TITLE: A Matter of Circumstance
SERIES: Maria-sama Ga Miteru
AUTHOR: Dreiser
EMAIL: dreiser7@yahoo.com
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MY WEBSITE: http://www.dreiser.org/
CONTENT: F/F romance. Sei/Yumi. Sachiko/Shimako.
SUMMARY: Life is a matter of circumstance,
especially in regard to relationships. What if circumstances changed and
Shimako found herself accepting SachikoÕs rosary and Sei decided to truly take
Yumi into her care? What would happen then?
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing but my love of really
great plot ideas given by Sean Gaffney.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: As noted in my disclaimer, the idea for this fic
came from the great Sean Gaffney. But despite that, if you have any issues with
what happens in the story, please go bitching to me and not him. Not unless you
want to look stupid. Anyway! This is an alternate universe fic and ye gods, IÕm
surprised IÕm writing it because I normally dislike alternate universes a great
deal but the idea was so good I had to borrow it and I did get rightful
permission so here we are. Despite the alt universe status of the fic, I am
going to try to keep the storylines and characterization as close to canon as I
can. Do let me know if you feel IÕm doing a horrible job. My feelings are not
easily hurt so donÕt give them the slightest bit of worry. Oh yes, thereÕs one
more thing. This is going to be a somewhat light hearted and humorous fic.
There will be drama because this is Marimite and itÕs required but I do plan to
bring the laughs. Or at least, I hope to.
A Matter of Circumstance
By: Dreiser
Part
Two
It was
just a wooden building. Yumi knew that from having been inside it before and
further yet, it was just a wooden building she had been invited to visit. No,
strike that, she had been ordered to visit by Rosa Gigantea. So taking all of
that into account why was the idea of walking inside this wooden building which
she had been in before suddenly so very intimidating to her?
Perhaps
it had to do with the occupants. There was something about Rosa Gigantea and
her infectious smile and playful attitude that put Yumi at ease as much as it
embarrassed her. But when it came to the rest of the members of the Yamayurikai
she found herself feeling noticeably out of place. Especially around Rosa
Chinensis en bouton, the object of her admiration. And though she thought it
was horribly egotistical of her to think so, something made Yumi feel like the
older girl didnÕt like her. Why she would feel that way she didnÕt know. Maybe
it was the barest disapproving look Sachiko had worn on her features when Yumi
was around or maybe it was just this sense that she felt that the older girl
knew she didnÕt belong there and resented her for it. But the idea that Sachiko
could feel so strongly towards her was utterly ridiculous. She was hardly
important enough to merit such things.
Whatever
it was, it made Yumi feel entirely uncomfortable and incredibly depressed. She
much rather be completely unnoticed by the girl she admired than have the
haunted feeling she was disliked by her. Which is why she stared at the Rose
Mansion, knowing she had to go inside unless she wanted Rosa Gigantea to come
out and pull her inside by force, but avoiding it all the same. She remained
there, standing and staring, hoping some lingering idea of escape would grasp
her mind. Sadly, no ideas arrived so the standing and staring continued. At
least until she heard a soft but dryly humorous voice remark, ÒThe door is for
opening.Ó
Releasing
a cry of surprise, Yumi spun around and was met the amused gazed of Shimazu
Yoshino who was closely followed by the tall and stately Hasekura Rei who wore
a sympathetic expression. ÒYoshino-san, Rei-sama!Ó Yumi exclaimed, bowing to
them both and moving out of their way. ÒI was justÉÓ
ÒYou
were staring at the door for five minutes,Ó remarked Yoshino, wearing a hint of
a smile. ÒWhy is that?Ó
Blushing
furiously, Yumi searched her brain frantically for a polite way to say that she
was scared to go inside a simple wooden building because of the people who
occupied it to some of said people who did the occupying. That was when ReiÕs
eyes crinkled around the edges and she murmured with understanding, ÒIt is
strangely intimidating, isnÕt it?Ó She peered up at the Rose Mansion and
continued, ÒI remember when oneesama first brought me here. She had to drag me
inside, I was so frightened.Ó Rei settled her gaze back on Yumi and looking
into her kind eyes, Yumi suddenly felt very envious of Yoshino to have such a
sensitive oneesama. ÒYou can come inside with us, if you want.Ó She shifted her
gaze to Yoshino, a grin playing at her lips. ÒYoshino will protect you. SheÕs
very good at it, sheÕs done it for me for years.Ó
ÒRei-chan
shouldnÕt tease,Ó Yoshino huffed as the older girl chuckled. Peering around
Rei, she met YumiÕs eyes with an equally kind gaze and said, ÒRosa Gigantea
invited you, didnÕt she?Ó When Yumi gave a jerky nod, Yoshino said very
logically, ÒSo you shouldnÕt be nervous about coming inside. She wants you
here.Ó Before Yumi could reply, Yoshino hooked her arm through YumiÕs and led
her through the door of the Rose Mansion and up the stairs all with a quietly
amused Rei following. When Yumi looked back to Rei as if to ask her silently
for help the older girl shrugged as if to say there was nothing she could do,
that this was simply her petite soeur and you had better get used to it.
