TITLE: Stars Never Rise
CHAPTER: One
AUTHOR: Dreiser
EMAIL: dreiser7@yahoo.com
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CONTENT: F/F romance, sex, and minimal angst.
SUMMARY: The Alternate Universe story of Faith and her
Watcher.
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing but my ultimate love of Evil King
Stan in the PS2 game Okage: The Shadow King. If you like RPGs with humor get
it. The game kicks so much ass! Almost better than Rhapsody: A Musical
Adventure. Heheh. Giant pancake and flan attacks are cool.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Here's the deal. This is an alternate
universe take off on my big fic, Neither Angels Nor Demons, in this fic Anna
doesn't die. Feedback on it would be nice so I know if to continue. Thanks.
Also, it's pretty much
given you have to read Neither Angels Nor Demons to
understand where this
fic is coming from. You can find it at my BTVS fic website
listed above.
Stars Never Rise
By: Dreiser
-One-
When Buffy entered the school library Giles was leaning
against the counter,
rubbing his forehead wearing a frown on his features. It took
her all of
five seconds to determine something was wrong. Then it took
her two more
seconds to determine it had to do with something
supernatural.
After all, when didn't it have to do with the supernatural
in Sunnydale?
"Giles?" questioned Buffy, walking over to him.
Lifting his gaze, Giles put his glasses back on and gave her
a small smile.
"Buffy," he murmured. "I've just received a
phone call from the Council that
you'll be very interesting in hearing."
"Yeah?" asked Buffy, tilting her head. "What's
the what?" She formed a mock
thoughtful expression and pressed her index finger to her
chin. "Let me
guess, there's a big evil thing in town and they want me to
kill it."
"You're close," Giles admitted, his tones soft and
wry. He sighed then said,
"Although I'm afraid it's more along the lines of
there's a big evil thing
in New Orleans and we'll be helping to kill it. It's quite
urgent
apparently, which means we'll be leaving immediately,"
he added.
"New Orleans?" Buffy echoed, her face scrunching up.
"What's in New Orleans
that they need us to go there? And do you know how much
trouble I'm going to
get in with my Mom? You better be talking to her for
me."
"New Orleans," began Giles slowly, unsure of how
Buffy would take the news
and studying her features rather nervously, "is where
the other Slayer lives."
The only response Buffy gave was to stare at Giles for a
really, really,
really, really long period of time that was surrounded in
silence. Then she
stared at him some more and he wasn't sure what to do. Or if
this meant
anything good.
---
Meanwhile, in New Orleans, Annabel Cooper looked at her own
Slayer, watching
with an equal amount of nervousness as she told her of the
Council's
decision. A frown marred Faith's pretty features and she
swallowed deeply,
averting her eyes to gaze out the long window in the library
of their
mansion.
"I get it," said Faith hoarsely. "They don't
think we're good enough... I'm
good enough to bring down Special K so they're callin' in
the
reinforcements. Y'know," she stared at Annabel now,
"the real deal. The
number one gun."
"Faith, no," the words tumbled from Annabel's lips
as she rushed forward.
Her hands were tender and soothing on Faith's skin, pressing
against the
sides of her face. Eyes met eyes and Annabel murmured,
"You listen to me...
you have met and exceeded every expectation I've ever placed
in you. If
there was a better Slayer, I'll never know of her, but
Faith," her voice
lowered, softening as hazel eyes searched dark brown for
understanding.
"Sometimes we must ask for help in this life. If we
don't, if we keep our
stubborn pride, horrible things can happen. Just think of
them coming to aid
us in battling Kakistos as a type of insurance." In a
bare movement, the
tips of her fingers traced over Faith's cheek. "You
nearly died," Annabel
whispered, "I don't want that to happen again."
"It won't happen again," said Faith, jutting her
jaw, her eyes flashing. She
folded her arms over her chest and said, "I'm not gonna
let it. We don't
need their help to beat this guy, Anna. We've always been
fine on our own,
haven't we? Why call in the troops now?"
Hazel eyes flickered with worry, observing Faith quietly and
Annabel firmly
but gently took hold of the Slayer's chin, holding it in the
palm of her
hand. When a pair of dark eyes locked on her, she asked,
"What's bothering
you?" Faith then opened her mouth to protest and
Annabel said more strongly,
"Faith. Don't try to lie to me, you know full well I
can spot the signs."
A moment of silence passed then Faith finally said, "I
screwed up." She
sighed deeply and turned her head from Annabel, shoving her
hands into the
pockets of her jeans. "And Buffy, from the stories
you've told me, sounds
like she never does that. What's she gonna think about
me?" Faith snorted
then scowled at the situation, at herself, and muttered,
"Slayer number two,
the big loser, she can't even kill a vamp on her own. She's
gotta get the
Council to call for help."
"She wouldn't do such a thing," said Annabel, her
tones fierce despite her
soft spoken voice. She pulled Faith to her and held her
close, the embrace
both comforting and loving at the same time. Running her
hands over the
Slayer's back, attempting to calm tense muscles, she leaned
down, resting
her face against the dark head, kissing unruly locks.
"But if she does dare
to think much less say that, do you know what I'll do?"
"No..." said Faith, burrowing into the safe haven
of Annabel's arms and
smiling as the taller woman made her feel better. Then
again, that was what
she always did for Faith... made her feel better. Better
about being alive,
about being herself, better about just everything in this
world. It was all
better thanks to Annabel. She sighed with contentment and
asked, "What's
that?"
"I'll kick her square in the shins," Annabel
murmured teasingly, her hands
still rubbing Faith's back. Feeling the Slayer shake with
soft laughter, she
smiled and continued, "Wearing those spiked high heels
you're so fond of
seeing me in. I rather think those would sting quite a bit,
Slayer healing
or no."
"You're bad, Anna," Faith accused, pulling back to
grin widely at her.
"Mmm," Annabel's hazel eyes twinkled and she moved
forward, lightly kissing
Faith on the lips and murmuring against them, "but you
like me that way."
"Oh yeah," rumbled Faith, her hands dropping down
to Annabel's waist,
pulling her close so their bodies were pressed together. Her
lips curved
into a sensual smile as her voice dropped an octave, "I
like you in all
ways."
She groaned as Faith's lips were hot on hers, opening her
up, pressing and
exploring deep, their tongues entangling, while those ever
skillful hands
ran under the cool silk of her blouse and splayed over the
tender skin of
her belly. Pulling away with a gasp, her hazel eyes darkened
into a shade of
green, looking at Faith who now showed no sign whatsoever of
her depression
from earlier. It was one of the things she liked and
disliked most about
Faith, she had this habit of having the funniest mood
swings, shifting
easily from one emotional state to another, and often times
Annabel found
herself rushing to keep up with her.
"Faith," said Annabel lowly, her hand reaching
out, whispering a touch over
the Slayer's cheek, tangling into dark locks. "As much
as I truly wish to
continue this we have things to take care of before Buffy
and Mr. Giles
arrive."
"Yeah?" Faith quirked an eyebrow, her hands
resting on Annabel's waist,
caressing the skin of her hips aimlessly as she talked.
"What?"
"Cleaning the mansion for one," said Annabel. She
moved her gaze from
Faith's, reluctant to go on but knowing she had to. Moving
it back to Faith,
she locked her eyes on the Slayer and said, "We mustn't
allow them to know
of our relationship. If they find out, they could report it
to the Council
and I would be removed from my post as your Watcher."
Gentle hands cupped
Faith's face while hazel eyes tinted brown, gazing deep.
"I don't want that
to happen. I want to stay with you as long as you wish it,
Faith." Annabel
paused, searching the Slayer's features then adding softly,
so softly Faith
barely heard her, "Stay as your Watcher and your lover.
I'll be them both
for as long as you want me."
"That's forever, Anna," said Faith calm and
decisively, her dark brown eyes
totally earnest, reaching up to hold Annabel's hands in her
own. "And for as
long as you want me too."
"I'm glad," said Annabel with a breath, looking
relieved as she squeezed
Faith's hands tenderly. "I think we'll be together for quite
some time
then." She formed a playful smile then added, "As
long as we get started on
our cleaning."
Chuckling at this, Faith tugged on Annabel's hand, leading
her out of the
library. Turning to look back at her, she smirked big and
said, "I think we
gotta start with our bedroom..." Her eyes flashed and
she drawled slowly,
"Or should I be sayin' that it's your bedroom
again?"
"For the time being," Annabel smiled, following
Faith into her large bedroom
that had become their sleeping quarters for the past three
months. "I
wouldn't worry so if I were you," she murmured, moving
against Faith,
smoothly wrapping her up in an embrace from behind, sighing
as the Slayer
leant into her. Dipping her head down, Annabel murmured into
Faith's ear,
"We'll correct the situation. Soon as we rid ourselves
of Kakistos and are
on our own again."
"Sounds good," Faith replied, relaxing into
Annabel's hold.
And it did sound good. She really had no fondness for the
idea of people
invading the nice happy cocoon she and Annabel had created.
If Buffy and her
Watcher found out, if they spilled to the Council, she knew
Annabel was
right about what would happen. They would fire her. Faith
felt herself go
cold at the idea. Although she knew that no matter what,
Annabel would never
leave her completely, the idea of Annabel not being her
Watcher chilled
Faith to the bone. It was unthinkable, she needed Annabel in
all ways
including as a mentor in slaying.
"This will take some time," Annabel sighed,
reluctantly pulling away from
Faith and crossing the room, gathering up some of the
Slayer's clothes that
were all over the premises, scattered in various places. She
smiled softly
and looked back at Faith. "It seems we've made quite
the mess."
"Yeah," said Faith, grinning sheepishly as she
noticed how her things were
all over the place, having no rhyme or reason, but looking
simply like they
belonged there. That it was where they were meant to be.
Probably because
that's where they were meant to be, Faith realized. In here
with Annabel.
"Looks like."
Picking up her clothes with Annabel, it took Faith only a
few minutes to
realize something fairly significant. That if most of the
rooms in the
mansion looked even a little like this one, with bits and
pieces of their
relationship spread all over it, and she was pretty sure
they did, they had
one hell of a cleaning job to do.
---
So far Buffy wasn't having a very pleasant trip. First she
had to go through
the hell of explaining the situation to her mother and
receiving first
strict orders then a deluge of worry over the entire trip.
Then there was
the airplane ride, something she had been happy about...
Until she found out the cheapskates at the Council had
booked them in coach
and she spent the whole flight with her seat being kicked by
an obnoxious
little kid who Buffy wished with all her being was a vamp so
she could stake
him. Too bad for her, Giles reassured her several times he
wasn't a vampire
or some form of evil incarnate, he was just another spoiled
child. Which, he
added, was in a lot of ways far worse than anything they
ever dealt with
daily.
Now they were driving in the teeny weeny rental car, trying
to locate
wherever the other Slayer and her Watcher resided in New
Orleans. Looking at
Giles, she heaved a sigh then asked, "Are you sure you
read the map right?"
"For the fifth time, yes," Giles clenched his jaw,
starting to get annoyed.
He knew very well that Buffy wasn't happy about this trip of
theirs but it
seemed to him she didn't realize neither was he. The constant
complaining
was starting to get on his nerves and he wondered what sort
of company
they'd be for their colleagues if this kept up. "New
Orleans is a fairly
large city, you realize."
"Yeah," said Buffy, peering out the window again.
"It's nice here though. A
lot prettier than Sunnydale." She looked back at him
and frowned. "Do they
get tons of demon activity down here? Is that why the other
Slayer's here?"
"New Orleans has always had a good deal of supernatural
activity," replied
Giles, relieved Buffy had taken a break from complaining.
"From what I
recall, this is the fourth largest center for it in the
United States."
"Sunnydale's the first, right?" asked Buffy,
smirking when Giles nodded yes.
"Give it up then... what are the other two?"
"Los Angeles and New York," said Giles. "One
would suppose that is due to
their large populous, making it easy for demons to shift in
and out of
society. It's not so in New Orleans, this being a smaller
city, but still...
rather like Sunnydale, it has a history in the supernatural,
drawing demons
to it."
"Huh," murmured Buffy thoughtfully. She looked out
the window again, staring
at the crowds of people on the street, chatting happily,
smirking at the
tourists that were gathered around a local voodoo shop.
"What's she like?"
"I'm not quite sure," said Giles, frowning as he
thought on this question.
"I've received minimal reports on their activities from
the Council, just as
I'm sure they have about us, but they don't really describe
her personality
as such. Her name is Faith Spencer, though, and her Watcher
is Annabel
Cooper." He paused to smile softly and said,
"Lovely girl. I knew her
father... stupendous man."
"You don't have any info on her?" Buffy asked
skeptically, looking to him.
"Come on, I just want a crumb here. Nothing big."
"Well," Giles began slowly. "Faith and
Annabel live together. Apparently
Faith's home life wasn't the happiest and when she was
approached to train
as a Slayer in waiting, she was quite eager to leave Boston
for New Orleans.
Also," his voice had a slight ring of disapproval,
"she doesn't attend
school."
"No school?" Buffy asked, her tones tinged with
envy. She wasn't exactly
school's biggest fan, especially with Snyder riding her all
the time but
still... now that she considered it, it would be strange not
to go. A
thought occurred to Buffy and she frowned then asked,
"She isn't another
Slayer soldier like Kendra is she?" She was quiet for a
moment then sighed
at this. "I mean... I liked Kendra and all but she was
sorta gung ho'ey
about the whole Slayer deal. I'm not sure how well I can
work with this
chick if she's like that too, you know?"
Pondering how wrong the word gung ho'ey sounded, Giles shook
his head before
he replied, "Yes, I understand your feelings perfectly
well, Buffy. However,
I think it's safe to assume Faith is nothing like
Kendra."
"Yeah? Why's that?" asked Buffy.
"Because," said Giles with a smile as he parked
the rental car on the
street, looking past Buffy and at the building before them,
"Kendra would
have never lived in a dwelling such as this."
"No way," Buffy breathed, her eyes going wide.
"They have a mansion." She
stared at it in shock for a long moment then she whirled
around to face
Giles. "I want a mansion! Why don't you have a mansion?
We deserve a
mansion!"
Rolling his eyes, Giles got up and out of the car, closing
the door quietly,
and smiling benevolently as Buffy rushed out of the vehicle
and began
bouncing in her inspection of the mansion. "Annabel's
family is fairly
wealthy," Giles said in dry tones, he sighed as he
watched Buffy pulling at
the winding vine of flowers on the large wrought iron gates.
"Buffy!" he
chastised. "Don't do that."
"Do they have gardeners? They must have gardeners. No
way could they do the
slaying thing and garden, it would take too much time,"
Buffy said, standing
back and staring at the huge white mansion. "This place
is so cool."
"I'm sure they'll be happy to hear that," Giles
said, shaking his head and
walking past Buffy and towards the front steps. "Now
hurry up, if what I was
informed on their enemy is true, it isn't safe for us to
stand about out
here."
