TITLE: Rickets and Pocky AUTHOR: Dreiser EMAIL: dreiser0@earthlink.net WEBSITE: http://www.dreiser.net/ CONTENT: F/F romance. Don't like it, don't read it. SUMMARY: A sequel of sorts to Time Waits but involving Ami/Makoto and their romantic feelings for one another. DISCLAIMER: I own nothing but my own shoes. AUTHOR'S NOTE: I know, I know. By this title you wouldn't think that it's a love story but it is, trust me on this one! lol. Rickets and Pocky By: Dreiser Everyone was involved but her. Well, no, that was a lie. No, not a lie. It was an exaggeration. Yes, that's what it was. An exaggeration. After all, there were two other single Senshi among them. One of which she wished wasn't quite so single, one she wished was instead involved with her. A few days ago she would've said that happening was impossible but a few days ago she wouldn't be hanging out in Crown Arcade with her friends, exposed to the abnormality of Minako and Setsuna as an ultra cutesy couple. It was true you know, they were cutesy and abnormally so. Not just because it was odd to see Setsuna as anything other than serious but more because next to the destined and rather staid... no... boring... uhm... okay, just destined relationships of Mamoru and Usagi along with Michiru and Haruka, those two seemed very, very, very odd. Actually, they were more like odd x 1,000,000,000. For instance, take what they were doing right now. Battling against each other fiercely in the latest Sailor V fighting game as they tossed insults at one another. She never saw any of her friends acting like this. Well, at least the ones dating each other. Watching the couple now, she sighed and leaned back to observe the sheer oddity of their interactions. "Hey! What did I say about pulling on my butt bow? That's cheating!" Minako proclaimed, bumping into Setsuna's hip, causing the taller woman to stumble slightly despite keeping her eyes ahead. "You said that's cheating, yes, but I never said I wouldn't keep doing it," replied Setsuna in smug tones before she pulled on the butt bow yet again, causing the pixilated Sailor V to fall down. "Setsuna!" whined Minako, stomping her left foot. "That's cheating! Cheating!" "You're just upset you're losing," said Setsuna, sounding as calm as ever, but a small smile tugging on her lips to show that she was indeed enjoying herself. "I'm losing because you're cheating," Minako grumbled. Her eyes narrowed as she formed a sly expression and snuggled closer to the other woman, pressing their bodies together, standing up on her tippy toes to whisper something into Setsuna's ear. The guardian of time paused in the game to face Minako, arching an eyebrow as a slow smile spread across her features. Then she held her hands up in the air while Minako formed a huge and ecstatic grin. Whirling around to face the machine, Minako pushed several buttons rapidly, killing Setsuna's character with a frightening efficiency. Whirling around to face Setsuna again, Minako's grin was wider yet, if that was possible, as she gave the other Senshi a quick kiss on the lips. "Come on," she purred, falling back down onto her feet and grabbing Setsuna's hand, "lets get going. That way you can pull my real life butt bow all you want." Not noticing the sweatdrops that everyone except herself and Setsuna wore, Minako turned to their friends and smiled brightly. "Later guys! We have business to attend to!" "Fun business," Setsuna added in a murmur, her smile almost matching the blonde's. Then with that they were out the door of the Crown Arcade, leaving Ami to watch with eyes tinged with envy. They were an odd couple, yes, this had been proven true, but they were what looked to be an extremely happy couple as well. Why couldn't she have that? Gazing over at Makoto who was chatting with Rei about gardening at the shrine and stopping by someday soon to help out with the chore, Ami sighed. She thought back to the elaborate story she heard from Minako about how she and Setsuna got together. How she had looked into the older Senshi's eyes and just known, with everything in her, that she was wanted, that she was loved, and it all had happened in what was a matter of hours. In just hours her entire life changed and now she had someone who loved her. Someone she loved in return and life, it was better than she could've ever imagined it to be. All because she had taken the time to truly look and recognize the truth of what she was seeing. Ami wondered, with more than a little bitterness, why Makoto didn't ever look. Then she realized she was Mizuno Ami and she didn't get bitter. She was docile, sweet, and quiet, she was the voice of reason amongst a sea of silliness. She was a rock, she was an island, she was reciting song lyrics to herself... Shaking her head, Ami scowled and realized that she didn't have to be anything she didn't want to be. That meant she didn't have to be docile, sweet, and quiet. She didn't even have to join the army! No, she could be outgoing, brash, and loud as she wanted if that was her desire. Hell, she