been hurt
several times. During the last trip I suppose it was bad because Daddy was
quite upset over my injuries and he wished my mother had been there because she
was a Healer and, really, any decent expedition ought to have a Healer just in
case anything should go wrong. That's when I began thinking that perhaps I
could become a Healer and then he wouldn't be nearly so worried when I went
searching for the Crumple Horned Snorkack or any of the other creatures I want
so badly to find."
"Could you
really heal yourself if it was terribly bad?" asked Hermione, worry lacing
her tones.
"Perhaps not, but
I would have the potions with me that could and they would all be
labeled," replied Luna. "I don't plan on taking these expeditions
without having a guide like Bheru with me, Hermione," the blonde said this
reassuringly as she reached out to push aside a stray lock of hair that had
fallen into Hermione's eyes. "That would be foolish. Especially when you
consider how grumpy some of the creatures can be. Aquaviruses are particularly
grouchy."
"But,"
Hermione paused, stumbling with Luna's logic, trying to work her mind around
it, "couldn't you simply find a Healer to accompany you instead of
attending University for it? Wouldn't you rather study Magical Creatures since
you want to go on all these expeditions looking for them?"
"I don't know of
any Healers who would want to and I don't think it at all wise to bring someone
on such an expedition unless they truly wish to be there," said Luna
simply. A small frown played on her lips as she observed Hermione's worried
expression and she took the brunette's hand, her fingertips running lightly
over the palm, instantly soothing the other girl as it had earlier. "You
needn't worry. Nothing is going to happen to me. I've gone on several
expeditions and they've all been relatively successful. I even have a picture of
a Heliopath from one of them. Would you like to see?"
"No,"
Hermione shook her head, sounding as distant as Luna had a few moments before.
She sighed and looked to the blonde with a weak smile as she murmured, "I
suppose I don't understand why you need to become a Healer, is all. Not that
it's any of my business."
"Friends know
each others business, that is what makes them friends," said Luna wisely.
Her fingers stopped their light trace on Hermione's palm as they instead
entwined with the brunette's and her other hand rose up to tuck a curly lock of
hair behind Hermione's ear before settling on her cheek, cupping it tenderly.
"I'm not terribly sure I understand it either. I do think it has to do
with wanting to feel close to my mother. It's not as if I was a baby when she
died but I wasn't all that old either and I still feel there's so much about
her I don't know and as I learn more about becoming a Healer, I begin to see
things as she did, and even her death makes a bit more sense."
"How did she die?"
asked Hermione in a whisper, afraid at the blonde's reaction to this question,
but unable to stop herself from asking it all the same. Maybe because she had
this strange feeling it was the first time Luna was actually talking about her
mother's death with someone she considered a friend. And surely, this was
something that should have happened long before now. A parent's death wasn't
something that should be kept inside to fester in its grief, she knew that all
too well because of Harry.
"She was experimenting
with a spell to cure Dragon Pox, it's quite deadly, you know," Luna said
this absently and Hermione gave a murmur of agreement to let the blonde know
she was aware of the disease and how serious it was. "It went horribly
wrong." Blue eyes slowly traveled across the rows of books, looking at
them as if hoping to see the deceased woman in them, and then they settled on
Hermione as Luna said, "I saw it happen."
The emptiness in
Luna's eyes was too much to bear and with an unhappy cry, Hermione gathered the
other girl up in her arms, holding her close, her fingers tangling in white
blonde hair. "I'm so sorry," she murmured, her voice husky and rough
with emotion. "I can't imagine what that must have been like."
Luna remained where
she was, her face comfortably hidden in the crook of Hermione's neck, and her
reply was muffled but the brunette could have sworn it sounded like she said it
was horribly wrong and something about the way Luna had said it, muffled or
not, made Hermione laugh through her tears and the blonde soon followed.
Eventually the two girls had to pull apart because of the laughter they were
rocking to and fro with such a strong rhythm they bumped into the library wall
at one point.
Several books went
tumbling to the ground and it was then, when they had moved just slightly
apart, that Luna cupped Hermione's face once again, her touch warm and tender.
"Even your tears are adorable," she said and the brunette could tell
she meant her tones to be light and happy but they were more sad and wistful.
Her thumbs were gentle as they swept across Hermione's face, wiping the tears
away and as she did this, Luna whispered, "Thank you for crying for me. I
donÕt think anyone ever has before."
Overwhelmed with
emotion, Hermione could only nod her head and close her eyes as she allowed the
blonde to wrap her up in another hug, trying her best not to think of how very
right this all felt and what that meant in terms of her relationship with Ron.
---
Hermione was having
dinner with Ron at her flat on Sunday. She would have preferred to be working
on the project with Luna at her cottage as it was their last day to work before
it was due but Ron had complained of how little he had seen of her during the
week and she knew he was right. Normally they would have lunch or dinner
together at least five times in a week and while she worked on the project it
had been reduced to none. That's why she was having dinner with Ron and doing
her very best to appear especially interested in his stories from work and Ginny's
latest practice with the Harpies instead of fixing her eyes on the clock and
counting the minutes until she could disapparate to Luna's cottage and continue
their work. Because, really, he was right that she had been ignoring him and it
wasn't the least bit good. Ron, whatever one might say about him, was a
genuinely sweet man and he did deserve better.
But that didn't mean
she wasn't still sneaking looks at the clock.
"Say," Ron began,
an enthusiastic tone in his voice that Hermione recognized. He only used it
when he came up with what he considered to be a brilliant idea. "Why don't
we go out tomorrow night? Have a grand celebration after you get yourself that
job for the Professor?" When Hermione started to protest his words, to say
nothing was certain, he picked up her plate, kissing her on the forehead and
grinning. "Don't even say it, love. You're the smartest bloody witch of
our generation. There isn't any chance he's not going to hire you on. So?"
Ron tossed a look over his shoulder as he set about magically doing the dishes.
"What do you say? Yes or no to a grand celebration? We could invite Harry
and Ginny if you like. I reckon it's been awhile since the four of us went out
and had a lark."
Looking at the
eagerness in his brown eyes that told her how very badly he wanted to please
her, to make her happy with his idea, Hermione couldn't even comprehend how she
could possibly say no. "How grand a celebration?" she asked, a smile
tugging at her lips that became full blown as Ron gave a triumphant cry and ran
over to her, sweeping her up in his arms as he promised that it would be the
grandest. Laughing as she met his lips for a kiss, she did her best to lose
herself in his touch and not think about the time and exactly what Luna was
doing. She halfway feared she voiced her thoughts when she heard Luna's name
spoken but after a moment of confusion she realized it had been Ron talking.
"I'm sorry, what?"
"I said you
ought to invite Luna as well if we're going as a group," said Ron and he
paused, mulling over his words before he spoke again and Hermione could tell he
was choosing them carefully. "She's your partner on the project, isn't
she? I'm sure if you get on with a job, she will too, and that means she has
just as much reason to warrant a grand celebration. Why don't we invite her
along? It's been ages since she's seen any of us. Ginny complained of it to me
last week," Ron confessed, amusement in his eyes and a grin on his lips.
Hermione sighed at this. He really did enjoy gossip as much as a girl at times.
"You seeing more of Luna than her. Especially since they were so close at
Hogwarts."
And she wasn't. That
was the unspoken portion of Ginny and then Ron's statement. One which made
Hermione scowl before she immediately hid the reaction, not wanting her
companion to question her about it, and she herself not wanting to think about
precisely why she was so upset by someone stating the honest truth. That she
hadn't been close to Luna at Hogwarts, that while she was there she barely gave
the blonde girl a second thought. For whatever reason, she found acknowledging
this to be particularly annoying and somewhat painful. It made no sense. In
fact, it was ridiculous.
"They were close
weren't they," Hermione finally said, more to herself than Ron, speaking
her thoughts aloud. Trying not to think of how close they really might have
been when you considered Luna's history with Katie Bell. But that was
preposterous to consider. Ginny loved Harry desperately and she had for years.