ÒSei-sama,Ó announced Yoshino, pushing the door to the door to the council room
open as Yumi and Rei trailed behind her. ÒYou have a guest.Ó
A blur
of black, white, and blonde was all Yumi saw before she almost tipped over from
the sheer force of SeiÕs hug. They went tipping from side to side, bumping into
Shimako and causing her to stumble back into a frowning Sachiko as Sei rubbed
their cheeks together and exclaimed, ÒYumi-chan! YouÕre here!Ó
ÒOf
course I am, so please let me go,Ó Yumi wailed pitifully, almost tumbling into
the ground but finding herself saved from the fall because of SeiÕs hold on
her.
ÒNo
surprised cry of ÔRosa GiganteaÕ?Ó remarked Sei as she pouted pitifully,
ducking her head down so the younger girl could see for herself how pitiful the
pout truly was. ÒYumi-chan disappoints me.Ó
ÒI
donÕt mean to disappoint you,Ó replied Yumi tightly, doing her best to stand
upright under SeiÕs weight but once again falling back into Shimako. Her eyes
wide, Yumi looked to the other girl and did her best to bow in apology with Sei
hanging onto her. ÒIÕm so sorry, Shimako-san!Ó
Shimako
started to reply but was cut off by Sachiko moving to stand in front of her,
staring Sei down with an annoyed air surrounding her. ÒRosa Gigantea,Ó she
began in stiff and formal tones. ÒSince you are the cause of this commotion
shouldnÕt you apologize as well?Ó
Blinking
at this suggestion, Sei rested her chin on top of YumiÕs head and looked
contemplative for a long moment then flashed a wolfish grin as she said in sing
song tones, ÒSorry Shimako-san!Ó
ÒThatÕs
quite all right, Rosa Gigantea,Ó said Shimako softly, wearing a sweet smile.
ÒIÕm
sorry too!Ó Yumi piped up again, stepping as close to Sachiko as she could
manage with Sei still hanging onto her, looking up at the older girl with
plaintive eyes. ÒI didnÕt mean to bump into Shimako-san, honestly,
Sachiko-sama! I promise!Ó
Her
eyes widening just the slightest, SachikoÕs features held a moment of confusion
which quickly disappeared into her usual polite mask then she replied, ÒI
believe you, Yumi-san. But perhaps you should be more careful while in the
company of Rosa Gigantea. It seems that she enjoys creating this type of
disturbance while in your company. You should do your best to discourage her.Ó
ÒYes,
Sachiko-sama!Ó Yumi exclaimed, blushing prettily and wearing an eager smile.
Studying
YumiÕs reaction closely, Sei prodded her in the side and did a fair imitation
of Yumi as she said, ÒSachiko-sama? Why doesnÕt Yumi use that same voice when
saying my name?Ó
ÒWhat
voice?Ó inquired Yumi nervously, her eyes darting from Sei to Sachiko who appeared
utterly bored with the conversation. The rest of the Yamayurikai looked
positively enthralled though.
ÒRespectful
and reverent, like Yumi-chan is in love,Ó declared Sei, moving away from the
younger girl and clutching her hands over her chest. ÒThat kind of voice.Ó
ÒRosa
Gigantea!Ó Yumi cried, sounding very cross and nothing at all like the voice
Sei had just imitated.
ÒSee?
ThatÕs how Yumi-chan sounds when she speaks to me. Not at all respectful and
reverent like when she speaks to,Ó Sei paused and stepping close to Sachiko she
said with special emphasis, ÒSachiko-sama.Ó
Lifting
an eyebrow slowly, Sachiko murmured, ÒIs there a point to this conversation,
Rosa Gigantea?Ó
ÒJust
this,Ó Sei drawled, she leaned her face in close to the brunette and held up
her index finger as if making an important proclamation. Pausing in her
statement, she looked back to Yumi and wore a rakish grin as she wrapped an arm
around her waist and pulled the younger girl to her. Yumi released a cry of
surprise which Sei chuckled at before she focused back on Sachiko who continued
to look completely bored with the proceedings. ÒI think her surprised cry is
much cuter than her respectful and reverent voice.Ó
ÒI
would suppose itÕs a matter of preference,Ó said Sachiko, frowning.
ÒNaturally,Ó
said Sei, smiling widely and appearing immensely pleased with herself.
Clearing
her throat in a strangely polite manner, Youko fixed everyoneÕs attention on
her. ÒPerhaps we could get to work?Ó she suggested, gesturing to the seats at
the council table in a clear hint for to take a seat.
At
YoukoÕs words, everyone present drifted to their usual places but Yumi remained
frozen, unsure where she should sit or even if she should really be here, Rosa
GiganteaÕs insistence or not. ThatÕs when she felt a warm hand grasp hers and
Yumi looked up into SeiÕs smiling eyes. ÒYumi-chan sits next to me,Ó she said
it in a halfway questioning tone, her gray eyes serious and looking for a
response.
ÒYes,Ó
said Yumi with a nod of her head, barely able to take in the wisp of a smile
Sei wore before she led them around the table and to their assigned seats.
Pausing when they got there to pull YumiÕs chair out for her. Blushing at this,
Yumi sat quickly and did her best to ignore the feeling she was being stared
at.