could even tell Makoto about how she felt if that's what she really wanted. What she really wanted? Was she going crazy? Of course that's what she wanted. She wanted that more than she wanted to maintain her perfect grade point average... more than she wanted to become a doctor... more than she wanted to maybe see her mother more than twice a week. All in all, that was a hell of a lot of want coming from Ami, just so you know. Maybe a little too much want, if you asked her. She wasn't used to wanting this much. Ami wasn't the type of person who really desired things. No, that didn't sound right... it was more that she just went with the flow. She let everything develop naturally, without much thought as to how it should be or how she wanted it to be, she just let it happen, more or less. That's not how it was with Makoto though. Not at all. Ami found herself wanting her more and more, wanting to be with her, wanting to talk with her, wanting to touch her, wanting to cover her in whipped cream then lick it all off before she got some cherries and... Ehhhhhh, yes, Ami had a lot of wanting. "Ami-chan? Are you feeling sick?" Turning to face Usagi, who as always, had the patented expression for cute concern on her features, Ami turned redder yet. "What?" she asked, sure her voice was reaching all time highs as she spoke. She probably sounded like a boy on the brink of puberty at his very worst. If only her brain hadn't brought up the always appealing image of Makoto and whipped cream. "Are you feeling sick?" repeated Usagi, frowning as she moved forward to press her palm onto Ami's forehead. "You're not hot but you're so red..." "I..." Ami searched her wannabe doctor brain for some sort of medical excuse for her whipped cream induced coloration. Ah, she had it! "I have rickets." There was a visible pause as everyone present blinked and stared at Ami. Finally, Mamoru, being the brave soul that he was, decided to speak. "Rickets?" questioned Mamoru with light confusion. "Rickets," Ami nodded, for some reason deciding this disease was appropriate. "That's what I have." "Isn't that a bone disease?" Mamoru continued to question, frowning as he thought back to one of the random medical classes he took. He could never decide on a major and drifted from class to class. For this semester his schedule included: Introduction to Basket Weaving, Advanced Thermodynamics, Golfing Like A Pro, and Astrophysics. He was particularly looking forward to basket weaving. Maybe he'd learn how to make some nice baskets to keep all of his throwing roses in. That would be good. "And one for children?" "Uhm..." Ami turned redder yet as she tried to recall the details. Unfortunately the super computer that was her brain had just gotten a virus and Ami was left in her currently brainless state. "She can't answer! The rickets has gotten to her!" Usagi exclaimed, tears in her eyes, always prepared to overreact to any situation. Especially one that had to do with things she didn't really understand. "Poor Ami-chan!" "Usagi-chan..." began Rei, immediately moving to comfort the girl. "Usako..." started Mamoru at the same time, moving to comfort her as well. The two paused in motion and stared at each other like a pair of rabid dogs fighting over a particularly blonde and tasty bone. While this went on the rest of the Senshi turned back to Ami and the issue of her rickets. After all, they were used to the Mamoru/Rei in fighting over Usagi. "Rickets, eh?" asked Haruka, feeling Canadian for a moment. Once she said this, she blinked and frowned deeply, muttering to herself, "Why do I suddenly think my name is Amara?" "I'm sure I don't know," replied Michiru sweetly before focusing on Ami. Resting her chin in the palm of her hand, she smiled slowly at Ami then said, "Now then. You say you have rickets?" "Rickets," Ami repeated with a nod, choosing to ignore Ama... ehh, Haruka's Canadian status. "Mmm," murmured Michiru as she leaned into Haruka and smiled that ever mysterious smile of hers. "Are you sure it isn't something else? Something less traumatizing that has a c-cup?" "C-cup?" Haruka snorted in disbelief. She had gotten over her brief stint as a Canadian and was now back to her fully Japanese and ultra sexy self. It was good to be Haruka. Damn good. "It has to be d-cup at least. Just look at them! That's not the work of a wonder bra, Michiru." "You would know about that," said Michiru softly, smirking humorously. For a response, Haruka grumbled something about Michiru not minding the wonder bra so much a few nights ago. Observing them, Ami wondered just what the Outer Senshi were talking about. That was when Makoto spoke up. "If you're not feeling well, you shouldn't be here, Ami-chan." As she said this, the tall brunette rose to her feet and offered her hand to the other girl. "Come on," a smile graced Makoto's features as she spoke, "I'll walk you home." Blushing again, Ami nodded and rose to her feet, vaguely hearing Usagi shriek about her rickets acting up again before Mamoru and Rei snarled