There was no way she could have done anything with Luna. Yes, it was
preposterous. StillÉ
"Awfully,"
agreed Ron, nodding his head, shaggy red hair flying about as he did so, not
realizing the strange turn Hermione's thoughts about his sister and Luna had
taken. "Ginny was a bit upset when she ended it with Katie. Since then
Luna stopped coming by for their regular lunches after practice out of
politeness. I guess Katie took it hard when they broke up," Ron said this
with a quiet incredulity, as if he couldn't grasp how anyone could take
breaking up with Luna Lovegood as a difficult thing.
Snapping her
attention to Ron on hearing this, the disturbing imagery of Ginny with Luna
thankfully leaving her mind, Hermione demanded, "You knew Katie dated
Luna?"
"Yeah,"
said Ron, frowning and looking down at his shirt that Hermione was now
clutching at. "I told you about it ages ago, when they first started
dating. Don't you remember? It was the same week we had that row over me
blowing up your loo when I was testing the talking toilet bowl cleaner."
She recalled the
explosion and the horrific mess that had resulted and how she had angrily
declared that Ron was never allowed to test any Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes products
in her flat again but that was all she recalled. Then again, was it surprising
that she didn't remember? It wasn't as if she enjoyed gossip and she was
certain that back then, before she had gotten to know Luna, she would have
considered Ron talking about Luna's romantic interests to be gossip. Therefore
she wouldn't have been interested in the slightest and would have promptly
forgotten the information after Ron finished telling her about it.
After all, it was a
common thing. Her not actually giving all her attention to Ron when he spoke to
her. Logically Hermione knew it was a terrible thing to do. Particularly to
such a kind person who did care for her so but she couldn't help it. As much as
Ron found her studying and her discussion of academia horribly dull she found
his fixation with Quidditch, practical jokes, and aimless gossip inane and
useless. She had been trying to improve, to listen to him better, but it was
something of a trial. But in his defense, the jokes were for his occupation.
However annoying they might be.
Carefully removing
Hermione's hands from his shirt, which was custom made to advertise the joke
shop, Ron said, "Well? Should we invite Luna? I asked because I thought
you'd fancy it if she came along."
"Yes, I'd fancy
it," said Hermione faintly, speaking before she could really think about
it. Shaking her head, she moved away from Ron and began gathering up her
things. She did need to disapparate to the cottage to work on the project. They
had a significant amount of proofreading and finishing analysis to do before
they could possibly turn it over to Ipson. "I'll ask her tomorrow. If
we're both chosen, that is."
"If!" Ron
exclaimed, shaking his head again and pulling her into a hug from behind.
"Bollocks to if. You'll be chosen and we'll have a grand celebration. Luna
will come along and Ginny will be thrilled to see her. When should we meet up
and where should we go?"
"Surprise
me," said Hermione with a smile, thinking of how Luna had been doing just that
throughout the week in her choices of delicious and exotic meals from foreign
countries.
"Surprise
you," echoed Ron, looking exactly that as he studied Hermione for a
moment. A flustered expression formed on his face and he said almost
helplessly, "But what type of food--"
"Surprise
me," Hermione enforced again and she gave another smile, pressing a kiss
to his cheek before disapparating to the outside of Luna's cottage in
Ballyvaughan.
Staring at the empty
space that Hermione had just occupied, Ron sighed deeply and muttered,
"But I don't know what type of food you'd like."
He stood there and
contemplated the various meals they shared in their years together, trying to
remember any foods that Hermione expressed a fondness for but none coming to mind.
Sighing again, Ron decided to simply search her cupboard to get some ideas and
if that didn't work he could always ask Ginny. She usually knew better than he
did about things concerning his girlfriend.
Sad as that might be
to realize.
---
They sat on Professor
Ipson's small leather sofa, a stack of books between them, with matching
anxious expressions. When Hermione and Luna first entered the cluttered office,
the worn leather sofa had been completely covered with books. The Professor
explained somewhat sheepishly he had perhaps gone a bit overboard at Flourish
and Botts annual used book sale. He also informed him that his purchases were
all safely hidden in his already crowded office to keep them away from his
wife's angry eyes. She didn't approve his literature addiction, particularly
when it got expensive and immense such as this shopping expedition had.
Hermione wasn't one to enjoy clutter but as she stared at the pile of books
between them, she was envious of the Professor's collection. As a student she
didn't have money for all the books she longed to buy and there was a limit to
how many she was allowed to check out of the library.
Inspecting the fourth
book from the bottom, Hermione noted it was about the Salem witch trials. She
smelled the soft strands of Luna's hair before she felt them, the pleasing
aroma of raspberries clung to her as she leaned close to Hermione to get a look
at what was occupying her attention. "My Aunt Neasa was friends with the
former Headmistress of the Salem Witches' Institute," Luna commented,
moving her gaze from the book to Hermione. "As you'd expect, they have
quite the large collection of books on the trials, along with artifacts. I was
told the students even get to experience how the witches escaped the burnings
from Muggles when they learn how to disapparate and apparate."
"Isn't that
dangerous?" asked Hermione, raising an eyebrow.
"Not terribly,
the flames only tickle," replied Luna with a smile. Her hair brushed up
against Hermione's cheek as she turned her attention back to Professor Ipson
who looked to be finishing their report. "I think he might be done. Cross
your fingers, won't you?"
Following Luna's
request without knowing why, Hermione crossed her fingers beneath the material
of her robe, watching expectantly as Ipson set down their rather long parchment
on his desk and studied them for a moment. "Well," he murmured, his
voice low and serious as he took off his round glasses that served to remind
Hermione so much of Harry. "Would tomorrow be too soon to begin our
work?"
On hearing this, Luna
immediately gave a happy cry, bouncing in her seat and clapping her hands. Then
she calmed considerably and replied, "I think tomorrow would be
splendid." She turned to Hermione, her face shining with contentment and
asked, "Don't you agree?"
"Certainly,"
agreed Hermione with a smile, feeling terribly amused by the blonde's reaction.
Just as they had
before, the three soon fell into easy conversation about not only the project but
campus life in general. The Professor decided that they would meet no more than
four times a week so the girls would have enough time for their own studies and
also have a semblance of a social life. When it seemed as if Hermione was
getting ready to object, he insisted they have the time off with a smile and a
hearty laugh, saying that if he couldn't have a life then they should at least
have one for him. Luna then gently offered that overworking doesn't help anyone
and would simply cause them to burnout on the project before they even got a
chance to begin. Looking from one kind face to another, knowing that both were
speaking the truth and truly wanted the best for her, Hermione simply had to
agree.
When they parted ways
an hour later, after the Professor had received a howler from his wife
demanding to know if he planned on eating dinner with his family or not,
Hermione was trying to figure out the best way to invite Luna out to the grand
celebration Ron had arranged. Eventually she decided it would be easiest to
just ask. Which is why she turned to the blonde, a slightly anxious look on her
features as she said Luna's name. The blonde turned to her with an easy smile
and feeling encouraged by this, Hermione continued, "Ron got it in his
head that I ought to have a celebration if I got this job with the Professor.
It's nothing fancy, I'm sure, just a small get together with Harry and Ginny.
But I was wondering, would you like to join us? After all, it's as much your
celebration as mine."
"If that's true
then I think I must," Luna replied, smiling peacefully, and Hermione
sighed in relief. Tilting her head, a curious look in her blue eyes, she asked,
"When and where is this celebration taking place?"
"Tonight, seven
o'clock, I believe," said Hermione. She paused, wearing a wry expression
as she said, "As for where, I haven't the slightest. I've left Ron in
charge. Whatever good or ill may come of it. I think it best that when you
disapparate to think of transporting yourself to my location."
"I always do
that quite happily," murmured Luna, looking off into the distance.
"Do what?"
asked Hermione with some confusion.
"Think of
you," said Luna in a simple reply, her blue eyes fixed on Hermione,
glowing with warmth and affection. "You're blushing again," Luna
smiled, reaching out to touch one of the brunette's burning cheeks. "I
still find it adorable." Hermione began to bluster and protest and Luna
observed this with some fondness before she remarked, "Do you mind if I
invite someone along to our celebration? Then we might have six people instead
of five and I do prefer even to odd numbers. They divide so much easier. Not
that I want to divide anyone on such a lovely night as this."
"That's
fine," said Hermione, already wondering who Luna was thinking of inviting
and hoping, for whatever reason, it wasn't Katie Bell. Perhaps it was the
memory of her smirking photograph.