"Pfff, Khaki Trousers, no big, I'll stake him
easy," Buffy dismissed,
following after Giles, bounding up the large steps to the
front walk. She
squirmed around him to knock loudly on the front door.
"You'll see," she
beamed at Giles who raised an eyebrow at her, "this'll
take no time at all."
"Faith said as much herself," a lilting voice said
in humorous tones. Buffy
whirled around and came face to face with a tall woman with
wild fawn
colored hair which was pulled back, piled haphazardly in a
bun that would
look horrible on a normal person but somehow looked entirely
sexy on her
figure. Dressed in a pair of dark brown slacks and a light
blue blouse that
clung to her frame, she was a picture of quiet elegance.
"You must be
Buffy," she continued, smiling. "I'm Annabel, it
is a pleasure to meet you
but why don't we get acquainted inside?"
Standing to one side, Annabel held the door open as they
walked in, closing
the door with a resounding click, putting the locks in place
and turning to
them. A pair of hazel eyes focused on Giles and she smiled
again. "Mr. Giles,"
she said with clear fondness. "It's good to see you.
How have you been?"
"I've been quite well, you?" asked Giles warmly.
"Better days have been seen," said Annabel dryly,
she reached her hand up,
pushing a stray lock of hair from her eyes.
"Come," she said, "lets go into
the library. I'll explain everything to you there." She
started to walk but
paused on seeing Buffy's curious expression as she searched
her
surroundings. Smiling at this, she remarked, "Faith is
showering. She just
finished training, you see."
"This late?" asked Buffy with surprise. Usually
she only trained with Giles
after school. Hardly any other time than that. She wondered
how different
the life this other Slayer led was from her own.
"Faith tends to train three or four times a day,
depending on her mood,"
Annabel informed, walking up the wide and sweeping stairs.
"She enjoys being
active."
Ignoring the look Giles was shooting at her and becoming
more and more
convinced that despite the ultra cool mansion, Faith could
very well be a
Kendra clone, Buffy studied the library they were now in. It
was a lot
bigger than the one in the school, with twice as many books,
although like
the library at Sunnydale High, half of them appeared to have
nothing to do
with the supernatural. Must be a Watcher thing, she supposed,
liking to read
a lot.
"As far we've been able to tell, Kakistos moved his
operations best he could
to New Orleans. Including taking up temporary residence with
his entire
legion of followers," said Annabel. She leaned back
against her desk,
gesturing towards the various furniture about the room and
they took notice,
Giles sitting down in a leather chair and Buffy plopping
onto the
comfortable couch. "Faith and I came upon some of his
followers on our Mardi
Gras patrol, I'm afraid. We killed a good many, but not all,
and the few
that lived ran back to him, informing him of our
actions." She sighed deeply
and her eyes were solemn. "He wants revenge as such.
Kakistos happens to be
one of the rare Master Vampires that cares about his
followers. Also," her
hazel eyes shifted into brown, holding a definite look of
worry, "he doesn't
like the idea of a Slayer being in his territory. It just
won't do in his
opinion. Which leads us to the situation we're in right
now."
"The Council said that you attacked Kakistos,"
Giles began slowly.
"Well, yes and no," said Annabel, she shifted in
her position, folding her
arms across her chest, covering her lengthy frame. "We
wanted to see his new
base of operations, seek it out, search for weaknesses for
when we would
attack but we were discovered. A battle was inevitable in
such a situation,
and so battle we did." Annabel shifted her eyes away
from Giles, looking at
the wall of books, her expression tightening slightly.
"Faith was injured
and we retreated. I contacted the Council and they felt that
you should aid
us in destroying Kakistos. I agreed to it, of course."
She looked to them,
her expression honest and unwavering. "Because it is
what would be safest
and smartest for us right now."
"Makes sense," Buffy commented and was rewarded
with a soft smile from
Annabel that made her blush lightly on seeing it.
"Faith got hurt?" she
asked, hoping to distract herself from this reaction.
"An alligator bit her," said Annabel, giving a wry
smile. Her hazel eyes
twinkled and she chuckled on seeing Buffy's face scrunch up.
"I know," she
murmured. "It is rather odd, I admit. Apparently
Kakistos keeps them for
pets. Heaven knows why. Horrible creatures, even when
they're meat on a
stick."
"Awww, Anna," a slow drawl sounded in the air and
everyone turned, looking
towards the door to the library. Faith stood there, leaning
against it with
an easy smile on her features. She was clad in a pair of
black jeans and a
cream colored mans dress shirt, unbuttoned just enough to
show a bit of
cleavage. "I thought I was finally gettin' you to
appreciate the wonders of
gator on a stick."
"Not quite," said Annabel in droll tones, smiling
fondly at the Slayer. She
looked over at Giles and Buffy and murmured, "Mr.
Giles, Buffy... this is
Faith." Turning her attention back to Faith who was
strolling over to sit on
the desk that she was leaning against, Annabel then said,
"That's Mr. Giles
and Buffy."
"No," said Faith, gasping a bit, wearing an
expression of false surprise,
"really?"
"Smart aleck," Annabel accused, smiling. She
reached out to tap Faith on the
nose. "Be good." Looking over to Giles and Buffy,
she shifted back into
serious mode and asked, "What do you suggest in way of
a plan of attack? I
had thought we might begin training first... ready Faith and
Buffy for
battle, so they could learn to fight together before we
strike out at him."
"Yes," Giles said, giving a cough, darting his
gaze over at Buffy who looked
just as baffled as he was. They got along well, yes, that
was true, but they
didn't get along that well. Still... different Slayer,
different Watcher,
that much was clearly true. "I think perhaps that would
be the best route to
take."
"Well then," Annabel smiled softly, "lets get
started, shall we?"
"Yeah," chuckled Faith, hopping off the desk,
walking backwards out of the
room as she waggled her eyebrows at the British woman.
"We shall do that."
"I said be good," chided Annabel, following after
Faith.
The two of them exited the library completely unaware of the
curious looks
they were getting from both Buffy and Giles who were
wondering how different
things really were in this part of the slaying world. And
what it all meant.
---
"You have an impressive collection of swords,"
Giles murmured, inspecting
the walls while Faith and Buffy kicked off their shoes in
preparation for
sparring.
"It suffices," said Annabel, dipping her head and
giving a smile. She
approached him quietly, dropping her voice as she said,
"Faith is fond of
them. I found it best to simply keep them about. Makes
patrol more enjoyable
to have some variety."
"Buffy doesn't have a preference in the way of
weapons," chuckled Giles,
adjusting his wire rim glasses. He paused to think on this
and murmured,
"She enjoys a good swing of an ax sometimes though.
Then again," his lips
moved into a smile, "I think so does any fighter of
evil."
"Axes can be rather fun," Annabel agreed,
chuckling as well.
"Horrible to clean though," said Giles, shaking
his head, facing Annabel.
"Once took me five hours to get one back to half its
original state after
Buffy killed some Rievaw demons with it. Dreadful
creatures," he muttered.
"I know," said Annabel, her eyes lighting up.
"We destroyed a nest of them
only a few weeks back. Simply took the longest time of any
slaying, not
because they're particularly hard to kill but because
they're just so
messy."
"The explosions, god!" Giles exclaimed, making a
childish face of disgust.
"Splatters of green and blue everywhere. I can't stand
even thinking of it
and the smell," he ducked his head, whispering to her,
"Buffy smelled for
days after."
Nodding her head, Annabel replied, "Faith as
well."
The Watchers would have continued in their conversation if a
loud and
irritated cough hadn't sounded in the air. Turning, they
looked at the
Slayers who had on peevish expressions as they stared at
them. At least
Buffy had a peevish expression, Faith just looked amused
about something.
"I smelled for days?" Buffy repeated, putting her
hands on her hips,
scowling at Giles. "You said it wasn't that bad! I
thought the springtime
fresh aerosol helped me get rid of that? You said it
did!"
"Yes, well... it wasn't that bad?" offered Giles
lamely, looking
uncomfortable.
Narrowing her eyes at him, Buffy said huffily,
"Whatever." She turned her
attention to Faith who was smirking big at Annabel and said,
"You don't have
anything to say to her? She said you smelled too, you
know."
"Oh, she already got punished for that," Faith
drawled, her dark eyes filled
with humor as she recalled their activities that night.
"Had to smell me
plenty."
"Indeed," said Annabel, turning red. She coughed a
bit then clapped her
hands together, nearing the mat as she said, "Why don't
you start with a
simple sparring match? Skills against skills, no
weapons." Quickly looking
back to Giles, she had sudden expression of worry.
"Unless you have another
suggestion, I don't--"
"No, no," Giles waved his hands, giving a warm
smile, "I think that would
make a fine starting match. Let them test each other, see
how the other
fights." Walking to her side, he murmured, "You
make a fine Watcher,
Annabel. It seems that you have the instincts for it."
He paused then added,
"Your father would be proud."
"Yes," Annabel said quietly, watching with lidded
eyes as Faith stood across
from Buffy on the middle of the mat, moving into position.
"I hope as much
myself."
The Slayers stared at each other for a long moment, then
Faith's lips formed
the barest hint of a smile and then she arched an eyebrow, as
if to say,
"Well? I'm waiting." That was when Buffy's eyes
darkened and she made the
first move, a sharp high kick aimed at Faith who ducked it
as her smile
widened.
And so it began, an elegant and deadly dance as kicks and
punches were
exchanged with blinding speed, moving and ducking blows,
coming close to
defeat but always rising back towards victory. It was an
even match that had
merely one element that stood out of place, to attention.
Faith was having fun and Buffy... well, Buffy wasn't. While
the dark Slayer
had an easy smile during the entire fight, one that kept
spreading wider and
wider, with happy laughter even escaping her lips at some
points, Buffy's
frown deepened as the look in her eyes grew darker yet.
After just a few
scarce moments it became clear to their Watchers that the
two girls had
severely different temperaments that sprung from their
opinions on slaying
and just fighting general.
While Faith enjoyed being a Slayer, enjoyed the life it gave
her, and
enjoyed the battles she fought, Buffy, with everything that
was in her, did
not. Giles knew this, it was hard not to when you were close
with Buffy, but
he hadn't realized just how extreme it was until he watched
her spar with
someone who did enjoy it.
Perhaps it was Buffy's lack of enjoyment and her anger at
Faith on seeing
how the other Slayer obviously felt the opposite, which
caused her to win
the match. A strong punch to the stomach sent Faith falling
and Buffy was on
her, pinning her to the mat as dark eyes met light and Faith
gave her that
infuriating smile again.
"Good match, Buff," breathed Faith, not appearing
a little bit disturbed
that she had just been beaten. She moved her gaze over to
Annabel who was
watching her with a look of concern. "How'd I do?"
she asked, softer now.
"Okay?"
"You were splendid as usual," murmured Annabel,
walking forward, lightly
clasping Buffy's shoulder, causing the blonde to move
backwards. Leaning
down, she offered her hand to Faith, pulling the Slayer to
her feet. Pushing
back a few stray locks of dark hair, her hand lingered on
Faith's cheek.
"Simply splendid."
Annabel pulled away from Faith, regarding Buffy with even
eyes as the Slayer
stood up and stared Faith down, her gaze harsh but somehow
confused. "You
like it, don't you," said Buffy after a long moment.
"The slayin'?" asked Faith, wanting confirmation
before she answered. When
Buffy nodded, she shrugged and said, "Yeah, I guess I
do."
Another moment of silence passed then Buffy replied starkly,
"I don't."
The ring of the doorbell sounded and Annabel turned to look
out the gym.
"That must be our food," she informed, fixing a
concerned gaze on first
Buffy then Giles before heading out of the room. "I'll
get it."
"Wait up, Anna," said Faith, following quickly
after Annabel, her voice
trailing in the air as she left Buffy and Giles in the gym.
"You don't know
that for sure. What if it's Special K and his cronies of
evil?"
Once they were alone, Giles moved to stand in front of Buffy
and she looked
up at him. Smiling sadly, he asked her, "What's the
matter?"
"She likes it," said Buffy quietly, her voice
echoing with confusion.
Looking up at him with troubled eyes, she asked, "How
can she like killing
things? We hunt and kill monsters, we deal with everything that's
bad in
this world. How can she like that, Giles? It isn't something
you should
like, it's wrong and... okay, it's just wrong and it isn't
something that
someone should like."
"Buffy," murmured Giles, his tones solemn,
"you must understand that some
people have never had the life that you do. That their lives
are in many
ways worse, filled with a type of evil you've yet to
experience, and I hope
never will. From what I've been told, Faith is one of those
people. Becoming
a Slayer has made her life better, which is why she enjoys
it." His voice
was soft, seeming to ask her to try and understand.
"Not because she likes
to kill."
"I guess," said Buffy slowly, trailing off. She
sighed and shrugged her
shoulders, offering him her brightest smile. "Didn't they
say something
about food?"
"Yes," said Giles, returning the smile, walking
with her out of the gym. "I
believe they did mention something along those lines."
They entered the foyer to find Faith and Annabel chatting
with a handsome
young man of Creole descent. Wearing a pair of sleek black
tailored pants
and a red dress shirt, he made a dapper picture. Arching a
black eyebrow, he
locked his dark gaze on Buffy and formed an oh so slow
smile.
"Mais," he drawled, tilting his head to one side,
"who dis?" Looking over at
Faith, he smirked and said, "You hidin' ladies from me,
beb? Dat what goin' on?"
"Yeah, right," Faith chuckled deeply. "Like I
could do somethin' like that."
Shaking her head, she made a fancy sweeping gesture towards
Buffy and Giles.
"T.Paul, these are our new pals, Buffy and Giles."
She stepped closer to
him, whispering in his ear, "The girl is Buffy, since I
know that's all your
interested in, huh?"
"Oh, beb," T.Paul's voice was rich with laughter,
"you knowin' me so well,
ne?" Strolling over to Buffy, he smiled widely at her,
easily lifting her
hand in his own and pressing his lips gently to it. Looking
up at her with
twinkling eyes, he said, "Pleasure t'meet such a pretty
lady as you, petit."
"I... yeah... okay," Buffy said, blushing and
looking rather flustered.
"Shy one too," T.Paul said with pleasure, eyeing
Buffy closely. He walked
backwards, his gaze still firmly on her and his smile
spreading. "Is good,
the shy ones." Looking to Faith, he drawled, "A
sign of a true lady, Mama
says."
Rolling her eyes, Faith whapped T.Paul on the shoulder,
laying her hands on
his back, propelling him towards the front door.
"That's what you say about
nearly all qualities a chick has, T.Paul," she accused
with humor. "Now get
outta here."
"Aw beb," said T.Paul in overly sad tones,
"don' you love me no more?
Pushin' me outta your life like this... I don' think I can
survive th'
rejection."
"Dork," Faith said with a laugh, watching as he
exited the house, still
talking about how he was abused by her. Closing the door,
she shook her head
then locked her eyes on Buffy who was still looking shocked.