The
feeling of being stared at and sensing that she was out of place kept Yumi from
being able to concentrate fully on what was being said in the meeting. Every
few minutes sheÕd lift her gaze up to focus on Sachiko who sat across the table
with Shimako at her left and Youko who sat at the head of the table at her
right. Sachiko didnÕt seem to notice her gaze and wore a serene expression on
her beautiful features which caused Yumi to blush lightly as she looked at
them. She could hardly believe she was in the same room as the older girl, much
less sitting at the same table. In fact, she didnÕt understand why she was here
in the slightest. Of course, she was here because Rosa Gigantea requested it of
her but that didnÕt mean she understood why it was requested. That continued to
confuse her to no end and focusing her gaze on the blonde sitting next to her,
Yumi wondered why she had suddenly gained her attention. Everyone in Lillian
Academy knew of Rosa GiganteaÕs reputation. That she was beautiful but
standoffish and often rude, she had a strange edge to her that kept people from
her despite the charm of her outward appearance. And yet everything Yumi heard
about her somehow wasnÕt true. Rosa Gigantea had never acted that way in her
presence. She was jokes and smiles and though Yumi saw that edge she somehow
thought it would never apply to her. Just as she thought this, Rosa Gigantea
caught her eye and wiggled her eyebrows, causing Yumi to release a giggle. But
she was soon quickly ducking her head and turning red with embarrassment when
she noticed SachikoÕs gaze upon them. She slowly lifted her eyes when she heard
Sachiko begin to speak in cool controlled tones about the play she was to star
in for the Cultural Festival.
ÒYou
decided this when I wasnÕt here,Ó said Sachiko, her eyes focused on the table.
ÒBecause
you always run away when we have meetings with Hanadera Academy,Ó replied Youko
calmly, looking at her petite soeur with an almost wry humor in her voice. ÒItÕs
because you canÕt get over of your hatred of men that this sort of thing
happens to you.Ó
YumiÕs
eyes widened and she turned to Sei who smiled at her expression and leaned in
close, to whisper into her ear, ÒSachiko doesnÕt want to dance with the Student
Council President of Hanadera Academy. We asked him to play the prince in the
play.Ó
ÒIs it
really fair though?Ó ShimakoÕs soft voice filled the room and everyone drew
their eyes to her. ÒTo decide things about the play Sachiko-sama is starring in
without her being present?Ó
ÒFair,Ó
Eriko tasted the word more than said it, looking at Youko with gleaming eyes.
ÒIÕm not sure. Is it fair of us, Rosa Chinensis, Rosa Gigantea?Ó
ÒPerhaps
not,Ó murmured Youko, inclining her head.
ÒDefinitely
not but there is that allowance we made,Ó Sei drawled, resting her chin in the
palm of her hand and smirking at Sachiko. ÒOr have you given up so easily now
that Shimako has turned you down?Ó
ÒNot in
the least,Ó said Sachiko stiffly. ÒHowever, I donÕt see what that has to do
with the play.Ó
ÒLetÕs
make a bet,Ó announced Sei, rising to her feet and sending her chair clattering
backwards. ÒLike Shimako said, itÕs not fair for us to decide things about her
without her being present. So how about we give Sachiko the chance to play a
penalty game?Ó
ÒSo if
I winÉÓ Sachiko began, standing to her feet as well.
ÒYou
can drop the role of Cinderella,Ó said Sei as she gave a jaunty grin. She
looked over at Youko and Eriko who both inclined their heads in agreement. ÒWe
promise.Ó
ÒWhatÕs
the bet?Ó Yumi found herself asking before she could stop herself. Instantly,
all eyes turned to her and she blushed dark red and ducked her head to stare at
the table.
Chuckling
softly, Sei ruffled YumiÕs hair and replied, ÒWhether or not Sachiko can make
Shimako-san her soeur.Ó YumiÕs eyes widened at this and she focused her
attention on Sachiko who wore a flat and controlled expression on her features.
Standing beside her now was Shimako who was wearing the barest hint of a frown.
ÒYou have until the day before the school festival. But getting someone to
accept your rosary who has already turned you down should be a difficult task.
Of course,Ó Sei drawled, putting both hands on the table and leaning towards
the two girls. ÒTo keep Shimako from accepting your rosary just to get you out
of the play, she must take on the role of Cinderella herself if you win the
bet.Ó
ÒNo,Ó
ShimakoÕs voice, soft but powerful, rang out in the air and everyone turned to
her. ÒI donÕt agree with Sachiko-sama being forced into the role of Cinderella
but I wonÕt be the prize in a bet.Ó
ÒI also
donÕt agree to these terms,Ó said Sachiko in cool tones, giving Sei a derisive
stare.
ÒOh?Ó
said Sei, scratching her cheek, looking thoughtful and vaguely disappointed. Turning
to Youko, she shrugged and said, ÒThatÕs the only idea I had.Ó She felt a
gentle nudge at her side and blinking, she looked to Yumi who appeared as if
she wanted to say something but was holding herself back. Leaning down towards
her, Sei questioned, ÒWhat is it, Yumi-chan?Ó
Darting
her eyes from Sei to Sachiko and then back, Yumi said rather hesitantly, ÒWhy
canÕt someone other than Sachiko-sama play the part of Cinderella? It doesnÕt
have to be her, does it?Ó
ÒSomeone
could,Ó offered Youko slowly, giving Yumi a sweet smile that stayed on her face
even as she turned to Sachiko who looked at her oneesama with a veiled gaze.