"Good,"
Luna beamed and her hand fell away from Hermione's cheek. "Then I'll see
you at seven o'clock, after quite happily thinking of you and your adorable
blush."
Before Hermione could
respond, the blonde disapparated with a pop and she was left alone in the
corridor, fighting her adorable blush and a sinking feeling about the upcoming
celebration. Grand or not.
---
It hadn't been a lie
when Hermione told Luna that she hadn't the slightest idea where they would be
meeting for their grand celebration. But all the same, she would have been hard
pressed to consider that they would end up at Peasegood's Pub in London. The
pub was a popular meeting place for Ron and Harry, and Ginny as well, since it
was the Wizarding equivalent of what Muggles call a sports bar.
The pub was named
after the American wizard Abraham Peasegood who created the game of Quodpot in
the early 1700's. Quodpot, as far as Hermione could tell, wasn't all that
different from Quidditch but Ron and Harry often argued with her opinion,
claiming it was the second best sport after Quidditch and differed from it in a
good many ways. In their opinion, Quodpot far exceeded Quidditch in the fierce
level of competition exhibited by the players. Hermione supposed that had
something to do with the fact the main ball used in the game was made to
explode in a most fabulous and gory fashion during the matches.
Hermione wanted to
think it was merely a coincidence that they were at the pub on the first game
of the Big Pot, a seven game series in the National Quodpot League which
determined the league champion for the year. She wanted to think that but as
she looked at Ron and Harry's guilty expressions she couldn't quite make
herself believe it. "Honestly, Ron," she said with a good deal of
exasperation as she tried to spot a seat that would be farthest away from the
cauldron that was steaming and bubbling as it produced images of the actual
game in America. "You owe me for this one."
Releasing an ecstatic
cry, Ron sat himself next to Harry at their table, as they took the two places
that would give them the clearest view of the game. Sighing at this, Hermione
directed her attention to Ginny who appeared remorseful as she looked at the
older girl. "I'm sorry, Hermione," she said, a sheepish look on her
features. "When Ron rang me asking where we should go tonight I didn't
think to ask why we were meeting and I brought up the Big Pot being
tonightÉ"
"It's all right,
Ginny," said Hermione. She eyed Ron and Harry who were happily chattering
away about which team they felt best deserved to be the Big Pot Champion and
said sardonically, "Having a grand celebration wasn't your idea, after
all."
"Grand
celebration?" echoed Ginny with a frown.
"It's
nothing," Hermione dismissed, waving her hand and honestly feeling as if
it truly was nothing. It wasn't like she particularly wanted to have this
outing in the first place. The entire thing had been Ron's idea but once he
suggested it she did think it was a good idea and she had been looking forward
to him picking out a nice place for them to eat. Somewhere different and new
that would make her feel a bit adventurous and fun. Just like she had been
feeling all last week as she dined with Luna and the blonde produced exotic
meal after meal, each one better than the last. But instead they were at a
familiar location, one that she didn't hold much enjoyment for at that. If she
had really allowed herself to become excited over the prospect of their get
together she would have been more upset. She supposed it was lucky for Ron that
she hadn't allowed herself to feel anything of the sort. It was something she
had trained herself to do after a string of horrible disappointments when it
came to her romantic outings with the redhead. Suddenly recalling what Ron had
said about Ginny being upset at not seeing Luna much these days, she remarked,
"I've invited Luna. Did Ron tell you?"
"Luna's
coming?" exclaimed Ginny, grasping Hermione's arm and bouncing in her
seat, reminding the older girl so much of the blonde in that moment as that was
something she always did when she was excited. "No, Ron didn't tell
me," Ginny formed a deep frown and pinched her brother hard on the arm,
causing him to yelp and turn to her with accusing eyes. "Ron!" Ginny
scowled. "Why didn't you tell me Luna was coming? I could've asked Katie
to come as well and gotten this whole thing sorted out."
"I didn't tell you
because I bloody well didn't want you to use Hermione's grand celebration to
sort things out," Ron grumbled, rubbing his arm and looking at his sister
with petulant eyes. "You ought to just leave things be. It isn't good to
meddle. I doubt players on the Chudley Cannons fiddle about with each others
romantic lives." With that he turned back to Big Pot pregame show, an
obstinate look on his features.
"Ginny,"
Harry said her name softly, an understanding look in his green eyes as he
reached out to clasp her hand gently. "I know how you feel but I think Ron
might be right in some small way. And didn't Katie ask you to leave it
alone?" Ginny opened her mouth to dispute this and Harry interrupted
quietly, "She might not be happy now but I think she would be even less
happy if we ambushed her with Luna."
"I'm not sure if
I would be good at ambushing," Luna's serene voice floated out over them,
remarkably clear in the boisterous atmosphere of the pub. "I failed
miserably in stealth portion for the N.E.W.T.s in Defense Against The Dark
Arts."
"Luna!"
Ginny said her name much as she had moments before, except far more excited as
she leapt out of her seat and gathered the other girl up in a hug that spun her
around a bit. Despite how crowded and Quodpot focused the crowd at the pub was,
several patrons turned their attention to the two girls. Some of them noting
Ginny's status as a member of the Holyhead Harpies. "It's been ages! How
have you been?"
"Quite
well," said Luna, forming her usual beatific smile. "Although right
now I feel dizzy."
The blonde's
companion reached out to steady her with a hand placed on her back and it was
then that they took notice of them. Observing their stares, Neville Longbottom
smiled and said, "Hi guys."
"Hi
Neville," everyone said together, united in their mutual affection for
him.
Unable to help
herself, Hermione felt a wave of relief to see it was Neville with Luna instead
of a potential date such as Katie Bell. Although, who was she to say that Neville
wasn't a date? It was true that he had once been as unpopular as Luna at
Hogwarts but that all turned around after the war and now he was seen as
something of a catch. Besides that, Neville was a genuinely nice person and
with his fixation on Herbology he was suited to Luna who was equally fixated on
Magical Creatures. A sinking feeling taking hold of her, Hermione turned to
look at them and saw Neville pull out a chair for Luna who sat with a happy
smile and a thank you to him and without knowing it, a scowl formed on her
features. One that didn't go unnoticed by Luna who was soon inquiring why it
was on Hermione's normally adorable face.
Fortunately for
Hermione, the answer was given by Ron who claimed responsibility, saying he
hadn't picked the best place for their grand celebration and she was upset with
him for it. This comment was soon protested by Luna who thought it was a
perfectly lovely pub despite the fact she hadn't the slightest idea what it was
based around. That led to a thoroughly exhausting explanation of the game of
Quodpot that went on until the waitress came to get their orders. When she
left, Hermione found herself in something of a foul mood, boring holes into the
back of Ron's head with her eyes as she thought of Luna defending him and his
horrendous choice of meeting spots that had to do completely with his sports
obsession and nothing at all with her.
Thankfully, Neville
soon distracted her by asking about their project and her studies at the
University. He was never interested in sports, particularly the kinds involving
brooms as he was a bit of a wreck when it came to flying, and the group was
soon divided into those interested in discussing and watching the Big Pot and
those not with Ginny going in between the two as she was the type to understand
all sorts of interests. No matter which turn their conversation took, Hermione
continued to watch and wonder if Neville and Luna were on a date. Which is why
the moment the blonde excused herself to take a trip to the loo, Hermione
turned to Neville and asked him just that.
Immediately turning
dark red, Neville began to sputter and stare at Hermione with wide eyes.
Normally such a reaction would have caused her to feel a good deal of sympathy
and to retract her question but in this case, Hermione simply felt irritated
and said, "I suppose that means you aren't seeing Luna?"
"Hermione!"
said Ginny, a little stunned at the brunette's behavior. "Of course
Neville isn't dating Luna. She's only just ended things with Katie and if you
ask me, they aren't really finished."
"Not
again," Ron groaned, pulling his eyes away from the Big Pot. The game was
apparently on break as the cauldron was currently producing images of the
latest issue of Witches Weekly. "Ginny, how many times do people need to
tell you to stop before you'll quit poking your nose into their love lives? I'm
surprised Katie hasn't sent a bludger after you."