"Sorry Buff,"
she said sheepishly, "he's always like that. Likes
flirtin' and all."
"I getcha, it's fine, flirting," said Buffy quickly,
offering a huge smile
that wasn't all that convincing. "Fine... flirting
fine, fine with the
flirting, and... fine."
They were quiet then Annabel held up the bags of food.
"Shall we eat?" she
suggested, giving a soft smile. "I ordered plenty for all."
With that, they convened to the kitchen, Buffy and Giles
still wondering at
just how different things were and could get in the lives of
their
counterparts. Though the answer to that question was
certainly not one they
would ever expect.
---
Once they finished their meal, Annabel putting the dishes
away in the washer
with the help of Faith, she broached the question that she
was sure was on
most of their minds. "When do you think we should
attack?" she asked.
"Not anytime soon, certainly," murmured Giles,
leaning back in his chair,
observing as Annabel shut the washer. She rested back
against the counter,
her eyes on him as he went on. "Buffy and Faith must be
trained properly
first, learn how to fight well together before we're ready
for such action.
That will take time, perhaps in a week or so, I'd consider
that best."
"I was thinking as much," said Annabel with a nod.
"Man," Faith groaned, closing the cabinet door and
setting down two coffee
mugs. "That's bullshit, Anna. We should attack him now,
before he has time
to plan anymore whacked out crap on us. The more time we
spend to prepare
the more time he's got to prepare too. And you know that's
not good." She
looked back at Giles and asked, "What do you take in
your coffee?"
"Cream, thank you," said Giles, smiling at her. He
soon frowned though,
removing his glasses, cleaning them as he said, "I
would agree to a point,
but taking action like that would be much too dangerous,
Faith."
"Exactly," said Annabel, her eyes on Faith. Her
tones were soft and almost
pleading as she murmured, "I don't want you
hurt..." Drifting her gaze over
to Buffy, she added, "Or Buffy as well. This is safest
for us."
"Safe," Faith snorted, pouring the mugs of coffee
for Annabel and Giles. She
crossed to the refrigerator and pulled out a container of
cream, pouring a
bit into Giles' coffee. Walking over to him, she handed him
the mug and
locked her eyes on Buffy who had been quiet through all of
this. "Slayin's
not a safe occupation, dontcha agree, Buff? We're not gonna
be safe no
matter when we attack. I just say that sooner is a hell of a
lot better than
later."
"Yeah," said Buffy, nodding her head. Looking over
at Giles, she watched him
take a sip of his coffee and said, "Why wait anyway?
What's the point? We go
in, we stake him, we go out. End story and end of my Mom's
worries."
"Buffy," said Giles with a sigh. "It wouldn't
be wise. We must train first,"
he locked his eyes with hers and said firmly, "and that
is that."
Making a face, Buffy looked at Faith who shrugged, saying
silently that they
had done their best. Forming a grin, Faith said, "Look
on the bright side,
Buff. You're getting yourself a nice vacation from
school."
"Hey," said Buffy slowly, her voice tinged with
amazement. Her eyes lit up
as she regarded Faith, smiling at her. "You're right.
School vacation!" she
bounced up in her seat. "That's always a good
thing."
"Really, Buffy," Giles sighed again. "School
is something you should enjoy."
"Should, would, could, but I don't," said Buffy,
sticking her tongue out at
him. "And don't try to ruin my happiness about not
having to go. Now I might
just do my training here without complaining at you."
"Revolutionary concept, that," Giles shook his
head, sipping his coffee
again.
"Yup," replied Faith in knowing tones, crossing
back to Annabel who was
holding her coffee mug and watching her with a droll
expression. "That's the
key, y'know. To look on the bright side." Her dark eyes
glittered with
amusement, her voice dropping as she murmured to Annabel,
"In everything."
"I quite agree," said Annabel, wearing a secret
smile, her eyes twinkling as
they met Faith's before she had a drink of her coffee.
---
She couldn't sleep and it was strange for her. All of her
life, Annabel had
never found sleep to be an elusive friend, it was always
there for her when
she needed it but now it was lost to her. Something was
missing, she
realized, looking back at her large bed, the sheets a mess from
her tossing
and turning.
Faith was missing.
Stranger even still was that she couldn't sleep because
Faith wasn't with
her. She had other lovers... ones less serious than Hannah
and James, and
even with the two of them as well, she could sleep when they
weren't with
her. It didn't matter how much she loved them, how strong
their relationship
was, when she was tired and they weren't around, she could
sleep, everything
was fine.
That simply wasn't the case in her relationship with Faith.
For hours she
tried to sleep but she couldn't, it didn't feel right, her
body and mind
were restless and it was so empty in the bed without her. A
big gaping hole
was there and she knew full well only Faith could fill it.
Annabel sighed in resignation. It seemed she would have to
deal with a case
of insomnia and run on a tired system until they dealt with
the Kakistos
situation. No solution could really be given, after all.
Certainly Faith
couldn't return to sleeping with her while Buffy and Giles
stayed with them
and without Faith... well, it didn't seem likely she'd be
able to sleep
anytime soon.
She wondered at it though. The depth of the relationship,
the amount that
she needed Faith, it continued to surprise her. Never had
she experienced
anything quite like this before and it frightened her at
times. Faith was
just a girl, younger than her by a few years, and at times
Annabel felt, no,
she knew that she truly did want to spend the rest of her
life with her.
Was that right of her though? To ask such a thing of someone
that young,
with their entire life ahead of them? Settling down at such
an age...
Annabel couldn't fathom it, having run wild for some time
herself before the
death of her father caused her to create a change in her
life.
Shaking her head, Annabel sighed, leaning back to rest
against the wall by
the windowsill. Gazing out the window and at the street, she
decided to stop
thinking on it. What would happen would happen, there was
nothing she could
do to stop it. She found a good deal of comfort in the
thought of fate in
times like this, when the dark and sad thoughts would
overtake her. Fate
would steer her right, would take her on the path she was
meant to walk, she
just had to believe in it.
Believe in herself as well, in Faith, and in the love they
shared. If she
did that then perhaps it would all work out, despite all the
odds she knew
they would one day have to face.
She looked out the window, absorbed in these thoughts, when
she heard a
hesitant rap on her door. Blinking at this, she rose to her
feet, the blue
silk of her pajama pants pooling around her feet as she
crossed the room.
Opening the door just a tad to look at the figure who stood
shyly in front
of it.
"Faith?" said Annabel with quiet surprise. The
Slayer was dressed in her
makeshift pajamas that she hardly ever used, a pair of boxer
shorts and a
black tank top, which were rumpled on her figure, making her
look adorable.
"What is it?" she continued softly, her voice
echoing with worry. "Is
something wrong?"
Looking down at the floor, Faith shrugged her shoulders,
lifting her eyes
reluctantly and admitting in husky tones, "I couldn't
sleep." She shifted
foot to foot, averting her gaze from Annabel's. "I
missed you, y'know."
A slow smile spread on her features and Annabel felt her
heart lighten as
she stepped to one side, reaching for Faith's hand, pulling
the Slayer into
her room then quietly closing the door behind them. Locking
it smoothly, she
looked to Faith who still had her gaze fixed away from her,
looking
embarrassed.
"Faith," said Annabel again, cupping the Slayer's
face in her hands, smiling
as dark eyes looked to her. She caressed Faith's cheek
tenderly and she
pulled the girl to her, ducking her head down to whisper in
her ear, "I
missed you as well. Why do you think I answered the door so
quickly?"
"You couldn't sleep either?" asked Faith with
surprise, burrowing into
Annabel's arms, sighing as she breathed in the familiar
scent of lavender.
Hands stretched over the cool blue silk of Annabel's pajama
top, holding her
close. "Weird."
"Yes," Annabel chuckled, moving back to place a
gentle kiss on Faith's
cheek. She nuzzled the Slayer for a moment then looked into
her eyes as she
said, "I think we have a problem between us, don't you?
Sleep is important."
Faith frowned at this, her hands playing with the edges of
Annabel's shirt,
unbuttoning the bottom button, her fingertips tickling over
the bare abdomen
that was now revealed to her. "Well," she said
thoughtfully, "you did lock
the door and we got pretty thick walls around here."
"Faith!" Annabel exclaimed, bursting into quiet
but delighted laughter that
held a trace of reprove. "We were discussing our lack
of sleep, not that."
"Yeah," admitted Faith, giving a little grin,
"but we always sleep after,
right?"
Shaking her head, Annabel murmured, "We shouldn't do
such things. Not while
Mr. Giles and Buffy remain with us. It's far too dangerous,
you realize."
"I guess," said Faith slowly. She lifted up dark
eyes and peered at Annabel
before she formed a small smile as her hands reached down,
holding Annabel's
hips, stroking her pale skin softly. "We could always
be reaaaaaaal quiet."
"Faith..." said Annabel again.
She began only to stop and gasp as those hands moved up and
under her shirt,
popping it open, cupping her breasts as Faith stood higher,
pressing into
her. Lips were soft, so very soft on her skin, kissing and
nipping, moving a
burning path to her own, seizing them with a quiet passion,
opening them up,
tasting deep and leaving nothing unexplored, pulling away
slowly to leave
them bruised. Dark eyes searched hers deep and she could see
the love and
desire in them, and it wasn't something Annabel wanted to
deny herself, not
now or ever.
No matter who happened to be staying in the mansion with
them.
"We must be very quiet," said Annabel, allowing
her shirt to slip off of her
tall frame, falling to the floor. She moved her hands,
pulling up Faith's
tank top, removing it from the Slayer, dropping it next to
her shirt. Then
she ducked her head, meeting their lips for a deep kiss,
relishing Faith's
groan as she eagerly moved into her and they backed towards
the bed. They
parted and rose dusted lips curled up in a smile, sitting
Faith down on the
bed, pulling her boxer shorts and underwear off then peering
into dark brown
eyes. "Quiet as a mouse."
"I'm Mickey, you're Minnie, no problem," said
Faith hoarsely, reaching for
Annabel, pulling the woman to her. They went tumbling onto
the bed, Annabel
pressed down onto Faith, smiling gently at her as Faith
pushed locks of fawn
colored hair from her eyes.
"I'm Minnie?" questioned Annabel, her voice
echoing with humor.
"Yeah, y'know, the Mouse," said Faith, squirming
out from under Annabel,
tenderly pushing the British woman onto her back. She slowly
slid down her
body, removing the blue silk pants with her as she did,
repeating a similar
action with the panties she had on. When she was finished
and they were both
naked, Faith wore a quirky smile on her features as she laid
her body on top
of Annabel's. "Don't you watch Disney or anything,
Anna?"
"Not really," Annabel chuckled, reaching her hand
up to tangle in dark
locks, pulling Faith to her. Lips were inches apart as she
murmured, "And I
don't think this is the time to be discussing children's
cartoon characters
at that."
"Oh yeah?" Faith arched an eyebrow, smirking.
"What is it time for then?"
Instead of replying, Annabel captured Faith's lips in a
searing kiss, her
hands tracing down over the Slayer, grasping and holding her
buttocks,
pulling her up strongly, giving a soft smile at the groan
Faith released
when they slid against each other, feeling the wetness of
their excitement.
The Slayer was turned and moved and she was on her, lips
hot, kissing with
an ardent desire, hands cool, caressing Faith, filling her
with need as
Annabel dipped down to taste her.
Faith moaned, tossing her head as that tongue entered her,
always insistent,
skillful, knowing what she wanted and needed and giving it
to her time and
time again. It pressed in deep and she felt her orgasm upon
her and
suddenly, soft fingers, they were on her lips, pushing a
gentle entrance
into her mouth and Faith sucked on them, holding back the
urge to shout her
joy, knowing they had to be quiet, she had to be quiet...
then it was there,
she was climaxing, sucking on those long fingers, lost in
the pleasure as it
seized her completely.
After this happened, as the feelings faded away, she opened
her eyes to look
deep into pools of hazel that shifted green as they gazed at
her, seeming to
see into her very soul. Fingers slipped from her lips and
she said hoarsely,
"Anna."
"I love you, Faith," was all Annabel said and it
was all that she needed to
say because it was all Faith ever needed to hear from her.
Her body trembled, losing strength, and Annabel spread over
her, pulling
Faith down and onto her, holding her close, hands tangling
in her hair,
soothing her with murmurs and Faith felt herself drifting
off before she
could help it. Her body was tired and spent, but she felt so
good, so
perfect. Only she didn't want to sleep, no, she wanted to be
awake, she
wanted to make love with Annabel but she could feel herself drifting.
That
voice, that gentle voice she loved so much, it was urging
her to go ahead
and do that, to go to sleep, and so she did.
Pulling the covers up and over them, Annabel leaned back
into the softness
of the bed and smiled down at Faith, wrapping her arms
around her. Releasing
a soft groan, Faith buried her face in the crook of her
neck, holding
Annabel more firmly to her then she sighed and relaxed into
the arms that
embraced her.
Kissing dark locks, Annabel smiled again, rubbing the
Slayer's back gently
in a circular movement, feeling herself drawn into the lull
of sleep as
well. As she did, she felt relieved that she set her alarm
an hour earlier
in order to make a large breakfast for four. They definitely
had to wake up
early now, so Buffy and Giles wouldn't know the truth of
where Faith had
spent her evening.
Although, Annabel realized, turning to look at Faith's
features, at peace,
filled with a rare vulnerability and sweetness that few got
to see, even if
they were to find out, it was worth it. Being Faith was
worth anything.
Even losing her position as a Watcher.
---
Research wasn't something that Slayers enjoyed. Maybe
somewhere in their
long history there was one very special Slayer that liked
reading huge and
very boring books on monsters for hours on end but if there
was she was dead
and her preferences were most definitely not carried on in
Faith and Buffy.
Which was precisely why they were wearing identical
expressions of boredom
while Annabel and Giles commiserated on Kakistos' colorful
history. They
frankly didn't give a damn what country he was born in or
why he had chosen
to name himself 'the worst of the worst' in Greek. All they
wanted to know
was the best way to kill him. Something that wasn't
currently being
discussed.
Hence the boredom.
Sighing heavily and only finding enjoyment in watching
Annabel's eyes light
up with excitement as she talked with Giles about their
enemy, Faith rested
her chin in the palm of her hand. She formed a tiny smile as
the taller
woman waved her hands about, emphasizing her argument while
Giles reached
for his glasses and cleaned them. Faith wondered about that,
it was an odd
habit he had, doing it so often she wondered if they were
perpetually dirty.
She felt a tiny bump on her shoulder and looked over at
Buffy who gave her a
conspiratorial look. "Want to get out of here?"
she asked. Pausing a moment,
she nodded at Annabel and Giles. "They're not about to
stop anytime soon."
Following Buffy's gaze and knowing she was right, Faith
sighed again,
shrugging as she rose to her feet. "Might as
well," she drawled. Looking at
Annabel, a smile spread on her features as she called,
"We're headin' out,
Anna! Spend awhile in the garden with the flowers that don't
talk about
monsters."