ÒBut IÕm afraid that would defeat the purpose of Sachiko playing Cinderella,
Yumi-chan.Ó
ÒPurpose?Ó
questioned Yumi with confusion.
ÒTo
help Sachiko get over her fear of men,Ó Youko answered coolly. Stepping closer
to her petite soeur, she continued, ÒIÕm sorry but our decision is made. You
will be playing the role of Cinderella.Ó
ÒYouÕre
being unfair and mean!Ó Sachiko burst out, suddenly unable to mask her feelings
with her usual cool indifference, her hands clenched at her sides. ÒOneesama,
you promised—Ò
ÒYou
came up with that promise on your own,Ó interrupted Youko smoothly, arms folded
neatly over her chest. ÒIÕve told you my reasons for wanting you to play this
role and as your grande soeur I want you to try and respect them. IÕm sure as
the future Rosa Chinensis you could understand my thinking if you tried. It
wouldnÕt be ideal for you to continue to feel this way towards men.
Particularly when you consider the involvement the Yamayurikai has with the
Student Council at Hanadera Academy.Ó
Clenching
her jaw in anger, Sachiko didnÕt reply and instead turned on her heel and
quickly left the council room, unaware that Shimako was following close behind.
There was silence for several moments when Yumi gave into her urges and
whirling around, she glared at Youko and released a frustrated cry of, ÒRosa
Chinensis! Sachiko-sama was right, thatÕs really not fair!Ó
ÒReally?Ó
asked Youko, an amused smile tugging at her lips. ÒThen what would you suggest
we do, Yumi-chan?Ó Yumi blinked in response, her mouth opening and the closing
quickly, causing Youko to chuckle softly. Walking towards the younger girl, she
reached out to play with the strands of hair in YumiÕs left pigtail. ÒWhen you
can think of a way to get Sachiko over her fear of men as well as a method for
her to finally work with Hanadera Academy, let me know.Ó
Swallowing
nervously, Yumi found herself thinking of that terribly blank look Sachiko had
in her eyes when they were discussing the play. The older girl didnÕt want to
do this, she was being forced and that wasnÕt something that Yumi could ever
agree with. So gathering up her courage, Yumi looked Youko in the eyes and
said, ÒIf I do think of something then Sachiko-sama wouldnÕt have to play
Cinderella anymore?Ó
ÒSachiko
wouldnÕt,Ó agreed Youko, the smile on her face growing, Òbut you would.Ó
ÒWhat?!Ó
Yumi exclaimed, her eyes going wide.
ÒYou
donÕt agree now?Ó asked Youko, looking at Yumi with interest.
Darting
her eyes around the room, observing YoukoÕs restrained curiosity, ErikoÕs sly
grin, SeiÕs bemused expression, YoshinoÕs worried gaze, and ReiÕs warm look of
concern, Yumi focused back on Youko who lifted an eyebrow in expectation.
Taking a deep breath, Yumi thought of Sachiko and how she had looked and knew
that she couldnÕt let this go on, even if the older girl disliked her, she
couldnÕt let her be forced into anything. So nodding her head, she forcefully
declared, ÒI agree!Ó
---
It was
peaceful outside, the leaves blowing in the wind and the faint sound of birds
chirping. Peaceful enough that it made Shimako wonder if they had really gone
through that scene inside the student council room. SachikoÕs head was tilted
back, staring up into the darkening sky and her locks of her hair floated
elegantly on the wind. She was painfully beautiful but so restrained, enough
that Shimako often found herself wondering what the older girl was really
thinking. Having that kind of uncertainty wouldnÕt be good when dealing with
your soeur, would it? ThatÕs what Shimako thought anyway.
ÒIÕm
sorry,Ó murmured Shimako, standing next to Sachiko and looking up into the sky
with her. ÒI know that you donÕt want to play that role but I couldnÕt let
myself be used that way.Ó
ÒItÕs
fine,Ó said Sachiko faintly, looking to Shimako with understanding eyes. ÒI
never thought you would agree to such a thing and IÕm not sure I would want to
win you as a soeur over such a petty thing as a bet.Ó
ÒThey
did say you would have the right to speak up in meetings if you took a soeur
though,Ó Shimako remarked, focusing away from Sachiko and back on the leaves
blowing in the wind, taking a step forward as if to reach out and touch one.
ÒIsnÕt that why you originally asked me to be your petite soeur?Ó
Considering
this, Sachiko finally replied, ÒPerhaps at first. I hated that oneesama implied
I didnÕt have the same rights as her because I lacked a soeur so of course, I
immediately wanted to find one. And yes, it was she who first suggested I take
you as my soeur but it was only thatÉ a suggestion. The decision to ask you was
my own and I feel it was the correct one.Ó ShimakoÕs shoulders stiffened at
this and she turned quickly around, maybe to protest SachikoÕs words, but the
words were lost on her lips when she saw how close the older girl stood. They
were a breath apart and Sachiko smiled softly at ShimakoÕs surprised
expression. Quietly reaching out, she brushed a curly lock of hair back into
place, lingering to feel the softness of the younger girlÕs skin as she
murmured, ÒI know that you donÕt believe in me but IÕll change that.Ó
ÒYou
donÕt know me, Sachiko-sama,Ó said Shimako in a soft but somehow forceful tone.