"Katie's too
depressed to have anything to do with bludgers," said Ginny indignantly.
"She got whacked in the head by one at our last practice. Now tell me
that's not the action of a woman still in love."
"Getting whacked
in the head by bludgers?" asked Ron with a laugh. He turned to Hermione
and said, "I don't reckon you want to get hit in the head by a crazed ball
and you're in love, aren't you?"
Hermione didn't
reply, not particularly wanting to think about her love status involving Ron,
and instead fixed her gaze on Neville, intent on getting a response from him,
and he swallowed nervously and offered, "I'm seeing Hannah Abbott."
An enormous feeling
of relief seized Hermione on hearing this and remained with her for the rest of
the night. One that she didn't try to fight or understand. Simply because doing
either would be just too hard and would cause her to think of things she didn't
want to consider. Not now and perhaps not ever.
---
Weeks passed since
their grand celebration and in those weeks Hermione saw less and less of Ron
and more and more of Luna because of their work with Professor Ipson. Though
most of the time she spent with the blonde was doing work it never felt that
way to Hermione. It seemed was impossible for her to consider it such because
like most people she had a tendency to associate work with the boring and often
mundane. And that was never how Hermione felt when she was with Luna. Whether
they were discussing potion ingredients for a cure to Harrowing Hiccups or the
existence of the Fearsome Triple Footed Pimplot it was somehow always
interesting to her. More than that, it was fun.
She was having so
much fun that she supposed it had to come to an end eventually. When that
moment arrived, it did so spectacularly. With a barrage of fireworks and
explosions instead of the quiet bang and a pop that Hermione would have
preferred. They had gotten into a discussion with the Professor about the
revolutionary aspect of the project. How the book would change the way people
in the wizarding world looked at healing children. In this discussion, Hermione
remarked if they were trying to be truly revolutionary then why were they
relying on the standard form of curing diseases?
For hundreds of years
wizards have used potions to cure diseases, poxes, and viruses and some in the
magical medical community felt this practice was outdated. Several even proving
that the use of potions had created retro-viruses, that using the same potions
over and over has resulted in the diseases being able to mutate magically,
becoming far more deadly in the process. The only viable solution to stop this
from happening, they theorized, was to cure with spells rather than potions as
it was far more difficult, nearly impossible in fact, for a virus to become
immune to a spell rather than potion. Considering that, Hermione reasoned,
shouldn't they be developing spells to cure these diseases rather than new
potions since spells would be far more effective in the long term?
Whenever they had
discussions about things like this in the past Luna usually agreed with her and
when she didn't, she expressed her opinions a level manner that left Hermione
wondering if her thoughts were really right on the matter. The perpetual
serenity that the blonde seemed to carry with her never left her in their talks
and Hermione could count on seeing that peaceful smile grace her lips during
their discussion. But when Hermione brought up the studies that proved spells
to be superior to potions in curing diseases and preventing retro-viruses from
emerging she saw that calm leave the other girl for the first time. A serious
line formed on her lips and her blue eyes darkened as she said that despite
what any study said, it was too dangerous to develop spells as cures for
diseases. There were too many chances for something to go wrong and when it went
wrongÉ
It was at that point
that Luna stopped talking.
Hermione, however,
kept right on. Speaking passionately about how progress should never be slowed
by the mere chance something could go wrong. After all, how could one live
their life wondering about chances? You would never get anything done for all
the time spent worrying over such things. There was always danger in the
unknown and that was just something that went along with being part of things
that were new and innovative. And the people who were involved accepted this
and still continued on, knowing what they were doing was important enough that
it was worth the risk.
The Professor tried
to interject, to stop anything more from being said, but it was too late. Luna
had her head lowered and her body was trembling, her hands clenched into fists
as she said, her voice fierce and frightening in its whisper, that there was
nothing innovative and worthy in death. Nothing at all. Then she swept a pile
of books into her arms, mumbling that she would return them to the library
before it got too late and they shut for the night. A long and horrible silence
filled the room then Professor Ipson turned to Hermione, a good deal sadness
and regret evident in his gaze.
"Oh dear,"
Ipson said with a deep sigh, wearing a worried frown as he removed his round
glasses and wiped them on his checkered vest. "I knew I should have
stopped you before it got too far but I do enjoy it when students have
intellectual discussions. Though the last part of that was more of a row than
anything else. I suppose it's to be expected, when you consider poor
Fiona."
"Fiona?"
asked Hermione, tearing her eyes away from the doorway that Luna had exited
through and focusing on the Professor. Stopping herself, for the moment, from following
after the blonde.
"Fiona
Callaghan," murmured Ipson and he went around his desk, searching through
the piles of parchments and books, before he produced a faded black and white
photograph sitting inside a cracked wooden frame. Taking the photograph,
Hermione followed his finger as it landed above the head of an extraordinarily
pretty witch with flowing blonde hair and warm twinkling eyes. When she noticed
Hermione's gaze, she tilted her head in a manner that the brunette couldn't
help but recognize and waved happily at the younger girl. "One of my very
first students at the University." Hermione's eyes were drawn to a much
younger and far thinner Professor Ipson who beamed at her from the photograph.
"Though you would know her better by the name of Lovegood."
"Luna's
mother," Hermione breathed and she kept her gaze fixed on the woman in the
photograph who continued to smile at her in a way that she found so familiar in
her daughter. Lifting her head, looking at Ipson with concern, she said,
"She told me about her. How she died. But I didn't thinkÉ"
"Fiona was one
of the strongest proponents for spells being used instead of potions to cure
disease," said Ipson, gently taking the photograph back from the brunette.
"It was shortly after she graduated here that a more deadly strain of
Dragon Pox developed. One that was immune to the standard potion cure created
by Gunhilda of Gorsemoor and Fiona was part of a team at St. Mungo's assigned
to study it in hopes of creating a possible cure. She became convinced potions
were the cause of the new strains of viruses and that the only way to
permanently rid ourselves of these new viruses would be with spells."
"She died
experimenting with a spell," said Hermione in a hush. The entire
conversation she just had came rushing back into her mind. How she said that
spells were superior to potions as cures because of retro-viruses and how
anyone working on something new and innovative, such as Luna's mother had in
her work to create a spell to cure the new strain of Dragon Pox, would have
known and accepted the risk involved with their work. In a way it was
tantamount to her saying that Luna's mother was willing to die to create that
spell. To die and leave Luna and her father without a second thought. All for
her work, for the sake of medical advancement, for the sake of finding that
cure. Lost as she looked to Professor Ipson who wore a solemn but understanding
look on his features, she said, "I never meantÉ" Hermione trailed
off, unable to say the words, swallowing hard as she continued quietly,
"Honestly, I didn't."
"I know,"
said Ipson kindly. "And I'm sure that Luna knows as well. But all the
same," Ipson walked around his desk, reaching down for Hermione's satchel
and handing it to her with a soft smile. "Perhaps it would be best if you
told her that." Hermione paused, hesitating, whether out of fear of what
to say to Luna or feeling the obligation to stay and continue her work with
Ipson and the Professor made a shooing motion with his hands as he said,
"Go on. I doubt we would get much more done tonight as it is."
For the first time in
a long while, Hermione wasn't thinking as she made her way to the library. Her
mind was an absolute blank as she walked into the building and started
searching. She hadn't the slightest idea where she was going, she hadn't
stopped to think about which books the blonde had taken from the Professor's
office, how many there were and how long it would take for her to put them
away. Hermione didn't have even the smallest thought in her head as she
wandered through the stacks, automatically winding her way on a strange path
she didn't understand until it somehow led her directly to Luna.
Three books were
balanced on the top of her head, slipping backwards ever so slightly as the blonde
looked up while she performed a levitating spell to put the book that had been
in her arms onto the highest shelf in the stacks. Moving forward before she
could stop and consider what to say, Hermione lifted a hand to steady the books
before they fell to the ground and it was in that movement that Luna noticed
her presence. She studied Hermione for a long moment before she reached up and
removed the books from her head, gathering them close to her chest, holding
them tight to her body as if they were some sort of shield that could protect
her from hurt. Swallowing hard on seeing this, on seeing the pain, however
faint, in Luna's blue eyes, Hermione searched her mind desperately for the
right words to say. It was then that she recalled what the Professor had told
her and she decided that perhaps she should simply do as he advised and say to
Luna what she had said to him. No matter how awkward and stumbling it had been.