"Wonderful," said Annabel absently, darting her
gaze to Faith and smiling
warmly before she turned back to Giles to continue their
conversation. "Have
fun, Faith."
"I lost her," Faith chuckled, shaking her head and
walking out of the
library. Sparing a look at Buffy, she said, "C'mon,
Buff, lets get outta
here before we get sucked into their weirdo world of
analyzing the bad
guys."
"Fine with me," said Buffy.
They wandered downstairs and into the garden, Faith easily
hopping onto her
usual sitting place on the thick marble railing. Pulling a
nearby ashtray
closer to her, she reached into the pocket of her jeans,
pulling out a
silver tin. Opening it, she removed a slip of paper and
rested it on her
thigh, sprinkling tobacco over it before rolling the paper
up with smooth
efficiency. While this went on, Buffy was at her side,
climbing up on the
railing to sit next to her, watching Faith work.
"You smoke?" asked Buffy as Faith lifted the hand
rolled cigarette to her
mouth before shoving the tin back into her pocket.
Retrieving her lighter, Faith sparked it up and took a drag
of her cigarette
before removing it from her mouth and smirking at Buffy. She
blew a smoke
ring up and over their heads before she said, "What do you
think?"
"That you shouldn't," Buffy replied with a frown.
"Man, first Anna now you," said Faith, giving a
groan. She leaned back on
her hands and reached out to ash her cigarette. Looking back
at Buffy, she
said, "Is it just somethin' about me that chicks wanna
order me around?"
"Smoking is bad for you," said Buffy,
unconsciously parroting everything
she'd ever heard about the subject since she was a child.
"Plus it smells
icky."
"Icky?" Faith echoed, laughing. She moved her cigarette
closer, so Buffy
could smell the light smoke emerging from it. "Take a
whiff of that, huh?
Doesn't smell so icky to me. In fact, it smells pretty damn
good."
Unable to help doing what Faith said since the cigarette was
so close, Buffy
was surprised to take in the scent of chocolate which was
all in all, very
appealing. As she looked at Faith with confusion, the dark
Slayer smirked.
"Fancy imported tobacco," supplied Faith, taking
another drag. "I got tired
of hearin' Anna talk about the smell, so I found this shop
in the Quarter.
Real nice place, I go there so much that the owner gives me
a deal." Forming
a quirky grin, she drawled, "So now I only smoke the
nicest smellin' cigs
around." Leaning in close, Faith arched an eyebrow
mischievously. "Taste
nice too."
"I'm happy for you," said Buffy in dry tones,
trying to calm the fast beat
of her heart and ignore the fact that Faith and her
chocolate cigarette did
smell very good indeed. In fact, they smelled a little too
good for Buffy's
comfort. "But it doesn't change that they're still bad
for your health."
"Right," said Faith slowly. Taking a drag of her
cigarette, she blew a smoke
ring then looked at Buffy. "Tell me this, Buff, are we
or are we not Slayers?"
"We're Slayers," said Buffy, looking at Faith like
she was stupid.
"Bingo!" Faith smirked. Ashing her cigarette, she
looked back at Buffy then
continued, "As Slayers we got that nifty healin' deal
going on, don't we?
Who's to say that it doesn't work so our insides get healed
just as fast as
our outsides? I figure with the amount of times I've been
kicked, punched,
stabbed, and bitten it's gotta work that way. And goin'
further," Faith's
smirk widened as she watched Buffy gain a look of
understanding, "that means
any bad crap I suck in when I'm smokin' my smell good cigs
goes away thanks
to that healin'. Hence smoking not being bad at all."
Regarding Buffy with a
charming smile, Faith arched an eyebrow and gave her a wink.
"Least when
you're Slayers like us."
"That actually makes sense," said Buffy with a
hint of amazement.
"I got my moments," said Faith humorously, taking
another drag. She paused
to take notice of Buffy's close gaze on her. Dark brown eyes
glinted and she
offered the cigarette to the blonde Slayer at her side.
"Wanna try?" Her
lips quirked up and she drawled, "Y'know it's not gonna
kill you."
Looking from Faith to the cigarette then to Faith again,
Buffy found herself
returning that infectious grin and reaching for the
cigarette in her hand.
Taking a long drag, she breathed in the smoke, then coughed
loudly which
caused Faith to chuckle as she shook her head at Buffy.
"Don't inhale at first," advised Faith, reaching
out to cover Buffy's
fingers with hers. "You're a newbie, so just take a
drag then blow it on
out." She moved the cigarette back up to Buffy's lips
and smiled
encouragingly. "Go again."
Taking another drag, Buffy did as Faith said, and was
pleased with the fact
that she didn't end up hacking uncontrollably and the sweet
taste of
chocolate was on her lips and in her mouth. It was an
incredibly nice and
strange feeling, causing her to relax as she leaned back.
Turning to Faith,
she grinned widely and offered the cigarette back to her.
"Not bad, huh?" asked Faith, taking the cigarette
and smiling.
"Weirdly enough, it wasn't," said Buffy, returning
the smile. They were
quiet for a moment then Buffy shifted in her seat, watching
as Faith rubbed
the cigarette out as it got to its end. "So..."
Buffy began hesitantly. "You
don't go to school?"
"Nope," said Faith easily, looking over at Buffy.
"I stopped goin' before
Anna found me, y'know? When she recruited me for the whole
Slayer gig, I
asked her if I'd have go start goin' again and she said
no." She wore a
goofy grin and shrugged her shoulders. "Haven't gone
since."
"Don't you miss it?" asked Buffy, wondering if the
question sounded as
idiotic to Faith as it suddenly sounded to her. As idiotic
as it was, she
did wonder about it, as much as she disliked Snyder and
homework, she did
like some aspects of school. Like hanging out with her
friends.
"Not really," Faith said, her eyes darkening.
Focusing out on the garden,
she stared at the variety of flowers, feeling their beauty
calm her soul. "I
mean, when I went I didn't learn much... the teachers were
never into it
where I was from. Was more like a prison than a school with
the gangs and
stuff." Sighing deeply, Faith smiled then went on,
"Anna's taught me more
than any school could anyway. And I like learnin' what she
has to teach.
Stuff on the Slayer histories." Looking back to Buffy,
she grinned and said,
"Monster research is borin', yeah, but a lot of junk
having to do with the
slayin' can be pretty cool, Buff."
"Like what?" asked Buffy, genuinely curious in
what Faith had to say. The
concept that this girl was like Kendra, some sort of
emotionless slaying
machine was drifting further away in her mind. She didn't
know what to make
of Faith but she did know that she was starting to like her.
"Huh," Faith's face screwed up in thought,
considering everything Annabel
had talked with her about over their time together. She
formed a huge grin
and her eyes lit up as she looked to Buffy. "All right,
there was this
Slayer who lived in this hick backwards town outta Germany
and the citizens
of it actually tried to burn her alive because of her
powers. They thought
she was a witch or somethin' sent from the devil because of
what she could
do." Faith laughed at this and said, "What the
hell did they know, huh? She
was the chick meant to save them from crap like that and
they go and try to
kill her."
"What happened?" asked Buffy, her eyes wide.
"Her Watcher shows up, right?" Faith turned around
so she was straddling the
railing and facing Buffy. Her face was animated as she
continued with the
story and she said, "And he beats back the crowd. Bam
wham!" Faith smacked
her fist into her palm for emphasis. "He kicks all
their asses then he runs
outta town with her on some horse he swipes while he was
there. Thing is,
the girl is so fucked up after the town tries to kill her,
own damn family
included, she doesn't believe in people and he has a hell of
a time trying
to convince her to spend her life savin' them. He has to
spend all this time
with her, trainin' and such, living in this tiny cottage away
from most
folks to get her back on track so she can do the job."
Leaning back on her
hands, Faith grinned big at Buffy. "Cool, huh? That's
part of the story of
Elsbeth, one of our most kickin' Slayer predecessors."
"That is pretty cool," said Buffy, forming a grin
to match Faith's.
Mimicking Faith's posture, she leaned back on her hands.
"I didn't think
anything related to slaying could be interesting like that.
It's kind of
like a soap opera, isn't it?"
"Sorta," acknowledged Faith with a nod. "I
mean, you read the diaries and
histories and it's their lives, down to all the tiny
details, just written
there for us to find out about. Like... it's sorta heavy, if
you think on
it, Buff. Our entire lives are gonna be down on paper for
people to read
when we die. So maybe some Slayer later on can read it and
learn somethin'
from everything we've done. Even after we're gone, we'll
still be helping
people somehow."
Studying Faith with lidded eyes, Buffy found herself
speaking before she
could help it. "You're really smart," she said
softly, "why don't you go to
school? I can get that you don't like it but I'm sure you
could pass."
"It's not my scene, Buff," said Faith, her eyes
dark on Buffy's. She was
quiet then formed a gentle smile. "Thanks for the
compliment though, I don't
get those a lot. It's just... I don't fit in with the school
stuff." Faith
shrugged and directed her gaze back out at the garden.
"But maybe I'll get
my GED or somethin'."
"I think you should," Buffy murmured. When Faith
looked to her, she smiled
at her and continued, "You could do a lot, Faith, more
than just be a
Slayer. I know it's what we have to do but part of me still
hopes I can do
other things too. I'd like to go to college someday."
Buffy's face scrunched
up and she sighed. "That's if I can get any college to
actually accept me
with my grades."
"Got it rough, don't you?" asked Faith, studying
Buffy. "I don't wanna pry
or nothing, Buff, but I've heard stuff... about your
situation and all. I
know we just met but I just wanna tell you I think you do a
kick ass job
back there in that town of yours. The stuff you handle, it's
the real deal."
Meeting Faith's gaze, Buffy was quiet for a long while then
she found
herself telling someone something she never thought she
would. "I hate the
slaying, I hate doing this job, but I can't imagine my life
without it.
Sometimes I want it to all go away but I wonder what I would
do if it did,"
Buffy ducked her head and sighed softly. "It's the
weirdest thing. Like
being a Slayer is all tangled up with who I am now and I
can't separate the
two." Peering up at Faith whose dark eyes were on her,
almost comforting.
"Do you feel like that?"
"All the time," said Faith honestly. Her gaze was
lidded and she wore a sad
smile. "Thing is, I don't much mind that's how it's
gonna be until I die and
you do. I think the only thing you can really do is work
that out for
yourself, Buff. But," she formed a mischevious smile,
reaching out to clasp
Buffy's knee and shake her leg back and forth, "that's
gonna have to wait
till we waste Kakistos."
"Don't you mean Taquitos?" asked Buffy impishly,
her eyes twinkling.
"Kakistos," repeated Faith, deciding to play
along, wearing a fake frown.
"Kissing Toast?" continued Buffy, looking like the
atypical dumb blonde.
"Kakistos," repeated Faith a bit louder, smirking
with amusement.
"Tacky Ho's?" said Buffy, bursting into laughter
right after she said this.
"Tacky Ho's?" repeated Faith, bursting into
laughter along with Buffy.
After a few minutes, she calmed and pushed Buffy on the leg.
"What the hell
was that? Of all crap you coulda said you go and call him
Tacky Ho's?"
"I was making a comment on his possible choice in
female companions," said
Buffy, sniffing and trying to look stuck up but ultimately
failing.
"Right," Faith shook her head, smirking again. She
looked at Buffy for
a moment then said quietly, "You're good people, Buff.
I'm glad we got to
meet, y'know?"
"Yeah," said Buffy, smiling fondly, a feeling of
happiness surged in her as
she looked at Faith. "I'm glad that I got to meet you
too, Faith. I think
that we could be friends and I'd like that... being able to
talk with
someone who can understand about being a Slayer. I couldn't
really do that
with Kendra."
They sat in the garden, smiling at one another, delighting
in the feeling
that they now knew someone else that would get what it was
like to be a
Slayer and what it all meant. It was a feeling they both
liked and liked
quite a bit at that. Enough to make them want to fight their
very best
together.
---
Holding the punching bag, Giles winced and backed up, hoping
that next time
Buffy punched it wouldn't fly back at him quite so hard.
Seconds later, he
found himself sadly disappointed and let loose a sore groan.
"I think that's enough for now," said Giles,
walking out from behind the bag
and rubbing at his midsection. "You've trained quite a
bit so why don't we
wait until Annabel and Faith join us?"
"They're taking awhile, aren't they?" Buffy
commented, sitting down on the
mat cross legged, looking up at Giles who sat on an exercise
machine. "We
said we'd train at one o'clock, didn't we?"
"I believe so," murmured Giles, cleaning his
glasses. He paused in his
action to look at Buffy and smile. "I'm sure they
simply got involved with
their reading and became distracted. It's one of their
favorite pastimes and
according to Annabel, Faith enjoys hearing about the various
histories."
"Yeah, I know," Buffy nodded, "Faith was
telling me about some of them the
other day. They were pretty cool." When Giles looked at
her with surprise,
she gave a sheepish grin. "At least the ones she talked
about were. I'm sure
that there's a lot of boring histories she left out for the
sake of my
sanity."
"Quite," said Giles in dry tones. He looked away
from her, studying the wall
of weapons and murmured, "I was surprised at them
though. Annabel is doing
an excellent job as a Watcher. I had hoped as much but all
the same, I did
find it surprising." He seemed to be saying this more
to himself than Buffy.
Unfortunately for him, Buffy was in the room also.
"Why's that?" she asked,
grinning when Giles looked at her, appearing startled.
"Forget I was here?"
"No," Giles huffed. Shaking his head, he said,
"Annabel has a colorful past,
that's all. She was rather like myself at that age."
"Oh, so she was a bad magic using punk too then?"
Buffy teased.
"I wasn't that!" exclaimed Giles, looking
offended. When Buffy stared at him
hard he rolled his eyes and said, "Fine. Perhaps I was
but that's not
Annabel. She's just what I said she was... a bit wild,
nothing more. Her
father's death turned her around though. I wasn't there for
that, I'd
already been assigned other duties then."
Buffy looked at Giles thoughtfully then said, "You like
her, don't you?"
"She's a lovely girl," said Giles, focusing on
Buffy and smiling. "She was
then and she is now. Reminds me of you in some ways, always
has the best at
heart."
"I like Faith," said Buffy suddenly and Giles
blinked at this. Ducking her
head, Buffy looked down at the mat, picking at it with her
fingers. "We've
been talking and she's really nice. Plus she's nothing like
Kendra... she's
more human, you know?" Buffy looked up at Giles.
"And she understands."
"About being a Slayer," finished Giles for her.
"Yeah," Buffy nodded solemnly, looking shy,
"it's nice... to have someone
understand. Someone who will actually talk to me about
it." Looking at him
she smiled and said, "I guess if we ever have serious
big bad trouble back
home we can call on them for help now. Sort of like an
exchange program."
"That's a shrewd idea, Buffy," complimented Giles,
returning the smile. "One
I think we shall end up endorsing before too long."