She locked their eyes and if Sachiko was taken aback by the strength in her
gaze, she didnÕt show it. ÒIf you did know the real me then you wouldnÕt want
me for a soeur.Ó
ÒYouÕre
certain of this?Ó questioned Sachiko, considering Shimako carefully.
ÒYes,Ó
said Shimako, giving an emphatic nod.
ÒWell
then,Ó said Sachiko lightly, a smile on her lips and humor in her voice. ÒThen
you simply must let me know the real you, Shimako-san. IÕm afraid thereÕs
simply no other way to convince me to surrender in my quest to make you my
soeur.Ó ShimakoÕs eyes widened just the slightest bit on hearing this and
Sachiko turned from her, looking back to the Rose Mansion where Yumi was
exiting the building in a hurry with Sei hot on her heels. ÒYumi-san, Rosa
Gigantea,Ó she greeted politely. ÒIs anything the matter?Ó
ÒSachiko-sama!Ó
Yumi exclaimed excitedly, coming to a halt in front of her and bowing to the
older girl. Sachiko couldnÕt help but notice how her cheeks were flushed a rosy
red when she lifted her head, revealing an eager smile on her features. ÒI
think I found a way to help you!Ó
ÒHelp
me?Ó echoed Sachiko dimly.
ÒYumi-chan
found a way to get Youko to agree that you wouldnÕt have to play the role of
Cinderella,Ó announced Sei proudly, slinging an arm around YumiÕs shoulder and
causing the younger girl to tip slightly to one side under the weight. ÒSheÕs a
genius, my Yumi-chan!Ó
ÒRosa
Gigantea!Ó Yumi released a breathless exclamation of her name, blushing in
embarrassment. ÒIÕm not a genius. ItÕs not even a very good way now that I
think of it but at least Rosa Chinensis agreed.Ó
ÒWhat
way?Ó asked Sachiko, sounding very much like she was trying not to get her
hopes up.
At this
question, Yumi and Sei exchanged a nervous look before jointly explaining what
they had to do in order to get Sachiko out of playing the role of Cinderella in
the play. While they did so, Shimako stood where she was, watching them from
only a short distance away. But no matter how small the space between them,
Shimako felt distinctly apart when she looked at Yumi and SeiÕs enthusiastic
expressions. Just because when she saw them and then she looked at Sachiko she
swore she could see the reason why they would never be able to be soeurs. Not
in the ways that truly mattered. Which is why she turned on her heel to leave
but she had only taken two steps when she heard her name called out.
Shimako
looked over her shoulder, hair blowing in the wind, to the sight of Sachiko
looking at her with dark and questioning eyes, her hand reaching out to her as
she said, ÒPlease stay and help us?Ó Sachiko paused a moment and corrected, a
wry smile on her lips, ÒHelp me?Ó
Gazing
at that hand, seeing it for what it really was, a gesture of friendship as well
as an offering at the same time. A silent plea for help and to allow the older
girl to get the first glimpse of what she asked for earlier. To see and know
the real Toudo Shimako, not the perfect illusion others admired. And though her
heart jumped at the thought, in as much fear as excitement, Shimako found
herself stepping forward and taking SachikoÕs hand in her own, softly
murmuring, ÒAll right. IÕll stay.Ó
A
gentle and pleased smile was SachikoÕs only reply.
---
The
plan or lack of plan wasnÕt going very well. It was a very good way to get
Sachiko out of the play but only if they could come up with a way that would
convince Youko that Sachiko would lose her fear of men and would start
cooperating with the Student Council of Hanadera Academy by doing whatever they
came up with. All Yumi could think of was to ask her brother, Yuuki, who was
involved with the Student Council at that school for advice. Unfortunately,
there wasnÕt much Yuuki had to suggest. Other than to offer that he could
understand why a girl wouldnÕt want to dance with the Student Council
President.
Because
Yumi had a strange hope that eventually she would think of something to help
Sachiko, she found herself attending play rehearsals. Watching with a wistful
expression as Sachiko danced beautifully with Rei but her heart hurting because
she knew this wasnÕt what the older girl wanted to be doing. She was soon
broken out of her Sachiko induced daze by the feel of her right pigtail being
caressed and she looked at a curious Rosa Gigantea giving her an easy smile.
ÒYumi-chan,Ó
Sei began, leaning towards the younger girl. ÒDo you dance?Ó
ÒNo,
not at all,Ó said Yumi, shaking her head vigorously.