"I didn't mean
what I said before," Hermione began, watching helplessly as Luna turned
from her to stare off into the distance, looking at what she had no idea.
"I mean, I know that's not entirely true. I do think that spells are more
effective long term than potions but what I said about it being worth the riskÉ
I didn't mean that, not in the way it sounded. Not in the way that I think it's
right for people to sacrifice their lives. That's not something I'd ever agree
with, no matter what good might result out of it."
"There's very
little good," Luna said vaguely, her gaze still far from Hermione.
"She never did find a cure."
"Luna,"
Hermione breathed her name more than said it, moving forward and reaching out
to the younger girl before she realized what she was doing. "I'm sorry for
what I said."
"I know,"
said Luna distantly and the books she was holding fell from her chest and she
turned methodically, her eyes searching the stacks as she put the next book in
the pile back where it belonged. "I know when you said that you weren't speaking
about my mother and what happened to her but all the same, that's the only
thing that I could think of when you were speaking. And the more you kept on
speaking it changed from her to my father, the Professor, Ginny, and then you.
I kept seeing these horrible things happening to all of you as they'd happened
to her and in the end I simply had to leave." The last book put away, Luna
finally looked at Hermione. "We never did finish our discussion."
Releasing a
disbelieving laugh, Hermione shook her head, trying to grasp if it really was
this easy to be forgiven by Luna because it never was with Ron, and said,
"I don't think I want to finish it. Do you?"
"Not
especially," said Luna, a hint of a smile tugging at her lips. "But I
will say that I don't see very much good in one person dying for another.
Anyone can say it's a terribly noble thing and perhaps that's true but
shouldn't Healers be more concerned with saving everyone? Even
themselves?"
"You're
right," said Hermione softly and seriously. A wave of guilt seizing her,
Hermione stepped forward, taking Luna's hands in her own, looking at her with
wide and plaintive eyes. "I'm so sorry, Luna, honestly I am. Sometimes I
get so caught up in my ideas and theories that I don't stop to think about people
and their feelings. I guess that's what happens when someone becomes more
comfortable with books and studies than with people as I have. They begin to
lose their skills in dealing with them." Hermione gave a wry laugh as she
continued, "If I had any in the first place." She remained utterly
still as the blonde gently pulled one of her hands free and it moved up to push
a stray lock of hair from Hermione's eyes. "Luna," Hermione said her
name again, this time with an anxious sort of emphasis, almost begging for a
response.
"We should go
out," Luna said after some consideration, her hand falling down to bury
itself in Hermione's hair, idly curling several brown locks around her index
finger in a playful manner. When Hermione blinked and looked at her with a thoroughly
baffled expression, the blonde smiled sweetly and said, "I don't think you
have anything in particular to apologize for but at the same time I do think
you're quite like the Cagey Curdsnip, unable to let something go once you've
taken hold of it. That being so, the perfect solution would be for you to go
out with me. You could consider it your apology and I could consider it my
blackmail."
"I'll go out
with you but I refuse to let you call it blackmail," replied Hermione
dryly.
"Oh?" asked
Luna, a mischievous smile forming on her lips as she released Hermione's hair
from around her finger, allowing it to bounce back into its proper place.
"Should I have said extortion instead? Or bribery perhaps? Put the
squeeze?"
"Put the
squeeze?" Hermione repeated with a laugh.
"Isn't that
something the Muggles say?" asked Luna, frowning in contemplation. "I
thought I had heard them use it on one of their criminal programs on the
vellytision."
"Television,"
corrected Hermione, a wide smile on her features. "And I'm not sure how
often anyone uses that term, Luna. Even Muggle criminals on television."
Luna released a
thoughtful murmur then looked to Hermione and said quite seriously, "I'd
like to go out this Friday night. Will you be busy or does putting the Muggle
squeeze flatten any plans with Ron?"
There wasn't anything
for Hermione to really consider. As far as she was concerned she had already
promised Luna she would go out with her, regardless of the night she chose. Then
there was also the fact that lately she was starting to suspect if given the
chance to spend time with Ron or Luna she would choose the latter. It wasn't
something she was especially proud of but that was the answer all the same.
Should she take the time to process the reasons behind it, she would probably
come to the conclusion that whenever she was with Luna she always felt like she
was on a strange sort of adventure. To Hermione it seemed as if the other girl
could make the simplest things incredibly entertaining and she was discovering
that feeling to be somewhat addictive. Hermione had never considered herself to
be a very fun person but when she was with Luna she thought that maybe she
could be and she rather liked that feeling.
And her addiction
being what it was, it didn't matter in the least when Luna wanted to go out
because Hermione would say yes. Just as she did now, wearing an easy smile and
already looking forward to whatever the blonde had planned. Just because she
had an unwavering belief, that normally would have bothered her in its utter
lack of logic, that it would be something she would enjoy.
---
Worrying over what to
wear was something most would consider an innately feminine trait and since
Hermione was female she supposed it was a bit odd that she had never
experienced this worry herself. At least, she had never experienced it before
she agreed to go out with Luna on Friday night. Hermione tried to convince
herself that the reason she never felt this way was quite logical. Whenever she
would go out with Ron she always knew where they were going. There was never a
sense of surprise to the matter and that being so, she always knew what
clothing would be appropriate.
Dealing with Luna was
quite the opposite. It seemed as if everything was a surprise with the blonde
witch and Hermione was rushing after her just to keep up. At times it was
exhausting but it was strangely thrilling all the same. Even if it did leave
her confused and worried as she stared at herself in the mirror, trying to
figure out if what she was wearing suited whatever it was they would be doing
tonight. Apparently sick of all this worrying, Hermione's mirror self rolled
her eyes and began studying her nails, refusing to cooperate with the
brunette's obsession anymore by matching her poses.
"Some help you
are," muttered Hermione crossly.
Rolling her eyes
again, Mirror Hermione walked out of her line of vision, disappearing somewhere
within her magical mirror world, leaving the real Hermione to scowl and stare
at nothing. Heaving a sigh, she was walking into her living room just as a
knock sounded on her door. Then several other knocks. Seven in fact. All quiet
and in a precise tapping order as if they were trying to say something to the
person on the other side of the door. A smile quirking on her lips, Hermione
pulled the door open and saw Luna with her hand curled in a small fist,
readying to knock yet again.
"Luna,"
Hermione greeted, her voice laced with humor. "Whatever were you
doing?"
"Saying hello
and asking how your day has gone," said Luna, acting as if it was the most
natural thing in the world to express this through the communication of door
knocks.
Hermione chuckled and
shut the door quietly, already sensing the blonde's gaze on her and trying to
control the sudden shyness she felt seizing her. Turning around, she beamed in
attempt to hide her nerves and asked, "Ready to go?"
"You're
anxious," Luna stated, looking at Hermione with lidded blue eyes filled
with concern. Hermione started to protest this assessment but the blonde
interrupted gently, "That won't do at all. No one ever has fun while
they're anxious. Not really and I did intend putting the squeeze on you for
fun."
"I'm fine,
honestly," insisted Hermione. Another moment passed then Luna sighed and
firmly took hold of Hermione's hand, leading her through her flat and into her
bedroom. An action which did little to settle the anxiety that the other girl
had spoken about earlier. "Luna," Hermione said her name, no longer
bothering to try and hide her nervousness. "What are you doing?"
Turning round to face
Hermione, she folded her arms across her chest and wore a no nonsense
expression on her face. Luna studied the brunette long and hard before she
said, "Take off your clothes."
"What?" Hermione
squeaked and her eyes grew as wide as saucers.
"You need to
take off your clothes," Luna said this like it was simply a matter of
logic and stepped forward, reaching out to the other girl in what Hermione
assumed was an effort to carry out her words.
"Why in the
world should I do that?" demanded Hermione, taking a step back for each
one that Luna took forward. A huffy tone emerged in her voice and she was
beginning to wonder if she should get her wand.