"Knowing Sunnydale, I've got to agree," said Buffy
wryly. They were quiet
for another moment and then Buffy sighed, flopping onto her
back and staring
up at the ceiling. "They must really like those
histories," she remarked.
"Yes," said Giles, wondering about their absence
as well, "they must."
---
Meanwhile, in the library, two figures scurried around
behind a closed door,
the book they were supposed to be reading long forgotten,
lying next to the
couch. It had started innocently enough, Faith curled next
to Annabel as she
read, nothing unusual, something that always happened. Then
her fingers had
wandered during the reading, playing over Annabel's
midsection.
Annabel continued reading, trying her best to ignore the
sensations as Faith
leaned into her, resting her head on her shoulder. The
feeling of the Slayer
now pressed further into her caused a fire to ignite in her
belly, but
still, Annabel did her best to ignore it. Although it got
very difficult as
Faith moved up more, her voice husky as she whispered that
she smelled nice,
that she felt nice.
And it was even more difficult still as those soft lips
pressed down on her
jaw line, kissing her sweetly and tracing a path down to her
neck, tasting
delicate skin. As she turned her head, Annabel looked into
dark brown eyes
that expressed a pure love and desire as Faith gave a small
and sweet smile.
Immediately after which she told Annabel that she loved her.
Now, this was something that Annabel was used to hearing due
to their
relationship together but it was something that never failed
to stir the
feelings she had for Faith deep in her heart, mind, and
body. Which led them
to have what started off as a rather chaste and loving kiss.
However, that
kiss led to another kiss and another kiss and as the kisses
continued, they
got less and less chaste. Especially once they were naked
and making love on
the couch, the book Annabel had been reading long since
tossed aside.
It was lucky for them Buffy and Giles weren't interested in
pursuing why
they were so late for training. Just the thought of them
coming upstairs and
opening the unlocked library door... well, it didn't lead to
a very nice
scenario afterwards, in Annabel's head. Sighing on thinking
of what could've
happened if they had come in, Annabel buttoned her black
pants, reaching her
for shoes and slipping them on. Straightening her shirt, she
looked at Faith
who was busy shimmying into her brown leather pants, having
already put on
her white t-shirt.
"Faith," said Annabel softly, soon rewarded with
the Slayer turning her
attention to her and offering a bright smile. "We
shouldn't be doing this,"
she said in sad tones, wincing on seeing the hurt expression
form on Faith's
features. "At least not while they remain with us. Each
time the chance they
could catch us grows a little bit greater. Faith," Annabel
gentled her
voice, walking to her, cupping her face in her hands,
"I don't want to lose
you, not now or ever. If that's to be true, I think we must
keep our
relationship a secret from the Council." She tipped up
Faith's chin, sensing
an unconscious worry in her mind and hazel eyes were full of
love as she
murmured, "Were things different, were we simply two
women in love, not
Slayer and Watcher, I would shout from the rooftops I loved
you. In fact,"
Annabel's lips moved up in a smile, "I will even do
that for you once they
leave the city. But as of now, with them here, we must be
discreet. However,
when they depart things will go back to normal."
"Promise?" asked Faith, her voice rather small as
she looked at Annabel.
"I promise," Annabel smiled, reaching out and
pulling Faith to her, holding
her close in a loving embrace. She kissed dark locks and
murmured, "It won't
always be like this, Faith. One day we won't have to worry
of such things."
"Yeah?" Faith asked, sounding clearly skeptical.
"When's that?"
Chuckling at Faith's attitude, Annabel pulled back and
brushed her fingers
over Faith's cheek. "When you turn eighteen and I'm no
longer 'robbing the
cradle' as it were," she said with a touch of humor.
"The Council won't be
pleased with our relationship, certainly, but they'll have
no legal aspects
to make referrals of."
"That's over a year off," said Faith plainly,
staring at Annabel with a
blank look. "I gotta wait more than a year?"
"Faith," said Annabel softly, "they won't be
with us for the entire time. As
soon as we defeat Kakistos, Buffy and Mr. Giles will return
to Sunnydale."
She smiled and her hand fell from Faith's cheek, caressing
her neck.
"Leaving us to ourselves." Then she frowned,
seeing the sad expression on
Faith's face. "It bothers you," Annabel stated
more than asked, her voice
troubled.
Looking up at Annabel with surprise on hearing the pained
tones in her
voice, Faith said quickly, "Anna... it ain't like that.
I just don't like
hidin', you know? I just love you so much it feels wrong
that other people
don't know it too. I dunno," she gave a sigh and
shrugged her shoulders.
"I'm probably not sayin' it right."
"I think you said it perfectly right," murmured
Annabel, sighing. She walked
away from Faith, sinking onto the couch, meeting the
Slayer's dark eyes. "I
hate hiding as well. I want more than anything to not have
to worry about
how I feel for you, I don't like feeling guilty... as if
what we're doing is
wrong." Pushing aside a lock of fawn colored hair from
her eyes, Annabel
said, "Particularly when it feels so very right for me.
Like this was how
things were meant to be for us." Lifting her gaze, she
looked at Faith
steadily. "I don't wish to hold you back, Faith. If you
ever think that this
is too much for you and you rather not be with me..."
Annabel moved her eyes
away, unable to look at Faith and say the words. "I
won't hold it against
you, certainly. You're young and your whole life is before
you. Just tell
me, is all. I'll do whatever you like... I promise that I
will."
"Yeah?" Faith growled and Annabel jerked her head
up in surprise as she
heard the anger in her voice. Stalking forward, Faith knelt
in front of
Annabel, her eyes flashing as she said, "Don't ever
talk like that again
then. Me and you, we're in it for the long run. I never
loved anybody before
you, Anna, and I sure as hell don't plan on lovin' anyone
after. You're
mine, I'm yours, and that's that. It sucks, yeah, havin' to
hide how I feel
for you but I can deal. I can deal with most anything long as
I got you by
my side. Includin' you being dumb like right now."
"I'm being dumb, am I?" asked Annabel with a hint
of a smile on her lips.
"Yeah," Faith nodded, a smile of her own quirking
on her lips as she leaned
forward, her hands resting on Annabel's legs, pushing them
apart so she was
nestled in between them as she rose up. "Real dumb if
you don't get how much
I love you," she murmured, moving forward and offering
her lips to Annabel.
The tall woman accepted the offer, taking Faith's lips in
her own, meeting
them for a passionate kiss that was soft and tender at the
same time.
Seeking and full of knowing, tasting deep and pulling away
slowly, lingering
for the very longest they could, not wanting to part from
one another.
Resting her palm on Faith's cheek, Annabel's eyes shifted
green and gold
sparks shined and she murmured, "Then I shall have to
do my best to refrain
from being dumb from now on." They twinkled at Faith
and she teased, "Won't
I?"
"Yup," Faith drawled, her brown eyes merry,
"I think that you gotta. If you
wanna stay with me, that is." Rising to her feet, she
took Annabel's hand to
draw her up. "Because you know that I don't go for the
dumb chicks. I like
my women to have a nice brain in them."
"Is that so?" said Annabel playfully, chuckling
softly, heading towards the
library door and opening it. "Here I wasn't aware of
that fact. I'll have to
store that piece of knowledge away for later use."
Following Annabel out of the library, Faith jogged after her
and called out
in equally playful tones, "What're you gonna do with
that info anyway, Anna?
You aren't plannin' something naughty on me are you?"
The only response she got was another soft chuckle, one that
was ominously
filled with a mischevious quality that deep down, Faith
delighted to hear
coming out of her girlfriend's lips. Because, really, all it
meant was more
fun for her.
---
Waking up with the urge to eat a sudden snack was something
that happened
fairly often to Giles and so he didn't find it very
surprising when it
occurred during his stay in New Orleans. That's why he
wandered downstairs
and into the kitchen with thoughts of raiding the
refrigerator for a light
meal. Perhaps a sandwich and a drink before he headed back
to bed.
Only when he entered the kitchen someone was already in
there. Sitting at
the large and round oak table, Annabel was dressed in her
sky blue satin
pajamas that had been a gift from Faith several months ago.
They were a tad
too small, making them rather tight, something that Annabel
was sure Faith
had planned for her own enjoyment, but despite that they
were her favorite
bedtime clothes when she did wear anything to bed. Putting
her glass of milk
down on the table, Annabel turned to face Giles and smiled
softly.
"Mr. Giles," murmured Annabel in greeting,
"couldn't you sleep either?"
"Midnight snack," Giles explained. His eyes darted
towards the large clock
on the nearby wall, seeing that it was past one in the
morning, his lips
lifted in a smile as he revised, "Or a twenty past one snack,
as it were."
"I can make you something if you like,"
volunteered Annabel, rising to her
feet hurriedly, crossing towards the refrigerator.
"What would you like?"
"I had planned on a sandwich but it isn't a problem for
me to make it
myself," Giles said, watching Annabel with wide eyes as
she gathered the
ingredients for the food with smooth efficiency. "I am
able to do such
things."
Pausing in her walk towards the pantry where the bread was
kept, Annabel's
shoulders slumped and she shook her head. "Yes, of
course," she gave a weak
laugh, "I realize that. It's just... I could use
something to preoccupy
myself with."
"It's about tomorrow," said Giles wisely, his eyes
knowing, "you're feeling
nervous knowing that soon we'll be attacking Kakistos."
"Yes," Annabel admitted quietly. She looked slowly
to him, her expression
bleak and she continued in the barest tones, "He nearly
killed Faith the
last time we did battle. I can't help but think," she
squeezed her hazel
eyes shut, "what if he tries to finish the job? I'm
supposed to protect
her..." She opened her eyes and looked at him, her gaze
shifting brown.
"It's part of our job, of being a Watcher, of caring
for them as people, not
just Slayers, but still... I worry that protecting her is
beyond my
capacity. Especially against an enemy such as
Kakistos."
Giles watched her for a moment then walked to her side,
clasping her
shoulders, meeting her gaze with a warm expression. "We
can only do our
best, Annabel. To try and do more than that is
suicide," he murmured. "We're
not Slayers, we haven't powers as they do. We are, for the
most part, normal
people who simply know more than most about the evils that
exist in the
world. It is our duty to try and protect them, yes, but
we're also meant to
teach them as well." He paused and cupped her chin,
holding it gently. "You
must take it day by day. That's all we can do besides remain
strong for
them, because we are their support for as long as they
should need us.
Which," he smiled softly, "is quite some time, I
imagine."
Dropping her head as Giles' hand slipped from her chin,
Annabel released a
shaky breath before she looked up at him and smiled.
"You're right, of
course," she said quietly. "I just can't help
worrying at times, is all."
"Worry all you like," said Giles, eyeing her
carefully, "only don't do it
around Faith. She has far enough things to deal with. Our
troubles are our
own and they must remain as such. Their lives are already
terribly
complicated and that's without having to deal with their
Watchers furthering
the concerns they have."
Paling at these words, Annabel turned away from him, walking
towards the
pantry and retrieving the bread. "Yes," she said
tightly, her voice empty,
"I know that as well. Our lives are our lives and
theirs are theirs... we
shouldn't let ourselves get too involved, that's what the
Council says."
"Annabel, no," Giles breathed in shocked tones,
quickly moving to her side.
He lightly touched her back and she looked at him sadly.
"I didn't mean to
sound as such. We can't help becoming involved... caring for
them, I rather
think it's impossible not to in our circumstances. They're
extraordinary
young women who deal with what many would call impossible
odds every day and
they beat them back to win." He formed a gentle smile as
he gazed into
watery eyes. "How couldn't we care for them? We would
be monsters if we
didn't."
"It's difficult though," said Annabel hoarsely,
tears in her voice, "when
they face danger each night and day. I find myself wondering
if this will be
the time she doesn't return... that I fail at my duty and
Faith is the one
to pay for it." Annabel paused then, sounding small and
helpless, she said,
"Like Father did."
"That was an accident," said Giles firmly, cupping
Annabel's chin once
again, lifting her eyes to his. "Your father wouldn't
blame you for what
happened and neither should you. And to worry that such a
thing might happen
to Faith serves no purpose other than tormenting yourself.
Something," his
tones were low and understanding as he went on, "Lawrence
wouldn't have
wanted."
"He wouldn't, would he?" asked Annabel, laughing a
bit, her voice catching
in her throat. Rubbing at her eyes, she shook her head,
thinking of him. "He
would say, 'Annabel this is part and a parcel of your duty,
learn it well
for there will only be more difficult things to come in this
life of
yours.'" Laughing again, she looked at Giles and smiled
quietly. "Then he
would tease about my horrid habit of causing unneeded
trouble for myself."
"He did do that quite often," Giles replied,
smiling with her. "I think
teasing you was one of his favorite pastimes in fact."
His smile widened as
he saw a twinkle emerge in Annabel's hazel eyes.
"Reading poetry, playing a
round of golf, and teasing his daughter mercilessly, yes, those
were his
favorite things."
"Father always was a simple man," Annabel
chuckled. She paused to look at
Giles for a long moment then smoothly moved forward, hugging
him gently as
she whispered, "Thank you for this. I did need someone
to talk with."
Squeezing her tenderly, Giles smiled as he pulled away,
lightly touching her
cheek as he murmured, "It was my pleasure. Anytime you
feel the need I want
you to give me a ring, all right?" When she nodded, his
eyes softened and he
looked at her quietly. "I still can't quite get over
it," he said, looking
at her still. "How much you've grown over the years. I
can recall when you
barely reached my knee and were already playing football
with the boys."
"And I always won," said Annabel with a smile.
"Father did have a handful
with me, I'm afraid." She sighed and walked over to the
counter, making
Giles' food as she continued, "Just as I have my hands
full with Faith.
Although," she formed a fond expression, "I
wouldn't have it any other way."
"I'm sure that he felt the same about you," said
Giles in reassuring tones,
his voice warm and comforting.
Looking back at him, Annabel's eyes softened and she smiled
slowly before
giving a small nod of her head. "Yes," she said
with a quiet confidence, "I
believe that you're right and..." she trailed off,
searching for the answer
within herself. "I think Father would understand my
circumstances with
Faith." Nodding her head with certainty, she turned
back to the counter,
making his sandwich. "Yes," she repeated, her
smile widening, "I know that
he would."
Watching her as this went on, somehow Giles felt there was
more to Annabel's
circumstances than he was aware of but at the same time, he
couldn't help
but agree with her sentiments because he had known Lawrence
Cooper as a
close friend. As such, he knew, with all of his heart, there
wasn't much
that he couldn't, when he truly tried, understand about his
only daughter.
Or accept.
---
The vampires didn't know what hit them. One moment they were
trying to get a
meal out of some defenseless people and the next, they were
being dusted by
a pair of very eager Slayers. Grinning as they watched the
dust fall to the
ground, Faith and Buffy looked at each other.
"Synchronized slaying," Faith drawled, grinning
widely.