at one another over the right to comfort her. But just as she started to walk after Makoto, who was already at the door to the arcade, she was startled by a sudden fierce smack to her ass. Whirling around to face her ass smacking enemy, Ami gaped at who she saw. "Chibiusa?" she asked with a good degree of disbelief. First of all, when had the pink haired demon spa... err, princess arrived in the arcade? Second of all, why in the hell did she smack her on the ass of all places? That was just plain weird. "Go the distance, Ami-chan!" Chibiusa exclaimed with all her sugary goodness, giving a thumbs up signal and smiling wide. "If I can get Helios and Hotaru to agree to share me then there isn't a way that you can fail! Fight, fight, fight!" Then Chibiusa ran off in the direction of Hotaru, leaving Ami bug eyed. What was it about Moon Princesses attracting multiple partners of both genders? She was sure that it had to be something genetic. It made her wonder if Queen Serenity was the ultimate mack mama. If they had to bet on it, she'd say yes on that one. Then she felt a warm hand clasp her arm and she looked up into Makoto's worried features. "You ready to go?" asked Makoto. Nodding her head, Ami allowed Makoto to lead her out of the arcade and couldn't help wondering if this was some sort of really bad dream, things were so odd. One... Two... Three... Four... Five... Six... Eight thousand and four... Umpteen... Twelve... No, it wasn't a dream. Although she was starting to wonder about her counting skills. Ami knew for a fact that she didn't have rickets but maybe she had something else. It wasn't like her to get this way. All stressed out and mind drifting weird. Maybe since Minako had suddenly gotten more stable thanks to Setsuna all of her flaky qualities had been transferred to her. That could be it. Ehhh... actually, no, that couldn't be it. Unless this was a bad science fiction movie. Which was entirely possible, you know. I mean, Sailor Senshi aren't exactly plausible either but hey, she was one, wasn't she? Hmmm... "Ami-chan?" Giving a nervous laugh, Ami turned towards Makoto, who was looking at her with concern as she frowned. Rubbing the back of her blue head, Ami said sheepishly, "Yes?" "Something really is wrong," Makoto murmured, her green eyes darkening. "You're not acting like yourself at all..." Tilting her head to one side, she contemplated the other Senshi and sighed as she gave a small smile. "You aren't exactly confident in a loud way but you're never this jumpy either." Makoto looked at Ami for a long while before shaking her head and absently taking her hand to lead her down the street. "Can you tell me what's the matter?" This was it. This was her chance. This was the moment of truth. This was where she finally got to tell the reality of her feelings to Makoto. So closing her eyes as Makoto pulled her steadily along, Ami took a deep breath, preparing her speech mentally before she blurted out, "I'm in love with you, Mako-chan!" Makoto's walk stopped so abruptly that Ami couldn't prevent herself from slamming into the taller girl's backside. She remained there a moment, her face pressed into the smooth muscles and soft skin, breathing in the vague scent of flowers and cookies Makoto carried with her. Then she pulled away, staring at the ground and waiting for Saturn's scythe to fall on her. "Did you just say..." Makoto trailed off, her voice reflecting the frown that Ami was sure was on her pretty features even as she spoke. "Yes," said Ami with a nod, "I did." Silence ensued for a very long time. Well, it wasn't really silence since they were on a public street and there were cars and people passing by, making more than enough noise on their own but Ami didn't hear any of that. All she heard was silence and all she felt was a horrible twisting in her stomach as she waited for Makoto's full and final reaction to her confession. "Ami-chan," began Makoto in wondering tones and Ami couldn't believe she was feeling warm fingers on her chin, lifting her head up. She felt all the more shocked on seeing the wry look of fondness that the other girl wore. "I never realized..." "I know," said Ami, swallowing the lump in her throat. "I tried not to let you know. Let anyone know really... I guess I was scared, Mako-chan." Blinking at this, Makoto frowned. "Why? I think we all love pocky." "Pocky?" Ami squeaked, her eyes going wide. Either she was going insane or Makoto was going insane because the name Makoto sounded nothing like pocky and she had said she was in love with Makoto, not pocky. Besides, how in the hell could anyone be in love with pocky?! It was a candy! You can't be infatuated with candy! Well... unless you're Chibiusa. "But I didn't..." "It's all right," said Makoto, smiling widely. She took Ami's hand again and continued to lead her along. "We all love snacks every now and again. I honestly didn't think that you could survive on sandwiches alone, anyway. But if you want, I won't tell the others." Pocky? When had she said pocky? Maybe