"Because,"
Luna sighed heavily, stopping her constant approach and looking at Hermione
with a good deal of concern. "They're obviously infested with the Agitated
Threadmites. Nasty little creatures, they love to burrow themselves in your
clothing and eat at them from the inside until your pants have little frays at
the bottom and your shirts no longer button. One of the side effects from
having a long term infestation is an increase in anxiety and I think we've just
proven quite thoroughly that's something you're suffering from. Unfortunately
they're very wily and hard to kill so there's really only one way to get rid of
them."
"Take off my
clothes," said Hermione dimly.
"Or change them
at the very least," said Luna with a nod, appearing satisfied that
Hermione understood. "Besides," Luna said as an afterthought,
observing as the brunette sighed and opened her closet. "Those clothes
don't suit you in the least."
"They
don't?" asked Hermione, looking down at said clothes and wondering what
was wrong with them other than a theoretical Agitated Threadmite infestation.
They were a perfectly nice pair of brown slacks and a beige button up blouse.
Ron had never complained when she wore them so she couldn't possibly imagine
there was something the matter since he surely would have spoken up. Perhaps they
were a bit dull but it wasn't as if she was a terribly exciting dresser.
"Why do you say that?"
Absently searching
through Hermione's closet, Luna explained, "Clothing for people can be
used like shells for a crab. They can't talk you see, the crabs, and so they
pick shells to say how they're feeling. Depending on the shell they pick out
it's quite easy to tell what kind of mood a crab is in. I think people are the
same way. That if you look at the clothes they're wearing closely enough you
can see what they're feeling."
"What did my
clothes say I was feeling?" asked Hermione curious but also apprehensive
at the same time. Maybe it was because she suspected the blonde was going to
say she felt boring in some form.
"Nervous,"
said Luna, smiling as she looked over her shoulder. "But that was the
fault of the Agitated Threadmites. Other than that I'd say they told me you
were feeling trusty and obligated. Which is lovely, in a way, because trusty is
what you always are underneath it all but I don't think obligated rather fits
what I have planned for tonight which is why I think it's best if you
changed."
Watching Luna arrange
a pile of clothes on her bed, apparently trying to decide which ones would
inspire the right feeling in Hermione for the night, she thought on what the
other girl just said. The outfit she was wearing was something she'd worn
several times on dates with Ron. It was easy and simple because it suited any
occasion really but it wasn't like it was anything that reflected any measure of
excitement over her plans. For the first time since Luna arrived, Hermione took
a good look at what her friend was wearing, perhaps trying to test out the
blonde's theory and get some idea of what she was feeling.
Her eyes were
immediately drawn to the form fitting peacoat that hugged Luna's hips.
Depending on how the light hit the material of the coat, it appeared to change
colors. Shifting from a deep purple to a shining blue and sometimes a brilliant
yellow. Though a bit distracting it was beautiful and perfectly suited the
blonde, accenting the black pants with silver pinstripes she had on. The pants
were slightly baggy and hung low over a pair of sparkling silver boots that
Hermione thought were made to glow in the dark. Finishing it all off was a spaghetti
string tank top that perfectly matched the silver boots Luna wore and dipped in
a way that it hinted at cleavage rather than showing any off. All in all, it
was an unusual choice of clothing but everything fit wonderfully and if
Hermione had to pick a feeling they inspired it would have been fanciful.
The clothing
flawlessly expressed what kind of person Luna was. Showing that she was
charming and carefree and not in the slightest concerned about what others
might think of her. She was simply herself and Hermione found herself rather
wistful in her admiration of it as she considered her own selection of brown
pants and a beige shirt. Hermione was still contemplating her utter lack of
fashion when the blonde announced she had finished her search and skipped out
the room, leaving the brunette to change.
Looking at what Luna
had picked out, Hermione knew she never would have put those items of clothing
together but she also knew wearing them would make the blonde happy and this
night was meant as an apology of sorts. So with a sigh and a shrug, she went
about the task of changing. A few moments later, Hermione was standing in front
of the mirror, staring at her reflection who clucked her tongue and smiled at
the new clothes with clear approval. What had seemed like a random choice of
clothing had turned out to be a unique and flattering outfit. Instead of her
beige button up blouse, the brunette went sleeveless, wearing only a form
fitting red vest that beautifully accented her curves. She had on pants that
were a favorite of hers for years now, the black material slightly faded from
how much she wore them. The cloth was soft against her skin, reminding her
something of velvet and it was because of this that Hermione loved wearing
them. A winding silver chain link belt wrapped through the belt loops and her
sensible leather shoes had been traded in for a pair of red and black converse.
Staring at her mirror
self who winked at her as she adjusted the red vest so it would be just right, Hermione
wondered what Luna thought these clothes said about her. What feeling they
would inspire and did it match the blonde's? Shaking her head, deciding it did
no good to stand in her room and think about such things while Luna was waiting
for her, she left her flirtatious mirror image alone and walked out of her
bedroom and into the living room where the other girl sat on the couch, petting
a purring Crookshanks.
"Ah," Luna
murmured happily, rising to her feet and reaching out to adjust Hermione's vest
in the exact manner her mirror self had done moments earlier. "Doesn't
that feel better?"
"A bit,"
admitted Hermione, feeling a little embarrassed at how much she liked what Luna
had chosen for her but that feeling immediately leaving her as the blonde
looked at her affectionately. Taking her coat and shrugging it on, the brunette
purposely kept her back to the other girl as she said hesitantly,
"Luna?"
"Yes?"
replied Luna and without looking, Hermione knew she was petting Crookshanks
again because of the loud and entirely contended purring.
"What feeling do
these clothes give?" Hermione asked, keeping her back to her friend.
Because of this she was unaware of Luna's approach until there was a soft touch
of the blonde's hands on her hips and the gentle press of her breasts against
her back.
A tremble ran through
Hermione as she felt the warmth of Luna's breath on her skin as she replied, a
smile in her voice, and pulled the brunette closer, "Comfortably
sexy."
Silence and then
Hermione burst into laughter, craning her neck to look at the blonde who beamed
at her and laughing still, she accused her companion playfully, "You're
having fun with me, aren't you? That's not a proper feeling, you know
that!"
"Perhaps it
isn't proper but it's a feeling all the same," said Luna stubbornly,
looking away from Hermione as she dug into the pocket of her peacoat to produce
her wand. "And it's precisely the feeling I wanted you to have while I'm
putting the squeeze on you tonight." If possible, Hermione began to laugh
even more on hearing this and Luna wore a quietly pleased expression as she
murmured, "I do love seeing that."
"What's
that?" asked Hermione, her laughter dying down into chuckles, she peered
back at the blonde.
"A happy
Hermione," Luna answered with a tender expression on her face and before
Hermione could reply they disapparated with a wave of her wand.
---
The sound of music
playing and people talking was what greeted Hermione when they apparated. There
was a chill in the air and she shivered on feeling it. As soon as she did,
Luna's hands were rubbing at her arms and the chill soon left her. Although her
curiosity about their location didn't. Looking around, she saw they were at the
end of a line filled with twenty or so witches and wizards, all waiting to go
inside what appeared to be a club of some sort. Standing at the front of the
line, off to one side, was a wizard whose black robes bore the glowing words
Danse Magie Danse just as the brightly lit sign above him did.
Before Hermione could
question where they were, she felt Luna's warm breath once again on her skin as
the blonde murmured in her ear, "This is the Incantation Secteur of Paris.
It's a safe place for witches and wizards, rather like Diagon Alley. Muggles
have no idea it's here."
"Why are we
here?" asked Hermione, though she already had a sneaking suspicion.
Luna didn't reply
because without the brunette noticing, they had reached the front of the line. The
wizard who was standing off to one side, bearing the name of the club on his
robes, gave Luna a glittering smile and murmured something in French that
caused the blonde to giggle. They were soon in what appeared to be a coat check
area where a lovely witch with spun gold hair done up in an elaborate bun
released an ecstatic cry on seeing Luna and begin speaking rapidly in French.
Removing her coat after observing the blonde doing the same, Hermione was
surprised to see her friend also hand over her wand. Touching her wand that was
safely tucked into the pocket of her vest, Hermione frowned at the French witch
who she was sure was asking for it as she wore something of an impatient look
on her features.