"New Olympic category," Buffy finished for her,
returning the grin.
Their Watchers observed as the Slayers high fived, Giles
rolling his eyes
and Annabel smiling in soft amusement. Walking forward,
Giles looked at
Buffy and said dryly, "I'm pleased you're finally learning
to enjoy
yourself."
"Hey, it was easy," said Buffy, her face
mischevious. She looked over at
Faith and poked the dark Slayer lightly in the side.
"Once I took lessons
from Faith."
"I'm the Master of fun," said Faith in knowing
tones, blowing on her
fingernails then polishing them on her shirt. Tilting her
head, she looked
at Annabel who had a tender expression on her face.
"Isn't that right,
Anna?"
"At times," murmured Annabel playfully, moving
towards her. She stopped in
front of Faith and adjusted her shirt which was slightly
askew. Cool hands
were motionless, lingering on the bare flesh of her neck as
she said, "You
did well."
"As usual," Faith grinned big, winking at Annabel.
Reaching for the taller
woman's hand, she held it in her own, squeezing it gently.
Still holding it,
she looked over at Buffy and said, "We make a good
team, huh, Buff?"
"The best," said Buffy, smiling at Faith and
trying her best not to stare or
think about Faith's fingers entwined with Annabel's in an
easy gesture of
affection. The two did a lot of things like that though,
just little signs
they were close, and Buffy wondered if she had a female
Watcher, who was
more open with her emotions, instead of male one, would
their relationship
be the same? "Yesiree bob, we're Slayers with,"
she scrunched up her face,
"nothing rhymes with Slayers."
"Slayers with layers?" suggested Faith, smirking
now.
"Ohh, that's good!" Buffy laughed, bouncing a bit.
She turned happily and
grinned at Giles who looked at her with a droll expression.
"Because I have
sooooo many layers, don't I, Giles?"
"You're practically a conundrum," said Giles
dryly.
"A what what?" Buffy's face scrunched up more and
she blinked at him.
"Never mind," said Giles, rolling his eyes again,
his tones fond. He looked
over at Annabel who smiled softly at him and he said,
"I tried to convince
her to purchase a thesaurus once but it all ended with me
being forced to
listen to her theories on dinosaurs and the big budget films
they're placed
in."
"Lost World was a rip!" exclaimed Buffy
indignantly, folding her arms over
her chest. She looked at Faith who was smirking at her and
said, "Don't you
think?"
"Big rip," Faith nodded, her voice echoing with
laughter, "and it sucked
too." Peering at Annabel who wore a quietly amused
expression she drawled,
"But Anna liked the special effects in it." Faith
bumped her hip against the
taller woman's and her grin widened. "Didn't ya?"
"The dinosaurs looked real, is all," said Annabel,
defending her stance on
the movie and her enjoyment of it. "I found it rather
fascinating to watch
because of that. I shouldn't think that would be a crime of
some sort."
"How did this conversation begin?" Giles murmured
to himself, removing his
glasses and rubbing at the bridge of his nose.
"You were complaining about me and evil scaly
thesauruses," Buffy smirked at
him. "So this entire discussion can be blamed solely on
you, Watcher man."
"Wonderful," said Giles in droll tones. Sighing,
he put his glasses back on
and focused on Annabel, wearing a serious expression.
"We should tell them."
"Tell us what?" asked Buffy, blinking in
confusion.
"Anna?" questioned Faith, looking up at Annabel
whose hazel eyes darkened
brown on seeing the Slayer wear a quiet face of concern.
"It's nothing," Annabel assured, tenderly
squeezing Faith's hand and smiling
softly at her. "Mr. Giles and I simply feel that you
and Buffy are more than
ready to do battle with Kakistos. If you like... we shall
strike tomorrow
evening and be rid of him, once and for all."
There was a moment of silence, then Faith grinned widely and
she drawled
happily, "All right! Special K is goin' down!"
Turning to look at Buffy, her
brown eyes sparkled as she said, "Ain't that right,
Buff? We'll take him out
easy."
"Take him out easier than a... uhm..." Buffy's
face scrunched up yet again
and she said finally, "An easy girl on a date!"
There was a long pause as
everyone stared at her blankly after she said this.
"What?" she whined. "I
can't help it, there's something about this city that makes
me lose my
punning ability!"
"At least you tried, Buff," said Faith with a
chuckle. "Even though I'm not
real sure you should give it a try when that's all you're
gonna come up
with."
"Hardy har har," said Buffy sarcastically, putting
her hands on her hips.
"You shouldn't pick on me. I'm your partner in slaying,
remember? I might
just forget to back you up and then you'll end up kibbles
and bits."
"Right," Faith snorted, shaking her head.
Annabel and Giles met their eyes, forming similar expressions
of affection
as their Slayers bantered back and forth. Somehow as they
watched them, they
knew deep down that tomorrow they would succeed. They would
defeat Kakistos
and everything would go back to normal in New Orleans.
Well... as normal as
a city where a Slayer lived could get anyway.
---
Kakistos was a vampire of resources. He had to be, having
lived as long as
he had but still... even with his resourced he didn't know
there were two
Slayers to contend with and that they were in the same city,
planning to go
after him. At least, he didn't know this until they broke
into his new base
of operations.
Raising an eyebrow as the large doors broke down, he stared
at the two
girls, only one of which he recognized. Behind him he saw
the Watcher and
another, but he smiled just on seeing the Watcher. Yes, he
had plans for
her, his loyal followers had informed him of her
relationship with the
Slayer and to take his vengeance out on her would hurt the
Slayer far more
than anything he could physically do to her in battle. Only,
who were these
newcomers?
"Faith," Kakistos drew her name out, his voice
rumbling. Hooves clicked on
the floor as he rose to his feet, standing to his full and
massive height.
"You've come back. I can't begin to say how happy that makes
me."
"Yeah, I bet, wrinkle puss," said Faith harshly,
her dark brown eyes
narrowing. She reached down, pulling her jade knife out of
her leather
pants, unsheathing it so it glittered in the light of the
room. "You're just
dyin' for me to finish the job, aren't you? Well, it's gonna
go quicker this
time, because I got back up."
"These two?" Kakistos laughed loudly, shaking the
room. Glowing yellow eyes
fixed on Buffy who arched an eyebrow and smirked at him.
"Who are they?"
"Oh, nobody much," drawled Faith, her tones highly
amused. "She's just
Buffy, y'know... the Slayer that came before me. And
him?" She jerked her
head over at Giles. "That's her Watcher. They're here
to help me and Anna
dust you."
"Two Slayers?" said Kakistos in shocked tones.
"How...?" He shook his head
and growled deep, hooves clicking as he neared them.
"It doesn't matter, two
Slayers or a hundred, I'll kill you all." His cloven
hand traced up to the
long scar on his face and he snarled, "I'll make you
pay for what you did to
me!"
"You can try," Faith said in low and harsh tones,
eyes glinting.
Simultaneously, Faith and Buffy ran towards him, fighting
with a flurry of
kicks and punches, raining down on his body time and time
again. Then his
followers flocked to Kakistos' aid, pulling Buffy away so it
was Faith and
Kakistos, facing each other one again.
"Slayer," Kakistos rumbled, forming a frightening
smile, "so it's to be you
and I? You know what I'm going to do to you aren't I?
And..." he trailed
off, directing his gaze over to Annabel who was fighting
with Giles on the
other side of the room, trying to free the human prisoners.
"What I'll do to
your precious Watcher as well." His smile widened and a
low rumbling laugh
emerged from his lips. "I'm going to torture her, and
torture her, and then
I'm going to torture her some more, all while you watch.
Now," he chuckled
again, "won't that be fun?"
Twitching with barely restrained rage, Faith released a
great bellow of
anger, delivering a strong blow to his face, screaming at
the mere thought
he would try such a thing. Kakistos stumbled backwards,
slamming flat
against the wall and Faith gave a vicious smile, her eyes
glinting with
satisfaction as she brought back her jade knife and stabbed
him in the
heart.
But nothing happened.
She stabbed him and he stood there, smirking at her as she
stared at her
knife, sticking out of chest, out of his heart, something
that should have
killed him but for some reason didn't. Looking up at him
with shocked eyes,
she didn't see his hand move until it was around her neck,
squeezing the
breath from her as he held her aloft, glowing yellow eyes
boring into her.
"Perhaps I should kill you first," Kakistos
murmured, looking from Faith
over to Annabel who wore a horrified expression on her
refined features. "I
imagine the thought of leaving your Watcher alone and guilt
ridden over your
death would be just as pleasurable as torturing her in front
of you on some
level. And," he smiled slowly at Faith who gasped for
breath, "I would get
to enjoy your death."
His hooves clicked as he walked forward and just as he
prepared to squeeze
the last time, snapping her neck, a figure tackled him from
the side. Faith
dropped in a heap to the ground, gasping for breath, looking
up to see Buffy
facing Kakistos with an angry scowl on her features.
"You," said Kakistos, eyeing Buffy carefully,
"I don't know you. But," he
smiled harshly and moved towards her with surprising speed,
"a Slayer is a
Slayer."
Watching as Buffy battled Kakistos, ducking and dodging his
punches,
managing to get a few good ones in herself, Faith shook her
head, regaining
her senses. A panicked voice cried out her name, and she
looked over at
Annabel, hazel eyes full of worry as she fought her way
through the crowd of
vampires and to her.
"Faith!" Annabel repeated again, dropping to her
side, hands gentle but fast
in their examination of her, checking for injuries.
"Are you all right? You
aren't hurt?"
"No," said Faith hoarsely, shaking her head. She
stood to her feet, wobbly
and grateful for Annabel's assistance as she did. Directing
her gaze over to
Buffy who was still fighting Kakistos, she said, "But
Buff will be if I
don't help her quick." She looked over at Annabel, her
eyes helpless. "The
knife didn't work." Laughing ironically, she went on,
"He's still got it in
him."
"Perhaps something bigger then," Annabel
suggested, looking over towards a
large section of wood belonging to a shattered piece of
furniture. Seeing
Faith's worried expression, she cupped her face gently,
drawing dark eyes to
her. "Faith," she murmured softly, "you can
do this."
Nodding her head and gaining a look of resolve, Faith
marched over to the
broken furniture, hauling up a nearby piece, settling it
over to her
shoulder and running towards where Buffy and Kakistos were
battling. "Buff!"
she shouted at the top of her lungs. The blonde Slayer
looked back towards
her and grinned on seeing what she was carrying. In a smooth
movement, she
kicked Kakistos hard in the chest, slamming him yet again
into a wall. He
stood flat against it for a mere second, but that was all
Faith needed.
Yellow eyes went wide with disbelief as the wood sunk into
him and a moment
of pure silence passed as he looked from Faith to the large
stake in his
chest and then he was dust.
The only sound was the clang of Faith's jade knife hitting
the floor and she
smirked as it did, dropping the large piece of wood with a
shattering crash.
The vampires about the room scattered, not really wanting to
deal with the
two angry Slayers who had just killed their Master. After
all, if they had
defeated an ancient vampire such as him, they didn't stand
much chance did
they?
Picking up her knife, Faith tucked it into her pocket,
sheathing it then
turning to face Buffy with a huge grin. "We make a
pretty good team, huh,
Buff?" she said, her eyes warm and happy as she looked
at her.
"The best," Buffy beamed and then the two Slayers
high fived.
"I think this will become a habit for them," said
Giles dryly, though his
expression was fond and clearly proud as he observed them.
"I tend to agree with you," Annabel smiled, her
heart feeling lighter with
the battle behind them and Faith standing before her, alive
and well.
Perhaps things would work out for them, past mistakes would
stay there,
instead of returning to haunt her in her life with the
Slayer. "Well then,"
she said, her eyes soft as she looked at Faith who turned to
her, "I think
it's time we celebrate."
Knowing full well what this meant, Faith formed a huge grin
and her eyes
sparkled with excitement. Buffy and Giles in the meanwhile,
looked fairly
nervous about whatever the two of them had planned.
---
Since they were doing their best to keep their relationship
a secret from
Buffy and Giles, they had to take to them to one of the more
restrained
dance clubs they sometimes frequented. Over the past months
of their
relationship, they'd gotten used to dancing at the local gay
clubs, feeling
most comfortable and less stared at in them, able to simply
be themselves as
they had fun. But tonight, as they weren't really allowed to
do that, it
wasn't so much an issue.
The Slayers were living it up on the dance floor, lost in
the music, swaying
against one another, caught in the pounding beat, and
looking utterly
beautiful to most anyone who looked their way. Including
Annabel, but she
only had eyes for Faith. Something that was definitely
returned as Faith
would search her out during the dance, brown eyes dark with
desire and
burning into her as she moved to the music. She was dancing
with Buffy, yes,
but the look in her eyes told Annabel very well that Faith
wanted to be
dancing with her.
Only they both knew that wasn't possible. At least, not
dancing the way they
wanted to... they way they were used to. Tonight they had to
be good. It was
too bad being good wasn't something they were accustomed to
doing.
Blinking on hearing her name said, Annabel turned to Giles
and offered an
apologetic smile. "I'm sorry," she murmured,
pushing a lock of fawn colored
hair from her eyes, "I drifted for a moment. What did
you say?"
"I said that Buffy and I will be leaving
tomorrow," said Giles, returning
the smile. "Our flight is at three o'clock so I imagine
that we should
depart around one just to make sure we get there well in
time to return the
rental car and such."
"We can take care of that for you," said Annabel,
looking at him warmly. She
looked towards the dance floor and smiled on seeing Faith
and Buffy.
"Besides," she went on, "I rather think Faith
would be disappointed if she
didn't get to see Buffy off. It seems they've bonded as it
were."
"I'm glad," said Giles softly, watching the
Slayers as well, "she didn't
have such a relationship with Kendra. She was..." He
trailed off, searching
for the best way to word it politely. Finally, he settled
on, "A bit aloof."
"Yes," Annabel nodded, recalling Kendra. "She
was that." Hazel eyes locked
with dark brown and Faith gave her a wild grin, waggling her
eyebrows. She
chuckled and shook her head as she looked to Giles.
"Faith certainly isn't
that."
"No," Giles chuckled along, "she isn't. I
think that's why Buffy is so
pleased to have met her." He was quiet for a moment,
then looked at Annabel.
"Buffy had a interesting suggestion," he began
slowly, "that perhaps if we
were to have any troubles as you've had here, we might
contact you for
assistance. Do you think an arrangement like that would be
of interest to
you and Faith?"
"Certainly," said Annabel, smiling wide just at
the idea. "I know that Faith
would welcome a chance to see and work with Buffy again and
I myself quite
enjoyed the time I've spent with you, Mr. Giles. Also,"
her hazel eyes
twinkled, "I should think that Slayers should stick
together. They are two
of a kind, after all."
"Yes," said Giles fondly, "they are
that."
"Who's what?" asked Buffy breathlessly, dumping
herself down in the seat
next to Giles. Reaching for her bottle of water, she took a
deep drink and
smirked at him. "You're not talking about me behind my
back, are you
Giles?"