ÒOh?Ó
Sei released a humming noise of surprise. Looking to Eriko who was changing the
disc in the cd player, she questioned, ÒRosa Foetida, do dance lessons start in
the second year?Ó
Holding
the cd aloft, Eriko looked to Sei and replied, ÒI think so.Ó
ÒThen
IÕll show you how,Ó said Sei matter of factly, turning back to Yumi who blinked
at this remark. Grinning rakishly, she leaned in close and said, ÒYouÕll need
to know if youÕre going to take SachikoÕs place.Ó Before Yumi could reply, Sei
pulled her out onto the middle of the gym floor and arranged them in a formal
dancing position. ÒItÕs easy,Ó Sei gave a wink. ÒJust pretend IÕm your Prince
Charming.Ó No music played as Sei held their hands up and began to quietly
count along with a soundless melody. Yumi released occasional cries of surprise
that were eventually drowned out by Eriko putting on a new cd. This did nothing
to help the younger girl relax in SeiÕs arms who looked at her with a bemused
expression. ÒDo I make Yumi-chan so nervous?Ó
ÒIÕve
never danced before, Rosa Gigantea!Ó Yumi exclaimed, scowling as her cheeks
puffed up in annoyance. ÒYou canÕt expect me to be perfect at it likeÉÓ She
slowly trailed off, unable to finish the statement and instead fixing her eyes
on the person she was going to mention, watching as Sachiko glided effortlessly
about the gym with Rei, looking every inch like the princess she didnÕt want to
play.
ÒYou
think Sachiko is perfect?Ó asked Sei, soft and serious, causing Yumi to
immediately focus on her. When Sei saw that she had the younger girlÕs
attention, she formed a wry smile and gently spinning them around, she said,
ÒNo one is perfect, Yumi-chan. ItÕs just some people are better at pretending
otherwise.Ó
Turning
red, Yumi stammered, ÒI donÕt think Sachiko-sama is perfect! I justÉ I mean, I
wish I could be like her.Ó Ducking her head from SeiÕs inquiring gaze, Yumi
looked at Sachiko with veiled and longing eyes then continued, ÒI know sheÕs
not like everyone thinks she is but I stillÉÓ
ÒI wish
you would look at me that way,Ó said Sei in a bare whisper that was solemn and
sad and quiet enough that Yumi wondered if she had even heard it. Especially
when she looked up at the older girl and was greeted with a wolfish grin and
smiling eyes. ÒIÕll win Yumi-chan over if itÕs the last thing I do.Ó
ÒRosa
Gigantea,Ó Yumi said with an exasperated sigh.
ÒWhatÕs
this!Ó exclaimed Sei, forming an extreme pout. ÒYou donÕt believe me? But I
swear IÕm telling the truth! IÕll make you forget the faux perfect Sachiko-sama
and then get you to promise to love me forever!Ó Sei spun Yumi around in a
swift movement, causing the younger girl to laugh happily and squeal in
surprise. Grinning widely at this, Sei dipped Yumi down and their faces a
breath apart, she wiggled her eyebrows and drawled, ÒOr am I not dashing enough
for you, Yumi-chan?Ó
Finding
herself swept up in the fun of it all, Yumi wore a thoughtful expression and
declared, ÒDefinitely not dashing enough. You donÕt even have the proper
princely manners, Rosa Gigantea.Ó
ÒNo
proper princely matters, eh?Ó Sei demanded, doing her best to appear thoroughly
offended and looking silly in the process. Scowling playfully at this, she
studied Yumi for a moment then said, ÒIÕm going to have to punish you for
saying such a thing, Yumi-chan. YouÕve wounded my delicate feelings.Ó
Seconds
after she said this, SeiÕs fingers flew down to YumiÕs midsection and began
tickling her in earnest. Releasing a shriek of surprise, Yumi tried to squirm
away from Sei but found herself held in place by SeiÕs arms becoming wrapped
around her while her hands continued the very concentrated job of tickling her
to death. Eventually Yumi managed to wriggled her way out of SeiÕs arms only to
have her wrist grabbed as she tried to make her escape. Laughing still, she was
pulled back into the older girl who spun her around in a final dance move and
her laughter dying into wheezing coughs, Yumi rested her face on SeiÕs
shoulder, weakly peering over it to notice that the entire gym had ceased their
activities and were solely focused on them. Unable to help herself, YumiÕs eyes
were drawn to Sachiko who wore a small frown and had a dark look in her eyes.
Turning red with embarrassment, Yumi pushed Sei away from her and bowed deeply
to everyone in the gym while loudly proclaiming her apologies.
Then
she turned on her heel and ran, ignoring the calls of Sei for her to return.
---
Yumi
wasnÕt sure how she managed it but she went an entire school day without seeing
Rosa Gigantea. Well, that wasnÕt entirely true. She saw parts of her, glimpses
really. Her skirt, her hair, a hand reaching out to her, but never her as a
whole person. Mostly because her not so strategic and desperate attempt to
avoid her had been succeeding. Too bad she wasnÕt doing nearly as well with the
gossip that was spreading all over school about their little dancing episode
during play rehearsal.
Staring
at her shoes instead of pulling them out of their locker, Yumi wondered yet
again why this was happening to her. She never wanted this kind of attention
drawn to herself. The most she ever hoped for was to maybe, one day, speak to
the Rosa Chinensis en bouton and she had done that. It was a simple enough wish
she thought. Nothing lofty like hoping to be made her petite soeur or to be
someone she loved or particularly cared for. But somehow she felt like she was
being punished for this desire.