"They collect
wands to prevent duels from popping up," Luna explained. "Don't
fret," she wore a reassuring expression. "I've left my wand with
Corinne countless times and she's always taken the utmost care of it."
While she was
reluctant to hand over her wand, especially after everything that had happened
to her in recent years, Hermione couldn't help but believe in Luna on seeing
the look of complete trust she had on her features. She handed her coat and
wand over to Corinne and restrained herself from scowling on seeing the witch
give an enchanting but also smug smile. Watching Luna retrieve some galleons
and sickles from the pockets of her pinstriped pants, she asked, "How much
is it?"
"Nothing for
you," said Luna serenely, smiling at Hermione before giving Corinne the
money.
"Luna--"
Hermione started to protest.
"Absinthe
Apology," interrupted Luna, saying this as if it were a great
announcement. Hermione blinked at her in confusion and she hooked their arms
together, saying a quick goodbye to Corinne in French as they walked towards
the sound of the music that the brunette had heard earlier. "If you must
pay for something, do pay for the drinks. I shall order an Absinthe Apology to
start."
"I didn't know
you could speak French," said Hermione who was trying very hard not to
feel out of place. It was true that when she was with Luna she felt life was
fun and exciting, because it was, but sometimes she didn't always feel at ease
with that. She didn't do well with situations she couldn't predict, preferring
the comfort of books and study where anything unexpected came in the form of
the written word. And she was sure that she wouldn't be able to predict what
would happen once they reached the source of the music that was vibrating
through the walls, floor, and into their bodies. "They don't teach it at
Hogwarts, do they?"
"I don't,"
said Luna, looking to Hermione with some surprise and a bit of concern. "I
used the translation spell you told me about in your seventh year. Interpretatio, don't you remember? I was ever so glad when
you pointed it out to me. It's been terribly useful on my expeditions."
Hermione was busy trying to recall when she had told the blonde about the spell
and wondering how in the world she could have forgotten about its existence,
however momentarily, when Luna paused in their walk. They were standing in
front of a wooden door that had a picture of a coffee cup carved into it. The
blonde unhooked her arm from Hermione's and moved to stand in front of the
brunette. She tilted her head to one side and studied Hermione for a long moment
then said a little sadly, "You're feeling anxious again."
Part of Hermione
wanted to dispute this but she just couldn't do it. Perhaps because she knew
Luna was right. She was feeling anxious and there wasn't much she could do
about it other than admit it as the truth. "I'm sorry," Hermione
found herself apologizing but for what she had no idea.
"These clothes
don't have Agitated Threadmites so it must be something else," said Luna
and she frowned, looking like she was concentrating very hard to figure out
what it might be. Several patrons of the club were heading towards them and the
blonde took Hermione's hand in her own and pulled her over to the corner of the
room that was secluded. Wearing an expression of genuine concern, Luna
questioned, "Do you not feel comfortable? Is it me? The club? Or perhaps
France? I've always thought this country smells of crepes. It does take some
time to get used to."
Forming a smile,
unable to help finding humor in Luna's words, Hermione shook her head. "It
isn't you, the club, or even France," said Hermione. She paused to try and
find the right words to explain what it was but found herself at a loss and
simply began talking before she could sort it all out. "Perhaps it's me?
I'm not entirely sure to be honest. I justÉ it's a bit sad, really, but I don't
think I do very well when I haven't an idea of what to expect and since I've
never been to a place such as this I find myself in precisely that
situation." Rubbing her forehead and feeling frustrated with herself,
Hermione muttered, "I know it's ridiculous. Ron's said as much. That I
fall to pieces without having a plan of any sort but I can't help it. I find
myself freezing and it's the most horrid feeling. Knowing I ought to move, I
need to move, but not being able."
Cool hands covered
her own, gently drawing them away from her forehead and then they returned,
soft fingertips touching her skin in a magnificently skilled caress, the
movement perfect and relaxing in its press. Several moments passed before Luna
felt she had rubbed enough of the worry away and she murmured, "What if
you try to move by following after me? I promise to look after you and make
sure you never become frozen. Maybe that way you wouldn't feel so
anxious." Hermione sighed as the blonde's fingertips swept across her
forehead and moved down to trace the line of her jaw. "There," Luna
hooked her thumb under the brunette's chin, lifting it up so the other girl
looked into her twinkling blue eyes. "Don't you feel comfortably sexy?"
Dropping her head
down to rest on Luna's shoulder, Hermione chuckled softly. "You're
daft," she accused with good humor. Lifting it up to look at the other
girl, she reached for the blonde's hand and gave it a light squeeze. "Come
on," she murmured. "I owe you a drink."
"Yes," Luna
agreed, smiling sweetly, "you do."
Keeping her hand
firmly placed in the blonde's and lacing their fingers together, Hermione
released a shuddering sigh as Luna pushed open the wooden door and revealed the
interior of the club. It was large and completely circular, reminding Hermione
of Professor Ipson in a strange way. There were several levels, each one
winding down into the next, and each of them consisting of severely different
things to captivate the patrons attention. At the very bottom there was an
enormous round dance floor that was filled to the brim with witches, wizards,
elves, and even a few veela.
The level that they
had walked into was a cafˇ of sorts, it had a warm and friendly atmosphere. Witches
and wizards were gathered around a variety of tables, sipping at their coffee,
pumpkin juice, and butterbeer, busy chatting about any number of things. Luna
squeezed Hermione's hand and led her through the cafˇ, pushing open a door that
had a music note carved into it and suddenly they were inside a small music
club. The stage was long and dimly lit, a beautiful singer with deep purple
hair whose voice was rich and full as she sang about the darkness before the
fall and without hearing anymore, Hermione knew the song was about Voldemort
and the world before his defeat.
"Do you want to
stay and have a listen?" questioned Luna, her voice soft in Hermione's
ear.
Turning to look at
her friend, Hermione studied their surroundings, the odd assortment of tall
tables, the long stage, and bar that was directly across from it, then looked
back at the door that had a coffee cup carved into it. "How is it that we
can't hear anything from the cafˇ we were just inside?" said Hermione,
genuinely curious about the answer. Luna started to reply and Hermione said
with wry humor, "And don't say magic. I figured as much."
"Silencing
spells, quite powerful ones, I would imagine," said Luna and her eyes
drifted to the stage where the singer was beginning her next set, joined by a
wizard holding an instrument that looked a combination of a banjo and a guitar.
"They have one for each level of the club and I believe the doors are the
activators, acting as barriers when they close, keeping the sound from the next
level out."
Considering this for
a moment, Hermione looked to Luna as the wizard on stage started a strange
series of plucking sounds and tugged on her hand. "Lets go," she
murmured with a smile.
"Are you
sure?" asked Luna, studying the other girl closely.
"Somehow I don't
think this is where you meant to take me," said Hermione, her tone of
voice faintly sardonic as she made her way through the tall tables and towards
the wooden door on the other end of the room that had a chess rook carved into
it.
She opened it to
reveal a game room of sorts. There were a number of round tables filled to the
brim with wizards and a few witches, all playing a variety of games from Wizard
Chess to Exploding Snap and even a game or two of Gobstones. Taking a brief
look at one of the chess games that were going on, Hermione contemplated
telling Ron about this place because he would surely enjoy it. As soon as this
thought came into her mind it soon exited and a small scowl formed on her face
as she imagined what would happen if she did bring Ron here. He would spend the
entire night playing Wizard Chess and she would be thoroughly forgotten in the
process. Much like what had happened the night of her supposed grand
celebration because of the Big Pot going on. Suddenly quite determined to exit
this level, Hermione walked towards the door with a broom carved into it with
increased speed.
What greeted her next
only served to remind her of Ron yet again. Simply because they were now inside
a bar much like Peasegood's Pub in London. Except this bar was dedicated to
Quidditch rather than Quodpot. It was overflowing with an assortment of Quidditch fans, all
wearing the colors of their chosen teams, gathered around a wide collection of
cauldrons that bubbled and brewed images of matches being played all over the
world. At the far end of the room she saw a wizard wearing a Chudley Cannons
jersey as he cheered them on in a match against the Falmouth Falcons. Though
she didn't think it possible, Hermione moved even faster through this bar, pulling
Luna after her as she pushed open the last door which displayed a pair of shoes
clicking the heels together.