"No, I prefer to do that in front of your face,"
said Giles dryly.
"Ouch," Faith gave a wince and held her hand over
her heart, "he got you
good, Buff. Score one for the G-man." Ignoring Giles as
he pointedly raised
an eyebrow at his new nickname, Faith turned to face
Annabel. "Hey," her
voice softened with affection. "You gonna dance now?
You deserve to have
some fun."
"I'm not sure," said Annabel hesitantly, looking
to Giles. "We were--"
"Go on," Giles encouraged, smiling at her. He
directed his gaze to Buffy who
was still gulping from her water bottle. "I have this
one to keep me company."
"Cool," said Faith with a big grin. She grabbed
Annabel's hand in her own,
leading the taller woman onto the dance floor. "Lets
live it up, Anna."
Giles observed as they disappeared into the crowd then
turned to Buffy who
was finishing off her water with a loud noise of pleasure.
Smiling wryly at
this, he said, "Thirsty?"
"No, I just faked it," said Buffy, rolling her
eyes. Leaning back in her
chair, she smiled at him and said, "Faith's pretty
crazy. I got worn out
trying to keep up with her out there. I have to wonder how
well Annabel's
going to do."
"She should be fine, I imagine," said Giles,
looking out onto the dance
floor but not spotting them anywhere. "This is
something they do quite a
bit, she said."
"Yeah," said Buffy, nodding her head. "Faith
said the same thing. Helps them
blow off steam after patrols or something. Makes
sense," she stretched her
arms over her head, loosening her muscles, "slaying
does get you wired. And
on top of that," she grinned impishly at Giles,
"Annabel is younger than you
and she's a girl. Her and Faith have more in common than we
do. Like having
fun."
"We have fun," said Giles in offended tones. When
Buffy looked at him
skeptically, he searched his memory and snapped his fingers.
"What about the
time that we slayed that cult of vampires who took over a
circus? That was
fun. They had clowns and rides."
"Clowns freak me out, Giles," said Buffy in dry
tones, shuddering at just
the memory of those pasty white faces and nasty blood
covered fangs. "And
vampire clowns freak me out even more."
Sniffing at this, Giles focused back on the dance floor and
gaped as he
caught sight of Faith and Annabel dancing together.
Certainly there wasn't
anything too explicit about the entire thing but the way
they moved against
each other, like poetry in motion, there was an undeniable
intensity to it.
As if they were off in a world all their own, one that no
one in the club
could possibly invade.
Including a very shocked Buffy and Giles.
"Well," Giles coughed, clearing his throat and
tearing his eyes away from
the scene before them, "they appear to be having fun
now."
"Yeah," said Buffy dimly, nodding her head.
"Lots and lots of fun."
Only this sort of fun wasn't the kind they expected to see
from their fellow
Slayer and Watcher. They didn't know what exactly it meant
and they weren't
sure they wanted to know at that. The problem was, they were
about to find
out.
---
Buffy was restless. She didn't know what it was but
something just wouldn't
let her sleep. Unable to take lying in bed and staring up at
the ceiling
anymore, she wandered out of her room, hoping that maybe a quick
work out in
the gym would tire her enough so she could get some sleep.
Walking into the hallway, Buffy gave a bleary blink of
confusion on seeing a
soft light emanating from the library. Apparently someone
besides her
couldn't sleep. Preferring the idea of spending time with
another person
rather than working herself ragged in the gym, Buffy headed
towards the
library.
Seconds later she froze at what she saw.
Faith and Annabel, together, gazing deep into each others
eyes in a moment
of quiet romantic perfection. Annabel sat on the couch,
leaning back, her
hand soft on Faith's cheek, caressing it as Faith rested in
between her
legs, nestled snugly as she rose up, leaning into Annabel's
touch. They were
still for a moment, then the edges of Annabel's lips lifted
in a loving
smile.
"Faith," she murmured, her voice throaty with
want.
The dark Slayer returned the smile, her eyes glinting and
then she pressed
forward, resting her length against Annabel, meeting their
lips for a slow
kiss of passion that left Buffy shocked beyond all means.
She couldn't
leave, she couldn't interrupt, she couldn't do anything but
watch as they
opened their mouths, deepening the kiss, low moans entering
the air.
Annabel pulled Faith up and she sat on her lap, smiling down
at Annabel, her
dark hair obscuring her face as she ducked her head for
another kiss. This
time, Buffy could and did move, dashing silently and quickly
down the
hallway, hoping with everything in her they didn't notice
her presence.
Closing the door to her room, Buffy thumped her head back
against it. Trying
her level best to regain her breath and control the sudden
bout of hormones
she was suffering from. Faith and Annabel... Annabel and
Faith... they had
been, they were, god... why didn't she see it before? The
looks, the
touches, the signs left and right that they cared for each
other far deeper
than she did for Giles.
Thinking of her Watcher, Buffy made a face and shook her
head. Ugh. It was
just creepy thinking of him in that context. She did love
Giles, yes, but as
a father, not as a... well, whatever Annabel was to Faith. A
lover, a
friend, a girlfriend? Buffy had no idea what they were now.
She did know that they were very close though and that they
were obviously
attracted to each other and... Buffy frowned, thinking back
on the kiss she
had seen. Even now her body heated up, responding to the
passion that was in
that embrace. Oh yeah, they had definitely slept together,
and if they
hadn't... it wasn't too far off. But still, Annabel was
Faith's Watcher.
Walking over to her bed, Buffy flopped down on it, resting a
pillow under
her chin and thinking on it. Annabel was younger than Giles,
closer to their
age, but that didn't change the fact that she was a Watcher,
the same as
him. Was it right for her to be involved with Faith that
way? And Faith,
Buffy's frown deepened.
How could she think about her Watcher in that context
anyway? Buffy couldn't
wrap her mind around it. Annabel was beautiful, Buffy
couldn't deny that,
but she was a woman... she was a Watcher... she was a woman
Watcher...
Then again, Faith hadn't spoken about boys around Buffy.
She'd made a few
flirting remarks here and there, nothing big, but she hadn't
once talked
about romance in any form. Buffy supposed that had to do
with Annabel.
Certainly they kept their relationship a secret, or tried to
anyway.
Was that because of the Council? It had to be, Buffy
realized. If they found
out that Faith and Annabel were... well, whatever they were,
they would
probably fire Annabel and get Faith a new Watcher. Something
they wouldn't
want.
Hearing the soft sound of footsteps, Buffy scurried to her
feet, pressing
herself against the heavy door, using every bit of her
Slayer hearing to try
and make out their muffled words. There was a quiet thump
and amused
chuckles, then Buffy heard Faith, voice husky as she
murmured, "I love you."
God... oh god... they really did love each other, Buffy
marveled, barely
hearing Annabel's echoing reply, speaking the words as well.
What was she
going to do? She couldn't keep this quiet... not something
this big. I mean,
she knew that she should but this, this was huge, and Buffy
wasn't good at
keeping secrets.
Besides, just because they loved each other didn't make it
right, did it?
She loved Angel and their love wasn't exactly right. Not
when giving him a
happy turned him evil and made him want to stalk down and
kill all her
friends.
Not that the situation with Faith and Annabel was anywhere
near that bad.
Despite that, it wasn't normal, it wasn't something they
should be doing.
Obviously they knew that or they wouldn't have tried to hide
it. Sitting
numbly on her bed, Buffy frowned and wondered what to do.
She didn't know what the answer was but one thing was for
sure. Tomorrow she
was going to be talking to Giles about it. Just because she
didn't know what
else to do, not in a situation like this.
---
When Buffy walked into the kitchen, Giles was sitting at the
table, drinking
tea and reading the paper. Faith and Annabel, however, were
making
breakfast. At least, Annabel was making breakfast, Faith was
hovering around
her, cracking jokes and smiling big as she held the eggs out
of the British
woman's reach.
"Faith," said Annabel with fond exasperation. She
put her hands on her hips
and arched an eyebrow slightly. "Hand them over or I
won't be able to cook
your food. And I know very well that you wouldn't want
that."
"Scrambled?" Faith continued to hold the eggs out
of reach and formed a
pouting expression. "That's what you'll make if I give
them to you, right?"
"Honestly," Annabel huffed, "we have guests
and I've been told our guests
prefer their eggs over easy. Perhaps you should think of
them."
Instead of replying, Faith jutted her lip out and her brown
eyes got huge.
There was a moment of silence as Annabel stared at Faith,
her lips moving up
slightly in a grin. Then she released a sigh and shook her
head.
"I swear you are a master manipulator," accused
Annabel in affectionate
tones, tapping Faith on the nose before she took the eggs
from her hands.
"I'll make two batches, how is that? One over easy and
one scrambled." She
face was droll as she added, "Does that solution please
her highness?"
"For now," drawled Faith, smirking at Annabel.
Turning to look at Buffy, she
grinned and said, "Hey Buff. You sure slept long
enough." She quirked a dark
eyebrow and wore a teasing expression. "Have yourself a
good dream?"
Laughing nervously, Buffy replied, "Yes... I dreamed,
but they weren't good,
they were just dreams and dreams should stay that way."
Side stepping over
to where Giles sat, she leaned down to whisper in his ear,
"I need to talk
to you."
"Buffy?" questioned Giles, looking rather
confused.
"Now," Buffy hissed, tugging on his arm hard,
pulling him to his feet. She
gave another nervous laugh and a large fake smile as she
looked at Faith and
Annabel who stared at her blankly. "We have to
talk," she explained.
With that, Buffy dragged Giles out of the kitchen, leaving
Faith and Annabel
utterly perplexed about her actions. Looking to Annabel with
a frown, Faith
gave a shrug and leaned forward on the counter. "That
was weird," she said.
"Yes," murmured Annabel, frowning softly, "it
was."
Watching Annabel for a moment, Faith smiled then reached
out, touching her
chin lightly and meeting their gazes. "So," she
said in husky tones that
rumbled with desire, "you gonna make me eggs?"
Hazel eyes darkened into green for a response.
Meanwhile, outside in the garden, Buffy shut the patio doors
quickly and
whirled around to face Giles who looked at her strangely.
"Buffy," he began,
"what in the world is all of this about? You're
being--"
"Annabel's sleeping with Faith," Buffy interrupted
quickly.
There was a long moment of unending silence and Giles
stumbled back,
bumping into the marble railing, wearing an expression of
total shock. He
took in several deep shuddering breaths then he looked at
Buffy with
wide eyes.
"I'm sorry," Giles cleared his throat, "what
did you say?"
"Annabel's sleeping with Faith," repeated Buffy,
looking entirely anxious.
She strode to him quickly and went on, "I saw them in
the library. They were
being all kissie and Faith sat on her lap. Then I went to my
room and they
walked past in the hallway and I heard them talk, because
you know, Slayer
hearing and they were all 'I love you' and stuff but she's
her Watcher,
Giles! Watcher!"
"This is... I'm not..." Giles removed his glasses
and pinched his brow.
He peered at Buffy doubtfully and murmured, "Are you
positive about what
you saw, Buffy? I can't imagine Annabel doing such a thing.
It's entirely
improper."
"Yeah, well, so is sucking face with your young
Slayer!" Buffy exclaimed,
waving her hands around. "I know what I saw Giles and I
saw making out! I
mean, yeah, I also heard them being all lovey dovey, but it
isn't right."
She paused to frown at him and looked more unsure. "It
isn't right, is it?"
"No," said Giles slowly, rubbing his forehead,
"it's not, if what you saw
is the truth of matters." He looked up at her again.
"You are sure of what
you saw?"
"Very sure," said Buffy with a nod. "But...
not really about the
sleeping together part of it. I didn't see that, I just saw
making out.
It's assumptions on the sleeping together issue. You know,
guess work."
"They are rather close," said Giles, his
expression drifting as he thought
back on how Faith and Annabel acted while together. "I
suppose I can see it.
I would have never thought Annabel would do such a thing
though. It isn't
like her..."
Snorting at this, Buffy folded her arms over her chest.
"I don't know what's
like her anymore. Except the making out with young Slayer
thing." When Giles
gave her a scolding look, she huffed, "What?! She could
be taking advantage
of Faith. Anybody can see Faith hangs on every word she
says." Buffy looked
pointedly at Giles then continued, "It's not normal. I
don't do that with
you."
"You truly think that?" asked Giles honestly. He
drifted his eyes away from
Buffy and stared out at the flowers in the garden, thinking
back to the
times he'd spent with Annabel since she was a child. It
didn't add up to
him. He'd known her for so very long and it wasn't like her
to take
advantage of anyone. Then there were the moments he had seen
between them.
That look in her eyes... it was familiar. It was like the
one that caused
the falling out with her father. "I'm not
positive."
"Giles?" asked Buffy, frowning. She walked closer
to him and looked into his
eyes with concern. "What are we going to do?"
Meeting her gaze, Giles cleared his throat and formed a
solemn expression.
"Perhaps we should talk with them about it first.
Before going to the
Council. I..." He looked sad, facing the garden again.
"I wouldn't want to
cause unneeded troubles for them when we could be
wrong."
"We aren't," said Buffy strongly. "I know
what I saw, Giles." She was quiet
as his eyes locked on her and she said, "I'm just not
sure what it is to
them. So I guess talking with them, letting them try and
explain it would be
a good thing to do."
"Very well," said Giles, taking a deep breath.
"That's what we'll do."
Catching Buffy looking at him closely, he asked, "What
is it?"
"I really hope it's nothing bad," said Buffy in
quiet tones, her expression
lost. "I like Faith and Annabel, I do... and I know
they're happy. But Faith..."
"You're worried for her," Giles supplied, his eyes
soft. "I understand
perfectly, Buffy. It's good that you came to me with this.
Something of this
magnitude could be potentially damaging to Faith and if it
turns out to be
that way..." He sighed and his expression grew distant.
"I'll contact the
Council."
They walked back into the kitchen together and found Faith
sitting at the
table, hastily shoving food into her mouth while Annabel
watched her fondly.
Standing in the doorway, they observed as Faith pulled back,
taking a long
drink of orange juice before she grinned at Annabel.
"What're you looking at?" Faith drawled, a teasing
tone in her voice.
"You in a speed eating contest with yourself,"
said Annabel, smiling at her.
"Honestly, Faith, you'll choke one day at the rate you
eat." Napkin in hand,
she wiped a piece of egg from the dark Slayer's face then
murmured, "There.
You look much better now."
"How much better?" asked Faith, raising an
eyebrow.
Buffy shot Giles a look and he sighed softly, wondering just
like her, how
they could have ever missed it. The signs were there and
painfully clear at
that. Faith and Annabel might as well have 'romantically
involved' stamped
on their foreheads with the way they acted together. It was
just a matter of
looking.
Clearing his throat, Giles took a step into the kitchen and
looked into
Annabel's eyes, wearing a solemn expression. "Annabel,"
he began hesitantly,
darting his gaze over to Faith for a moment, "may I
talk with you?" Giles
was quiet for a moment then added, "Alone."