Why
else would she be drawn into Rosa GiganteaÕs web? This was an act of divine
punishment because there was no logical explanation for someone as important as
a Rose to become interested in her. Of course, that wasnÕt to say that she
didnÕt like her blonde sempai, it was impossible not to like Rosa Gigantea in
her opinion but that didnÕt mean Yumi appreciated all the attention the older
girl was lending her. Especially the attention of her more obsessive and
entitled fanbase.
Continuing
to stare at her shoes, Yumi almost didnÕt hear her name called out. Then she
turned to see one of her classmates who was on the tennis team approaching her
with racket in hand. Instinctively, Yumi found herself praying she wasnÕt a
Rosa Gigantea fan aiming to hit her on the head with it.
ÒKatsura-san,Ó
Yumi greeted her warily, eyes focused on the racket, watching for any sudden
movement.
ÒWhatÕs
going on?Ó asked Katsura who magically stayed in place thanks to what Yumi
figured were her pleas to God. Perhaps she wasnÕt being punished as badly as
she thought.
ÒWhat?Ó
asked Yumi rather nervously, edging away from Katsura while the girl neared her
with the racket rising upward. Surely she wouldnÕt be cruel enough to use the
Twist Serve Tornado.
ÒThe
girls in the Dance Club were just saying that you were going to be in the play
that the Yamayurikai is putting on,Ó Katsura began, coming even closer. Her
movement causing YumiÕs hands to release the locker door, accidentally slamming
it shut. An action that had Katsura puzzled.
ÒIÕm
going to be in it,Ó Yumi replied, trailing off as she looked at her shoes and
noticed their were filled with an inordinate amount of tacks. Yes, this was
definitely divine punishment. But at least she had looked before putting them
on. That was something. ÒBut IÕm just dancing in a place where I wonÕt stand
out.Ó
ÒBut
they said your dance partner is Rosa Gigantea,Ó said Katsura with a breathless
excitement and Yumi was drawn away from her tack filled shoes to look at the
other girl. Her eyes were sparkling and enthusiastic and while she now felt
somewhat secure she wasnÕt going to be assaulted with a tennis racket Yumi was
certain it was safe to say Katsura was a Rosa Gigantea fan.
ÒYes,Ó
said Yumi, giving a weak smile.
ÒSo
itÕs true?Ó Katsura expelled the words more than said them, doing this in a
disbelieving demand.
ÒYumi-san!
Good day!Ó
Cursing
the very existence of name, Yumi looked over her shoulder to see more of her
classmates approaching. She wondered how she could avoid the very clever Rosa
Gigantea all day but her classmates could surround and trap her like a swarm of
locusts before she even knew what was happening. ÒGood day,Ó said Yumi, trying
her best not to sound reluctant as she faced them.
ÒWe
were just talking about you!Ó the first classmate exclaimed while the other two
swarmed Yumi on both sides, leaving her feeling distinctly trapped and more
than a little intimidated. Still, at least one of them was blocking Katsura and
her deadly tennis racket.
ÒOh?Ó
inquired Yumi anxiously, trying her best to figure out a mode of escape.
ÒCould
you tell us the truth about whatÕs going on?Ó pressed the second classmate and
Yumi backed up as she took a step forward with her demand. Rearing away, YumiÕs
hand faltered, causing her shoes to tip and several tacks slipped out, falling
onto the floor with a light tink.
ÒIs it
true Rosa Gigantea danced with you?Ó the third classmate questioned rapidly.
ÒThat
she held you close?Ó the first classmate butted in soon after.
ÒI
heard that she wants you to be her petite soeur!Ó the second exclaimed
excitedly.
ÒIs
that why youÕre spending so much time with Rosa Gigantea?Ó asked Katsura, her
eyes widening.
ÒYumi-san,
what sort of duties are you carrying out for the Yamayurikai?Ó demanded the
second classmate.
ÒWhich
oneesama do you like best? Rosa Chinensis en bouton or Rosa Gigantea?Ó the
third jumped in again. ÒIs Shimako-san jealous of you spending time with the
Yamayurikai too?Ó
Staring
at the pile of tacks on the floor, Yumi wondered what Sachiko-sama would say
were she in the position. Or Rosa Gigantea for that matter. Although she
thought neither would find themselves in such a place because no one would dare
to press them in this manner. Lifting her gaze, she started to give what she
hoped would be a very neutral reply that would brook no further questions when
she caught sight of Rosa Gigantea in the distance. She was surrounded by a
group of girls, very much like Yumi was now, except this group was smiling and
giggling and looking at her with adoring eyes. Rosa Gigantea, to Yumi anyway,
seemed to be encouraging this behavior, grinning right back and tapping one of
them playfully on the nose.