Makoto was blocking her name out and replacing it with pocky because Ami didn't say that, she knew she didn't. Stopping to review the conversation, Ami made a mental rewind to about a minute ago. Okay, she was walking after Makoto and she was preparing her big speech which ended up as a short declaration while admiring the nice backside in front of her... There she was, taking a breath, getting ready to say it, and then there she was, opening her mouth and saying it, and there... wait. What the hell was to the left of her? Stop. Freeze frame. Go to the left and zoom in. Zoom in! What the hell?! A guy in a giant pocky suit in front of a new candy store that just opened up. And what was he shouting? POCKY! He was shouting about pocky! Aughhh! Curse pocky to hell! Curse it to the deepest levels of hell! Months, for months now she'd been in love with Makoto and finally... finally she worked up the courage today to tell her, okay to blurt it out really, but that didn't matter because pocky ruined it! And to make it all the more horrible was the fact that Ami hated pocky. Really and truly hated it. She herself enjoyed the more chewy candies. They tended to last longer and they had so many yummy flavors. Ami did enjoy variety. What would she do now if Makoto as a friendly gesture bought her a box of the fearsome pocky and expected her to eat it? Ughhh. She would have to do it, just to see that smile she loved so much. Damn pocky, damn it to hell. "Ami-chan? What are you muttering about?" asked Makoto, frowning a bit as she looked back at her friend. There was something really strange about her today and Makoto couldn't figure it out. She knew very well that Ami didn't have rickets, whatever that was. I mean, Ami was healthy as a horse and besides, Makoto was very observant about these things. Well, she was more observant about all things Ami. So if she wasn't sick then... "Ami-chan?" "Yes?" Ami asked, dropping out of her hatred for pocky haze on hearing Makoto's voice sounding more insistent this time. "Are you having problems with your Mom?" asked Makoto worriedly. She knew that Ami's mother wasn't around too much, something that she often got upset about or at least depressed over. Of all the Senshi, Makoto could relate to the pain not having a parent there can cause. It was different for her, of course, seeing as hers would never come back but still... she understood. "Is she working late hours again? I know you guys have different schedules." "My Mom?" said Ami dimly, repeating Makoto's words in her head and checking to make sure that she somehow didn't implicate she was in love with pocky AND her mother somehow. Seeing it was all clear, she blinked at Makoto then said, "Her schedule's been the same as always. I'm sort of used to not seeing much of her, actually. We make the best of the time that we have." "Oh," said Makoto stupidly, not knowing what to think. What in the world was wrong with Ami then? She couldn't figure it out. Sighing in frustration, Makoto noted their bus stop was coming up and the bus was heading right for it. "Our ride's here," she said, pulling Ami along at a faster pace, busy contemplating what could be the matter with the other girl. The contemplation lasted the entire bus ride, all the way until they got to the street where Ami lived with her mother, in that huge and entirely fancy apartment building. Makoto only snapped out of her contemplation when they entered the building so she could walk as carefully across the marble floor as she could. Something about how expensive this place was creeped her out. The concept of just having money was foreign to Makoto. She liked nice and pretty things, yes, but it wasn't like because of that she automatically wanted pricey things as well. Riding up in the elevator, Makoto stared at the back of Ami's head, her eyes narrowing as each floor passed, making a dinging noise as it did. What was wrong with her? WHAT was it? And most importantly why wouldn't Ami tell her? They were friends, right? Up until now Makoto would admit she felt closest to Ami. There was just something about her... her very nature, a sweetness to her that made Makoto trust her implicitly but apparently it wasn't the same for Ami. That thought made Makoto mad. Really mad to be honest. In the moment of that madness... err, that anger to more exact, it hit Makoto. She finally realized just what Ami couldn't tell her. The reason she was acting the way she was. On realizing it, Makoto smiled and smiled long and hard and maybe even a bit sneakily. Then she closed the front door to Ami's apartment with a snap of finality. Ami turned on hearing the noise, rather startled by it and even more startled by the strange look on Makoto's face as the other girl neared her. She had been busy thinking of ways to entertain Makoto and lost track of reality. Okay, she had been caught up in yet another whipped cream fantasy to be perfectly honest. Ami wasn't sure why but she did have a small obsession involving the taller Senshi and dessert