"Certainly," said Annabel with a frown, rising to
her feet. Meeting Faith's
dark eyes, she tried to wear a reassuring expression despite
the confusion
she was currently feeling. "I'll return shortly,"
she murmured, "I promise."
"Okay," said Faith slowly, looking from Annabel to
Giles, then observing as
they walked out of the kitchen together. Turning to face Buffy
who remained
in the room with her, she narrowed her eyes and took in the
nervous stance
of the other Slayer, knowing that whatever was going on,
Buffy was in on it.
"What's the deal?" she asked in hard tones that
surprised Buffy.
"Faith..." said Buffy sadly, searching for the
best way to approach this.
"Don't 'Faith' me," Faith growled, standing
abruptly, pushing her chair back
and stalking towards Buffy. "I wanna know what this is
about. You're up to
something, you and G-man, I can tell. I just can't figure
out what it is."
"I saw you last night," Buffy decided to spit it
out, anxiously looking at
Faith as the dark Slayer paled and stepped away from her,
"in the library."
A moment of silence passed then burning brown eyes fixed on
her and Faith's
body was trembling as she clenched her hands into fists,
fingernails digging
into her palms. "And you... you told him," Faith
said softly, her voice
dangerous. "Do you got any idea what he's gonna do?
He's gonna lecture her,
put her down, basically make her feel like shit for bein'
with me! And
then..." She squeezed her eyes shut and released a
hoarse barking laugh. Her
eyes opened and focused on Buffy, making the blonde Slayer
ache at the pain she
saw in them. "Then he'll tell them and they'll fire
her, Buff, they'll fire
her!" Taking a slow and deliberate step forward, Faith
growled, "They'll try
and take away the only person that has ever gave a damn
about me and you
know what?" There was only a breath of space between
them as she finished,
"I'm not gonna let them."
"Faith, I don't want that, I swear that I don't,"
said Buffy quickly. "I
just..." She sighed and ran her fingers through blonde
hair. "I don't know
what I want. It was shocking, okay? I couldn't sleep and I
saw the light so
I walked over. You know, seeing the two of you making out
wasn't something I
expected." Buffy looked plaintively at Faith,
hesitating before she reached
out to clasp Faith's arm. "Listen, I had to tell
Giles... to get his opinion."
"On what?" Faith snarled, shaking off Buffy's
touch. "Lesbian love affairs?
It didn't need to be this way. Me and you... I thought we
were friends or
startin' to be. But a real friend wouldn't snitch me out, a
real friend
would talk to me first before they go and cost me the one
thing that matters
most in my life."
"Faith," Buffy echoed again, voice full of sadness
and eyes tracing over her
features carefully. "Don't you see? She's your Watcher
but you shouldn't be
this dependent on her. It's not healthy."
Drawing further away from Buffy and releasing a caustic
laugh, Faith shook
her head and stared out the window as she muttered, "I
can't believe this
shit." Then she locked her gaze on Buffy and said in
cool and decisive
tones, "I'm in love with Anna. How the hell am I
supposed to act? Like I
don't wanna be with her?" Seeing Buffy pale and look
even more shocked,
because hearing it very muffled and through a door is a lot
different than
hearing it being spoken confidently from Faith's lips, the
dark Slayer
snorted. "You don't know a damn thing about what we
got, Anna and me." Her
expression softened a bit but Faith still said harshly,
"You shoulda come to
me first, instead of turnin' us in."
"Yeah," said Buffy dimly, looking at Faith
haplessly, "I'm starting to think
that."
---
Following Giles across the foyer and into the living room,
Annabel's worried
expression remained in place as she asked, "What's the
matter, Mr. Giles?"
He was quiet, his back towards her, looking out the long bay
windows before
turning to look at her. "Annabel," murmured Giles,
his gaze earnest. "I'm
not quite sure how to say this and I suppose it's for the
best that I simply
must speak the words."
"Mr. Giles?" Annabel repeated softly, frowning at
him.
"Buffy saw you last night," Giles said, watching her
carefully, "she saw you
and Faith in the library and what you were doing. This
morning she came to
me, not positive of what she should do about this, hoping I
would know. But
Annabel..." he trailed off, inspecting her features.
"If this is true, I
haven't a clue. Not one. If that is case." He stepped
forward, looking at
her with eyes that told her that he wanted to believe, that
he'd accept the
lie if she told it. "Is it?"
She knew what was be easiest, what would cause the least
trouble, what he
was begging her silently to tell him, she knew that and yet,
she couldn't do
it. Because if she told him what he wanted to hear, she'd be
denying Faith
and the love she had for her. That wasn't something Annabel
could make
herself do.
"It is," Annabel said calmly, matching his gaze.
"Faith and I are involved
romantically and I..." She wavered, seeing the
disappointment in his eyes
and feeling her heart clench at it. "I love her. I'm in
love with her."
"Oh Annabel," said Giles in tones that echoed of a
deep sadness. Shaking his
head, he drew back, walking away from her and pulling his
glasses off.
Holding them at his hip, he looked up at her and said,
"You realize it's
wrong."
"No," said Annabel, her voice clear and decisive,
hazel eyes hard as they
looked at him. "I realize that the Council will think
it improper and that,
yes, perhaps it is improper but what I fail to realize is
that it's wrong."
She paused then she gentled her tones, trying her very best
to explain how
she felt. "I love Faith... I truly do and I tried...
god," Annabel laughed
weakly and squeezed her eyes shut as she thought back to her
first reaction
to her feelings, "I tried to deny how I feel. I tried
my damndest for months
but it all came crashing down on me. I couldn't help it, I just
couldn't..."
Her expression was helpless as she continued, "How
couldn't I fall in love
with her when I watched her risk her life every night
without a thought for
herself? When I saw her bravery, her loyalty..."
Looking at him with hazel
eyes darkening into brown, she whispered, "I do love
her and she loves me.
Whatever it takes, we'll remain together. That's the truth
of the matter."
"What does that mean exactly?" asked Giles
cautiously.
"I don't know," Annabel said abruptly, pushing
back several locks of fawn
hair. Her expression was closed as she said, "We've
spoken on this, Faith
and I, and being separated isn't an option for us. We care
far too much for
each other to allow such a thing." She paused and
looked at him, seeing past
the look of sad disappointment in his eyes and catching a
glimpse of
understanding. "You don't approve but you can see my
position, can't you?"
she said quietly, walking to him, reaching out to lightly
touch his arm. "I
didn't want this, I didn't plan this, but when it happened...
all the same,
I couldn't deny it." Annabel looked into his eyes and
saw the understanding
grow as she murmured, "You know what it is to love a
Slayer. It isn't
something one can easily control."
"Buffy is like a daughter to me," said Giles stiffly,
his gaze warning
again. "I should think the feelings I have for her are
far different than
yours for Faith."
"I realize that," said Annabel, undeterred by the
shift in his emotions,
knowing that it wasn't him doing it, but rather the voice of
the Council in
his head. "But all the same, you care for Buffy in a
manner that the Council
wouldn't approve of. Just as they wouldn't approve of my
feelings for
Faith." Tenderly, she squeezed his arm and said in
unbearably gentle tones,
"We both know what it is to love a Slayer and fear for
what that love will
bring us." Annabel paused for a long moment and then
said in severe tones,
"Their judgment."
Silence enveloped them and Giles looked at Annabel, his eyes
lidded before
he drew away, putting his glasses back on. Quietly, he
walked from the room
only to stop in the doorway and look at her with a veiled
expression.
"I won't inform the Council of your...
activities," Giles worded warily.
"Mr. Giles--" Annabel began, a warm smile
spreading on her features as she
walked towards him, only to freeze as he raised his hand.
"That isn't all," interrupted Giles sternly.
"I don't approve of this
relationship you have with Faith, I truly don't, but all the
same I do
realize that is exactly how the Council would feel... does
feel about my
relationship with Buffy." He gave her a small,
hesitant, smile. "We both
know what it is to love Slayers, I suppose. Although,"
he said wryly, "your
way is far different than my own."
Giving a sudden laugh, filled with choking surprise and
happiness, Annabel
pressed her hand to her mouth, trying to restrain the relief
she felt going
through her body. "Yes," she whispered, "it
is that."
Looking at her for a moment, Giles sighed then nodded his
head. "Go on," he
encouraged. "I'm not that much of a stickler in my old
age."
Releasing a wavering breath, Annabel fell into him,
embracing him in a hug,
nerveless against his body, shaking as he held her close,
his arms
comforting around her as he caressed her hair. He felt her
sobs trembling
into him and with them, he knew how much this had torn at
her.
"Shh," Giles soothed, murmuring in her ear.
"It will be all right. Buffy and
I will keep your secret, I promise that we will."
"I can't lose her..." Annabel sobbed, holding onto
Giles, speaking into his
neck, taking in his scent, so much like her father's.
"Not as I lost Father,
I love her so much, Mr. Giles, I truly do..."
Giles was about to reply when he heard the sound of booted
footsteps
rushing into the room and he turned his gaze, looking at
Faith in the doorway.
She wore a panicked expression on her features and behind
her stood Buffy,
appearing altogether surprised about the situation.
"Anna," Faith breathed hoarsely. Rushing forward,
she moved Giles aside then
clasped Annabel's arms, ducking her head down and peering at
the tear
stained face above hers. Gently wiping the tears away with
her thumbs, Faith
cupped Annabel's face in her hands. "Don't cry, Anna...
I'm here."
"Faith," Annabel sobbed, allowing Faith to gather
her tight in her arms,
well aware of how the Slayer trembled against her, now
crying along with
her. They clutched desperately to one another, finding their
shelter, their
comfort in the storm, totally unaware or uncaring of those
watching them.
Watching them, seeing the tidal wave of emotions caused from
the simple
fear, the idea of being separated, Buffy and Giles finally
saw and
understood. The love they had for one another... it was just
like any other
couple.
The only thing that made them different was the fact that
they just happened
to be a Slayer and her Watcher. Should such a tiny thing
really prevent them
from finding their happiness together? And did they want to
be responsible
for that?
No and no again.
Which was exactly why they walked out the living room,
heading quietly into
the garden, sitting in silence for quite some time before
speaking. But when
they did speak, it wasn't of Faith and Annabel, or what was
right and wrong.
It was about their flight and exactly when was it leaving?
---
"Well," said Buffy after a long moment, her
expression scrunched up as she
tried to think of the perfect words. Finally, she gave up
and shrugged her
shoulders as she moved forward to hug Faith tightly.
"It was something
else!" she laughed.
After a few hours of talking and serious bonding in a
crowded airport
waiting for their ever increasingly delayed flight, Buffy
and Giles heard
the sound of their final departure being called. That meant
it was time to
say goodbye. Which was turning out far friendlier than they
would've
expected from earlier in the day.
"Yeah," Faith chuckled, resting her chin on
Buffy's shoulder then pulling
back slowly to give Buffy a grin. "I gotta say that it
was that." Dark brown
eyes twinkled and she drawled, "You remember our
promise, right? You're
keepin' my fabu love life on the way down low aren't you,
Buff?"
"Yep! On my kicked out Girl Scout's honor," Buffy
chirped, saluting Faith
with a bounce and a happy smile.
"Kicked out?" Faith raised an eyebrow, smirking at
Buffy. "What in the heck
did you get yourself kicked outta Girl Scouts for, Buff?
Burning down a
tent?"
"It was a sleeping bag and no!" said Buffy
indignantly before flashing Faith
a grin. She was quiet for a moment, studying Faith, then she
moved forward
for another hug and murmured in her ear, "I'm glad we
got to meet and...
well, I guess I'm glad you have someone like Annabel here
with you."
"Gotta say that I feel the same way," replied
Faith softly. She stared at
Buffy then formed a small and sweet smile, reaching for the
blonde Slayer's
hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. "I'm gonna miss you,
Buff. You give me a
call sometime, huh?"
"Definitely," said Buffy sincerely, blinking back
the tears she felt.
Releasing a cough, she turned to Giles who was looking at
her fondly and
whacked him hard on the shoulder. "C'mon, old
man!" she declared. "Lets get
back to the bad breath mouth of Hell already."
Sighing at this, Giles observed as Buffy walked towards the
loading gate and
shook his head before turning back to Annabel and Faith.
Smiling at them, he
said dryly, "She's entirely obnoxious, you
realize."
"Yes," murmured Annabel, hazel eyes flickering gold
with amusement. "I also
realize that you love her very much and you wouldn't want
her any other way.
And even though she's obnoxious as well," her voice was
throaty and teasing
as she wrapped an arm around Faith's waist casually, "I
feel the same for
Faith."
"You're just askin' for trouble," Faith accused,
lightly swatting Annabel's
stomach before she looked at Giles with a serious
expression. "Thanks," she
began softly. "Thanks for doing this for us. I know you
didn't have to...
that maybe even a part of you didn't wanna but still, you
did. So, y'know,"
Faith looked uncomfortable and shrugged. "Thanks for
doin' it."
"It wasn't what I wanted at first, that is true,"
said Giles, matching
Faith's gaze steadily, his voice echoing with honesty,
"but I have revised
my opinions since then." Looking from Annabel to Faith,
he smiled tenderly,
looking like he wanted to say something more when Buffy
shouted his name
irritably. Shaking his head, he looked towards her and
called out, "I'm
bloody well coming!" Then he turned back to them and
sighed wearily. "I'll
be going now," he announced.
Chuckling at this, Annabel murmured, "It was good to
see you again,
Mr. Giles. Do call us if you should ever need a hand on that
Hellmouth of
yours."
"It isn't mine but sometimes it feels as if it
were," said Giles dryly,
walking towards Buffy and the boarding gate. Still walking,
he said over his
shoulder in almost dooming tones, "And I wouldn't say
such things if I were
you. It's just inviting trouble to besiege us so we'll have
to give you a
ring."
"A ring?" Buffy questioned, walking with Giles
onto the plane, her voice
drifting out towards Faith and Annabel. "What kind?
Diamonds or rubies?"
"Buffy... honestly, it's a saying, that's all,"
said Giles, his tones
exasperated but affectionate as their bodies and voices
disappeared into the
tunnel.
They were quiet for a moment then Faith looked up at Annabel
and formed a
quirky grin that was returned with a fond smile. Reaching
her hand up, Faith
then pushed locks of fawn hair from Annabel's eyes and
drawled, "I think
we'll be seein' those two sooner than we think."
"Yes," murmured Annabel, eyes darkening green,
holding Faith's hand in her
own and pressing it gently against her lips, smiling around
it. "I think so
as well."
Her breath hitching at the wet softness of Annabel's lips
against her skin,
Faith said in suddenly husky tones, "I think we oughta
get goin' now, don't
you?"
"I think I agree," said Annabel playfully, taking
Faith's hand in her own
and leading the hurried way out of the airport.
And home they went.
To be continued...