They had finally
arrived at the last level of the club and where Hermione suspected Luna meant
to take her. Suddenly losing her sense of momentum, the brunette stopped in her
tracks as that awful feeling of inaction that she had described earlier took
control of her. But Luna was there, her hand warm and reassuring in Hermione's,
fingertips lightly caressing her palm and she gently pulled the brunette
forward. Her body moving on automatic, Hermione studied their surroundings.
From the first level of the cafˇ she could tell, looking down, that there was a
dance floor at the bottom but the view hadn't allowed her to truly grasp the
sheer size of it. To Hermione it seemed as if the entire structure was based
around the large round surface that glinted with lights and vibrated from the
music and the movement of the wizards and witches covering it.
Winding their way
through the crowd, they headed towards the long bar that curved around the
dance floor, taking up half of the outside space. Luna stood on her tiptoes and
waved at one of the bartenders who made his way over with a smile on his face.
"Two Absinthe Apologies please," she ordered and the wizard gave a
wink then with a flash light several bottles of alcohol appeared, each of them
pouring liquid into the two shot glasses that mixed themselves once they were
filled. Waiting for the fizzing and popping to dwindle to a stop, Luna reached
for one of the glasses and handed it to Hermione who took it with an entirely
reluctant look on her features. Moving close to whisper in her ear, perhaps to
ensure the brunette heard her over the loud beat of the music, Luna's breath
tickled her skin as she murmured, "Don't worry. It's wonderfully
delicious."
Observing as the
blonde finished the drink in one quick swallow, Hermione studied the green
fizzing liquid for a moment before she followed suit. The taste was cool and sweet
on her tongue and with a hint of fruity aftertaste that she found surprisingly
pleasing. She started to tell Luna that she was right, the drink was
wonderfully delicious, but noticed the blonde had been pulled aside by a tall
wizard with oddly puffed black hair. Left to her own devices, Hermione's gaze
traveled over the club, watching the dancing witches and wizards who, to her,
seemed so much more free than herself. There was little doubt in her mind that
Luna had brought her here to dance and that wasn't something Hermione normally
did. In fact, if her memory was correct, the last time she had danced was at
the Yule Ball with Viktor Krum in her fourth year. While she did have fun at
the ball with Viktor, particularly dancing with him, it wasn't something that
Ron tended to enjoy and since it was Ron she had been dating for the past three
years she hadn't gone dancing since. Part of her wondered if she was really
able, if she could be as carefree and happy as the people on the dance floor,
and a sudden feeling of dread seized her. And she could only think of one way
to rid herself of that feeling.
By the time Luna
finished chatting with the puffy haired wizard, there were four empty shot
glasses sitting in front of Hermione at the bar. The blonde failed to notice
this as she stepped closer to her friend and leaned in, murmuring in her ear,
"I think we should have a dance."
No reply came from
Hermione, she simply dipped her head in agreement and Luna smiled, bright and
utterly brilliant before taking the brunette's hand and leading her onto the
dance floor. They easily slipped through the crowd and onto the round structure
that glowed and hummed. Perhaps it was the alcohol but when she first stood on
it, Hermione felt lighter, as if she was being lifted up. It was a dizzying
feeling and she held onto Luna's hand that much tighter as they moved towards
the center of the dance floor. A new song began playing, slow and dramatic at
first, then an ethereal voice filled the air, French and haunting, and everyone
on the dance floor began swaying in time with it. Hermione watched with a small
degree of panic while they all paired up but then she felt the warmth of Luna's
hand trailing down her side to rest on her hip. She looked to the blonde as her
other hand followed the same path and for a moment it was as if she couldn't
breath. Then the music swelled, becoming louder and more insistent and Luna
pulled her closer, their bodies pressed together and slowly Hermione let the
blonde guide her as they moved with the music.
The alcohol and music
swimming in her brain, Hermione sighed, hiding her face in soft and silken
white blonde hair, breathing in the scent of raspberries that Luna always
seemed to carry with her. Why had this been so terribly scary to her? It wasn't
scary at all, it was relaxing. Frighteningly so. Hermione didn't think she had
ever felt as peaceful and content as she did right now, being held in Luna's
arms, and that was a terrifying thought in a way. Because what did it say about
her and her relationship with Ron? That she had never felt this at ease with
him, this protected, and this cared for? She wanted to contemplate this further
but she couldn't, not with the alcohol addling her thoughts and especially not
with the warm press of Luna's body against hers. The feeling was too nice and
too new to ruin with her constant need to analyze. Why couldn't she simply be
and enjoy the moment?
And so, Hermione
swayed to the music, safe in the circle of Luna's arms, vowing not to think
about the how's or the why's of this situation. Allowing herself, for once in
her life, the luxury of being able to just feel. Regardless of the
ramifications.
---
The
hours slipped away without Hermione taking notice. For once she didn't track
and note the passage of time, it simply sped by until suddenly it was quite
late and Luna was murmuring that the club would be closing soon. Having to
leave the club, stop dancing, and return to her usual life filled with
constraints and doubt was a concept that barely registered in her muddled mind
and she realized that she was quite tipsy. Or at least, that's what Luna was
telling her.
"You're quite
tipsy, aren't you?" Luna remarked, placing her hand at the small of
Hermione's back, the touch comforting in its gentle press.
"I'm not!"
Hermione declared, looking huffy and contemplating forming a scowl.
"Oh?"
questioned Luna, a playful glint in her eyes. "How much did you have to
drink then?"
A scowl forming now,
Hermione tried to remember how many shot glasses were on the bar the last time
she had seen it but it seemed such a long time ago and the numbers were lost to
her. Hearing a laugh from her companion, Hermione's scowl increased and she
narrowed her eyes. "Just because I can't recall doesnÕt mean I'm
tipsy," she said, looking at the blonde with great offense and the
beginnings of a cute sulk. For outraged good measure, Hermione pointed her
finger in Luna's face, failing to notice as it weaved back and forth, unable to
stay still just as she had trouble keeping her balance even with the other
girl's arm wound firmly around her waist. "So there!"
Laughing softly, Luna
didn't reply, she simply reached for Hermione's hand, giving the finger that
pointed at her a light kiss before releasing it from her hold. They slowly made
their way through the club, winding through the levels until they were once
again in the coat check area and Hermione was glaring at Corinne. She wasn't
positive why, especially in her alcohol befuddled state, she disliked the
French witch but she did, immensely, and decided to act on this dislike through
glaring. She did this until Luna approached with her coat and wand in hand,
carefully tucking the wand into the pocket of Hermione's red vest then walking
behind her, holding the coat out for the brunette to shrug into. Slipping her
arms into the sleeves and continuing to focus on Corinne, she felt strangely
triumphant that Luna was doing this for her within the French witch's eyesight.
It was as if she had won a great battle but a battle for what, Hermione hadn't
a clue.
While Hermione was
busy glaring, Luna flicked her wrist and in seconds they apparated into the
living room of the brunette's flat. It took several moments for Hermione to
realize where they were and she looked at the blonde in confusion. She knew, of
course, they were leaving the club. Luna had told her as much. Somehow she
hadn't thought they would come back here. This signaled an end to their evening
together and that wasn't something she wanted to happen yet, so her mouth
opened, fully ready to protest but soft fingertips covered her lips, preventing
her from speaking.
"You need
sleep," said Luna kindly, removing her fingertips from Hermione's lips and
tracing them upwards, curling into the locks of hair at the brunette's brow, her
touch gentle and soothing. "We can play some other time if you like. Once
you've rested."
Hermione wanted to
dispute her state of exhaustion but even as she started to do so, her eyes grew
heavy and her mind wandered and suddenly her bed became a very appealing place
to be. But if she was going to bed then she wanted to have her say on things.
"We'll do this
again?" asked Hermione, looking painfully vulnerable as she held onto the
sleeve of Luna's coat. In that moment, she felt it was terribly important to
have Luna give her this promise. Just because part of her felt if she didn't
then she might never have a night like this again. A night that was carefree
and fun, making her feel as if she could be the same. "I liked
dancing."
I liked dancing with you is what she meant to say but she couldn't force it past her lips and perhaps that's why Luna's blue eyes were lidded an