toppings. "Mako-chan?" asked Ami quietly, using her turn to frown. "Why do you look like that?" "Look like what?" Makoto almost purred, her husky voice going a tone deeper, making her almost able to compete with Haruka in the throatiness department. Almost, but not quite. After all, there can only be one Haruka, much to the dismay of her fanbase. Makoto moved forward in an easy stroll, her expression confident and a tad mischievious, causing Ami to back away automatically, unsure what to make of her friend in this situation. "I finally figured it out, Ami-chan." "Figured what out?" Ami squeaked, once again sounding like a prepubescent boy. As she squeaked, she bumped into the side of the sofa, causing her to fall back slightly and sit on its arm as she watched Makoto approach, the smirk widening on her features. "You're not sick at all," said Makoto, her smirk still apparent as she stopped in front of Ami, standing close, nestled in between her legs and looking down at the other girl. "I... well... it's just..." Ami tried to figure out how to explain it away. It wasn't that she had been caught lying. I mean, she knew her lie was a stupid one that anyone but Usagi could see through. It was more that Makoto was in her personal space. IN her personal space. So much so that Ami could once again smell the flowers and cookie dough on her and it made her want to eat... ehh. Well, okay, we won't be going there but it gave her more fantasies, okay? "All right," she sighed, deciding to just admit it. What was the worst that could happen? "I'm not sick." "I knew it," said Makoto smugly, pulling back and beaming at her. She wore a playful expression and tapped Ami on the nose as she continued, "You just wanted out of that arcade, didn't you? I bet it gets to be a pain, going there so much when you're not as into games as we are. I know you like them, but you hardly get so obsessed... at least that's how I see it. You're a very balanced person, you know? I like that about you." The only response Ami had was to stare blankly at Makoto. "Well! Since you're not sick and I have a bunch of homework to finish, I better get going," said Makoto with a smile and a wink, turning to head out the door. But then she paused, turning to look at Ami who stared blankly at her still. The smile never leaving her, Makoto again stopped in front of Ami, standing in between her legs and leaning down to leave their faces inches apart. "I'm glad you're not sick, Ami-chan," she murmured. Then she kissed her. Not a peck on the cheek and not a light brush of the lips, but an honest to goodness kiss that lasted, by Ami's computer like brain, precisely 57.364 seconds. It was soft and it was sweet and Makoto tasted like cookie dough and she made Ami think of her naked with whipped cream and cookie dough and flowers but oh, it was good and just as she started to open her mouth to deepen the kiss, Makoto pulled away, that smile on her face. "Uh uh," said Makoto, wagging her finger at Ami, "I said I have homework to do and if we do that I won't be doing any homework anytime soon." Chuckling at herself, Makoto squinted and looked up contemplatively. "Since when did I start sounding like you, huh?" Shaking her head, she faced Ami who wore a blissed out expression and released a burst of laughter. "Maybe when you started to act like me," she remarked fondly, reaching out to caress Ami's cheek who leaned into her touch. "Mako-chan," said Ami softly, feeling her courage begin to rise. They were in her apartment now, they weren't on a street, there were no pocky shouters around, she could say it again and this time really be heard. Plus she had just gotten a damn good kiss. "I'm in love with you." Raising an eyebrow, Makoto smiled slyly and replied, "I already knew that." Leaning down again, her hands resting gently on Ami's hips to press their bodies together, Makoto whispered in her ear, voice low and teasing as she said, "And just so you know, I love you too. Even if you have rickets." When Ami's mother returned at her usual late night hour from her shift at the hospital, she was surprised to find her daughter fast asleep in the living room along with Makoto. Around them was a clutter of books and piles of homework and the TV flickered with some movie on cable they'd been watching. Turning it off, she studied the scene in front of her curiously. There was her baby, her only daughter, her Ami, wrapped soundly in the arms of Makoto. Her face buried in the other girl's more than abundant cleavage, her slim frame rising and falling with Makoto's every breath and looking, quite frankly, like she'd won the lottery. But what surprised her mother most, what really surprised her, in all honesty, was what they had lying on the coffee table. Picking it up, Ami's mother studied it with a frown and said, "She hates pocky." Directing her eyes over to Makoto who murmured something and shifted in her sleep, causing Ami to move closer yet, she smirked then pulled out a stick of pocky to bite into. "But I guess her girlfriend doesn't." -End-