Her
eyes unable to move from this scene, Yumi replied almost robotically, ÒBecause
of certain circumstances IÕm helping the leaders of the Yamayurikai with the
play. ItÕs because of that, that IÕve been able to speak with them.Ó She
watched as the Rose slung an arm around one of her admirers shoulders and Yumi
was sure she winced on seeing this. Rosa Gigantea did that to her once and
somehow, though it did embarrass her, it made her feel special too. Perhaps it
was a mistake to have felt that way. ÒRosa Gigantea danced with me but it
doesnÕt mean anything. IÕm sure she danced with other girls after I left.Ó
Tears were welling up in her eyes, she could feel it and she could hear them
pressing for more answers as she stared at those pile of tacks from girls she
knew wished they were the one who had danced with Rosa Gigantea, who spoke with
Rosa Chinensis en bouton, and she wondered yet again what she had done to
deserve that kind of honor. Who was she anyway? She lifted her gaze, eyes
blurry from tears but she could still make out Rosa GiganteaÕs smile and those
girls laughing around her. ÒIÕm not special,Ó Yumi said, her voice shaky and
hoarse, hands clenched into trembling fists at her side, sad with herself for
having ever considered otherwise. ÒDo you really think I would be special to
someone like Rosa Gigantea?!Ó
ÒYumi-san!Ó
one of her classmates exclaimed in upset apology.
But it
was too late. Yumi was once again running.
---
Alone
beneath the shelter of the ginkgo trees. It was a familiar scene to Shimako.
After all, this is where she went for privacy, to be alone with her thoughts.
That was why the sound of soft footsteps approaching was a surprise to her but
not nearly as much as who those footsteps belonged to.
ÒSachiko-sama,Ó
Shimako greeted politely, though the surprise did echo in her words. ÒGood
day.Ó
ÒGood
day,Ó Sachiko returned the greeting just as politely. Her blue eyes shone with
a restrained sort of humor and she tilted her head to one side, observing
Shimako with some fondness. ÒYou seem surprised.Ó
Blinking
at this, trying not to reveal she was also surprised that Sachiko should have
noticed such a thing, Shimako replied, ÒOnly because I thought you hated sakura
and ginkgo trees, Sachiko-sama.Ó
ÒOh, I
do,Ó admitted Sachiko freely, gazing at the trees she had just admitted to
hating. She looked to a perplexed Shimako and formed a small half smile. ÒBut
you like them, Shimako-san, and so I find myself here.Ó Shimako wasnÕt sure how
to reply and sensing this, Sachiko soon continued, ÒI donÕt want impose but I
was hoping to ask you a favor.Ó
ÒA
favor?Ó echoed Shimako.
Lifting
up the play booklet for Cinderella, Sachiko said almost wryly, ÒA favor with
memorizing lines. Although Yumi-sanÕs idea was a good one, no one has been able
to come up with any alternative solutions that oneesama might accept. Which
means I will have to play this role.Ó SachikoÕs eyes darkened and a tiny almost
imperceptible scowl formed on her features. ÒWhether I like it or not.Ó The
invisible half scowl faded as she focused back on Shimako and said, ÒWhich
means I will have to know my lines.Ó
ÒYou
need my help memorizing them?Ó asked Shimako, unable to believe that Sachiko
really needed assistance with such a thing. It was very well known how the
older girl got perfect marks in everything she was involved in. Certainly a
person like that didnÕt need help learning their lines. ÒTruly?Ó
ÒNeed,
no, want, yes,Ó said Sachiko giving another smile that revealed she did know
what Shimako was asking. Her eyes seemed to become veiled and dark as she
murmured slowly, ÒBut if you donÕt wantÉÓ
ÒNo!Ó
Shimako interrupted quickly but somehow also softly, though her cheeks burned.
It was the first time she had ever done such a thing. Interrupted a sempai in
the middle of a sentence. Strangely, she felt good about doing so. ÒNo, I want
to help you, Sachiko-sama.Ó
ÒGood,Ó
said Sachiko and Shimako swore she could see the older girl release a sigh of
relief. She did notice how her blue eyes got lighter and appeared to shine as
she went onto say, ÒIs now a good time?Ó
ÒNow is
fine,Ó Shimako said and she started to gather up her things only to pause as
Sachiko took a seat on the stairs where Shimako often ate her lunch.
ÒSachiko-sama?Ó she said in confusion. ÒWouldnÕt you rather go somewhere else?Ó
Brushing
off the portion of the step next to her before neatly placing her handkerchief
there, Sachiko looked up at Shimako with a serious gaze. ÒThis is your favorite
spot, isnÕt it, Shimako-san?Ó she murmured.
ÒYes,Ó
said Shimako, unsure where this was going.
ÒYou
seem to think I wonÕt want you for my soeur if I know the real you,Ó Sachiko
remarked, going back to arranging the handkerchief. ÒI told you otherwise and
said I would learn who this fabled real you is to prove you wrong.Ó Looking up
at Shimako whose eyes were wide in disbelief. ÒI should think that knowing your
favorite places is a part of that. Besides,Ó Sachiko offered her hand. ÒI want
to spend more time with you.Ó
Feeling
as if she were in a daze, Shimako took SachikoÕs hand and sat down on that
carefully arranged handkerchief, barely aware of accepting the play booklet
from the older girl when she was next to her. But as they began to read lines
and she heard Sachiko release the quietest and perhaps most polite curse she
could imagine when she got a line wrong, Shimako smiled. And then when it
happened again, she laughed, and when Sachiko joined her she wondered if this
is what it would be like.
If they
were soeurs.
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